第一二七章：過去487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0f3Qq2HCU
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我們分手的那一天……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgnTClwvOo
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6kwSE32w7
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV95CKKaFbd
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G0kXCxqvu
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ufCa9irJA
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD0dSFHEOq
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz5g9hdJ8c
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTejY9SlLP
顯示的卻是單剔號。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q4BTnHNty
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mMWHyhd9p
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB71iNCe1h
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXinXmKxC1p
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZVPxzPNbi
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYco6Y3AQlu
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGdS1A7rsh
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnod0t52kY
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiArzVRXdFr
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVWhD1RGW2
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXRr1PyvQW
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sq9vf7UGT
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78JTud4pQk
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLCxlAZQzV
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWB0TCH4dF
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbupS3jq7y3
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz2g3wVLWV
這是回憶嗎？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASiOJZXjN0
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXHbKrelai
又是回憶了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHJmNQbBba
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3miescafe
怎樣都是回憶。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo5gMDhi9M
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0FXNsRAeU
不要再是回憶了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxn5H2fID2
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIwf3zK5v2
不要、不要、不要！487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUNe7B9l9C
「我唔想離開你！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZEwerD0UI
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「夠啦！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIflstj48XT
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO1zmruEfS
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTG6KWSLdx
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkmEf2odqo
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNme673Moa
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sXdfSxBY5
「咦？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoVwoZasI9
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe94NPEOiL
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG7NBUaWx2
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOnNRmB1pN
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejkwjSp2NM
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ332hgvKquY
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNtQ9f9CLY
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1MVPrOxLZ
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPrc5lNHgp
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUf2gok3rA
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEXC5flRTS
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoQKn0ur7f
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVNtlt71NQ
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXw0yfVXG5
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV3x2xxRDO
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQSf39L6oX
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETkT7DaYi3
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwZLCggN3f
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xule020ZY
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtG31nfUf3
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJLhB2aHqY
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIqhpKwtKW
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgk8zWPgTq
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnJDQqzdLC
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4KICJo6br
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SdM5f5vaS
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOF9EQy3LJ
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDst8vMy3H8
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB2ieohNcl
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeU4IPKYcc
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡporJj39Uob
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7ZmwDAMmO
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhLZbMYA6R
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyfZmJ98sM
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODrTKytqLA
不過，當然是沒有了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ3NIWMFC3
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ab4FCBviC
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMweI80ZZd3
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuhCDEmqe7
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq3CQK97LS
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj65IAdzdgh
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTONYXkQvhF
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmvtfZFU5p
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLS2ImFNrF
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrHBb25a2E
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYZD582YsP
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtyXKYSvF4
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGr4tFvo3R
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKz6qm0H4S
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONhpsoQY09
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsxnrYwQr7
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGK9VB5tKu
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNcqvZs9gu
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae1QasWtdt
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOuGblrM4m
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOZifLtKX7
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUTd5uMC1Z
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoSGQq6ckQ
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QNppGETNt
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