I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.524Please respect copyright.PENANAgLunCFvPDs
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.524Please respect copyright.PENANARVQhg89uHu
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.524Please respect copyright.PENANAr2TpwcjzEn
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.524Please respect copyright.PENANAMVf0K2riaQ
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.524Please respect copyright.PENANAnn9cimHYUA
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.524Please respect copyright.PENANAyW2p63VUav
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.524Please respect copyright.PENANArQvvdZH682
Fucken asshole.524Please respect copyright.PENANAo58O7UrDIe
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.524Please respect copyright.PENANACcSLToX9Y6
"At 11."524Please respect copyright.PENANA8Be0anVlMc
Dammit still have half a day to go.524Please respect copyright.PENANA9dVqFEAQ58
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?524Please respect copyright.PENANAq9RlPWuGTC
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.524Please respect copyright.PENANAdZtsH53fyC
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.524Please respect copyright.PENANAdxfdsqUXmc
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.524Please respect copyright.PENANA6eiSRk2g2w
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.524Please respect copyright.PENANAy6yobxtm5d
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.524Please respect copyright.PENANAIhJ0bCNcXE
I wounder what they are doing right now?524Please respect copyright.PENANABCuSzfnfcw
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.524Please respect copyright.PENANA9AMsThN2qF
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.524Please respect copyright.PENANA0AmWyNt65t
Brett..524Please respect copyright.PENANANCDt4VWIee
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.524Please respect copyright.PENANAVTGtPaYNLn
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.524Please respect copyright.PENANApsoTOsOkwh
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.524Please respect copyright.PENANAwgmmVIuRJX
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.524Please respect copyright.PENANAoPssFXf6LR
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.524Please respect copyright.PENANAyMkE5J5YZ5
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.524Please respect copyright.PENANAPSpCSyZwO2
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.524Please respect copyright.PENANAdf1DLhhgX5
"I have been looking for you."524Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZHVUAUkHt
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.524Please respect copyright.PENANAtMkg5wIIAo
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.524Please respect copyright.PENANAumbdBTI8wr
"What? "524Please respect copyright.PENANAxfmRDn2rdt
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.524Please respect copyright.PENANAyiolqp409E
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.524Please respect copyright.PENANAbjK3gdQo8l
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.524Please respect copyright.PENANAzJJpgU6bIz
Gross, Chicky sentence.524Please respect copyright.PENANAdc8bgjkjUX
Raven you have lost your touch.524Please respect copyright.PENANAF74nFP8DBh
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.524Please respect copyright.PENANAjwj5ntZwnd
I shook my head.524Please respect copyright.PENANAJVTvFEzYGe
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."524Please respect copyright.PENANAP8EbZ8Wwxf
His eyes shined.524Please respect copyright.PENANALtsC8HGf2G
"I'll wait for you. "524Please respect copyright.PENANAQt1dQvaRDi
"Don't, Don is here. "524Please respect copyright.PENANAuUQ2Ug3GRs
His eyes widened.524Please respect copyright.PENANABRjvqH05GI
" How do you -"524Please respect copyright.PENANA5hIV9DyO2w
" Josh told me. " I cut in.524Please respect copyright.PENANAZJQqQSg8C7
He closed his eyes and sighed.524Please respect copyright.PENANAkE8ofvJxjv
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"524Please respect copyright.PENANAi3a6226xcG
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.524Please respect copyright.PENANAcLL54hItu5
"Brett, its okay. "524Please respect copyright.PENANATe6VnVTThk
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.524Please respect copyright.PENANA5hpqeWmKG4
Then I heard a door open.524Please respect copyright.PENANAWqII7IA6Lk
Fuck.524Please respect copyright.PENANANWrcVNtz5f
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.524Please respect copyright.PENANAPGnp89F79F
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.524Please respect copyright.PENANA2nJoLCRjQ6
I nodded and she went back inside.524Please respect copyright.PENANA5JQstFkCA1
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.524Please respect copyright.PENANAN74iA0zHEK
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.524Please respect copyright.PENANAjR7xHVwYGD
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.524Please respect copyright.PENANANO6LoRC3Gk
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.524Please respect copyright.PENANAdItzbXi72q
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "524Please respect copyright.PENANAEH8WG81udd
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.524Please respect copyright.PENANALzlMAjRypj
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.524Please respect copyright.PENANAzRyG54ZrDp
"I promise."524Please respect copyright.PENANAKmOyIuaOLB
He smiled and kissed my forehead.524Please respect copyright.PENANAnNI5mXRe8Y
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.524Please respect copyright.PENANAThPZFTcfYO
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.524Please respect copyright.PENANAh3oNNlW28x
I took a deep breath and composed myself.524Please respect copyright.PENANAr2uPhBv4Vn
Raven is gone, Candy is here.524Please respect copyright.PENANAmZVYvFOpla
Candy.524Please respect copyright.PENANABvs8EOCEy9
Candy.524Please respect copyright.PENANAsXJNayBzbU
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.524Please respect copyright.PENANAuJtgAlgbhr
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.