阿朗在家門前，停下。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzrisZS4tT
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeTS5g9cdm
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFPsyJNuQY
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTJc8Vzoze
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAdWPUXKuG
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk8ATBkAGo
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLb1cOENwQ
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSN04JruuW
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思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ3skwapwl
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5fo6tRMh3
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wG3QPftxn
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYayEBgUaIO
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAzhWUD5Zg
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwXhn999h7
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKsyTwDzUb
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb9Sz7eJmR
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4Km5ZiNEw
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvnuxjf6kw
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「邊夠你正。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRJUimmaqJ
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuITznk4l1t
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aHj9fqoDy
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa19SrCdhIb
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVdbQQWrS7
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlS6Q6D3fF
「咁佢哋最近點？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCXN0sf9NW
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG2onQ7wOK
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2lOlet96j
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnqV8mW02O
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA2uL8lN6M
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sCC204w8m
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbHLOAFk8Z
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb6lXZlxVi
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNfAZZlw7g
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8G0DsN9C0
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2Zh5oywQA
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Yr55cXDPH
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIndhbSbz2
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHwI5wkgQX
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEtRGCuzDa
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvfqKOj7Hm
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfzxL4PQ2h
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阿朗忽然問。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkF8jEgHkS
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjJGdCFGlo
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0250IC56pS
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v4V6LabGt
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41LfIMVtid
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeuDXTWhU0
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP5xJprErj
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47nxHJMvvl
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYstbErjqm
阿朗訕訕。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmmubmqpcq
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWM5q8KQ7X
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCXI3yJZ99
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmtBnoHSFj
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可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFPVhFkBE6
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAWmWXD73m
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ629PNOjNy4
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「我去個沖涼先。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0OvDWa6X2
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwimM1kXMEM
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他有家累。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzgHOWoJzA
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeEYmLM6dy
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「老公——」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fO1wcpfou
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「係？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1zEkzeL8c
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「我愛你。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXS9BTJn5T
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEQZXWiFQn
「我都係。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdXWtWqawb
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxtZLcyJ5g
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsRkzjyhSl
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ8ecbI8jv
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而，她不知道。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8jr9wAGVY
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR2vZTRGw9
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ypz7E09CJ
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IJkD3kgC4
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzhqoAY3gQ
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxQMcUtASb
他想找點方法使其穩健。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz9GT7hpP7
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPeL60RZkc
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPJzmooaKd
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY89rmQ1kC
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6UObvG1w1
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他不想雪上加霜。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZSFyPVEIJ
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjr69hYcLs
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C4SGCiG9T
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRd8dZU3LU
他睡不着。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnkgEclhc6
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ15yYBigqO
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBtF5S6ckv
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol6FKraRB5
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjE7ryZl5e
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5rJwmtHxj
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLbTP4Xu8n
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8O4qWHnyX
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus0ntB4Skb
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaDU8SpE9W
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUm4xbG2lc
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzEPcJY5iT
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7emSvYRbND
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFj8qKo1e7
1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ70UUfcogN
1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzCnAd1n6t
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn0XOMa6WJ
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL3o0bTYWq
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV4RBl3pSe
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Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBGBRDbL3i
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「嗯。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnixr2Nuzr5
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50DWLN2GPZ
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「點解？」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBDv84hNR5
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqQF9kZ48u
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbzUbIcTQ6
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhojTkbjWe
 1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ug6dmcXyW
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PQ2oMXbqO
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXVKJ41M30
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2zFXeTCF8
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一夜甜夢。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJo0fCGsO7
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1082Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8T6PSwFlY
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