姆指慢慢離開手機屏幕。719Please respect copyright.PENANAPXwQUNwHzt
719Please respect copyright.PENANAS6ZPsooWfH
看見影片正在上存,並出現在網上,我舒了一口氣。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0NeJrBSJrC
719Please respect copyright.PENANAqzJnQXVwAD
這種強烈的正義感是怎麼回事?719Please respect copyright.PENANAYQnyKNXmmy
719Please respect copyright.PENANAXu7eSNE8Ho
這種幫了同學的感覺,是怎麼回事?719Please respect copyright.PENANAlSZnfoY4K9
719Please respect copyright.PENANANLOpvZKiah
我以前是這種見義勇為的人嗎?我是什麼時候,變成這樣的呢?719Please respect copyright.PENANAtzwXIrjC8m
719Please respect copyright.PENANAuftvQY4E6c
我應該是一個不好的人才對,我作過的孽太多。所以才會失去阿傑和阿進這兩位朋友。719Please respect copyright.PENANAcbfXpv2wnZ
719Please respect copyright.PENANAer34jFNXuv
當我落魄的時候,身邊一個人都沒有。719Please respect copyright.PENANAdABAPSraJj
719Please respect copyright.PENANAh2fKOdpdR9
這不是別人的錯,而都是我的錯。719Please respect copyright.PENANAP3cF6lYEtL
719Please respect copyright.PENANAPErgxhQeUv
所以我現在是贖罪嗎?透過做一些看似正義的行為。719Please respect copyright.PENANA2iDPvpjJCD
719Please respect copyright.PENANAIKneGqCmrF
我不知道。719Please respect copyright.PENANA5w3RRCZb2B
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只是,曾經拼命渴望得到關注、渴望被愛、渴望得到一切的我,最終變成了孤獨並想放逐自己的人。719Please respect copyright.PENANAI4Dt2qmK0v
719Please respect copyright.PENANAoCKun2cJtA
往事,不堪回首。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUZL3BjAxAT
719Please respect copyright.PENANA67cXGcj9LH
鬆開了手機,任它留在櫃桶。719Please respect copyright.PENANAFVLrR0QAuK
719Please respect copyright.PENANARy6U7C195E
在堂上,Miss Lee努力地分享自己去過英國的經歷,給我們介紹英國文化,並從文化的角度去解釋一些片語的由來。719Please respect copyright.PENANAIcQNwRqCFN
719Please respect copyright.PENANAtSWEMw8qEJ
男同學都十分認真地看著Miss Lee,好像很專心地上課,雖然腦子裡都是英文以外的幻想。719Please respect copyright.PENANANHrM5PG4pS
719Please respect copyright.PENANAFsrRlmvzc5
打開手冊,英文堂只有一堂,不是連堂。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfZthL1LijN
719Please respect copyright.PENANAd9qVpfld5P
牆上的時鐘,分針秒針都在轉動,很快就把一堂時間轉走。719Please respect copyright.PENANAeJlajLoEXw
719Please respect copyright.PENANAKBt2f9v8gy
「新同學!」Miss Lee下課時叫我,「放學嚟見一見我。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAlnOVCsaM4w
719Please respect copyright.PENANA2eC8Ka8QRQ
「吓……」我錯愕了一下,只能回答,「哦。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA0hOgBJAfon
719Please respect copyright.PENANAi1NerGhagn
然後,她就離開了班房。719Please respect copyright.PENANAbhg5nPP1E1
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0PzxzHjkyT
中文堂的時候,其他同學都回來了。719Please respect copyright.PENANAWKaiBvDryU
719Please respect copyright.PENANAKTQObfq9pe
我查看手機,影片目前還沒有多少人看。719Please respect copyright.PENANApwRDyaOTVd
719Please respect copyright.PENANAJsqOAAk8nO
「點啫,頭先小息到底發生咩事?」歐陽派問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAQJ2CQK8Je6
719Please respect copyright.PENANAcoaClypy0w
「咩事都冇發生。」我說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAgM2N1vYxYB
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「頂你係咪唔講啊!」歐陽派極其不滿,「我真係唔信囉!」719Please respect copyright.PENANAz46mpOKjOj
719Please respect copyright.PENANANw4OdVIuol
「既然當事人,都答你地話只係有小小誤會,我又可以講啲咩呢?」我無趣反問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAuTZlTQZKbI
719Please respect copyright.PENANAH3fLAZpbRl
「頂,即係有事啦。」他判斷,悄悄問,「快講快講。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAoZM3LFRjid
719Please respect copyright.PENANAMyHbarhzUd
「你真係想知?知道之後,可能會畀人打喎。」我說。719Please respect copyright.PENANA2PzK1IHgEW
719Please respect copyright.PENANAr2wuOzBprD
「我扮唔知咪得囉。」他興奮地說,「放心,我一定唔會講出去。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAWoIPMv4Pk6
719Please respect copyright.PENANAOM6fm5WIQp
我沉思了一會兒。719Please respect copyright.PENANAiT51O8R15G
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對網上世界有點脫節的我,有點事情必須請教歐陽派。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvuVsI5ofh3
719Please respect copyright.PENANApfBqnIVMIJ
「咁我問你一個問題先。」我悄悄問,「有咩辦法可以令一條片,快速咁畀勁多人睇到?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAiwQmrivkwf
719Please respect copyright.PENANAk7a8p64Gfx
「我知喇,你拍咗片!」歐陽派馬上猜到,「拎嚟睇下,快。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAFWr1DCAFtW
719Please respect copyright.PENANA8fMroegW2U
「你要保證,你唔會講出去。」我強烈要求。719Please respect copyright.PENANAynYJISYjOc
719Please respect copyright.PENANAMjEFTsnEn3
「我發誓一定唔會講,如果唔係,一世冇女要,拍一次拖就散一次,仲要戴埋綠帽。」他立下毒誓。719Please respect copyright.PENANAfBMBZcy9aT
719Please respect copyright.PENANAyhJUUOxumd
「好,咁拎你手機嚟。」我說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAFs5Az7VRLE
719Please respect copyright.PENANAT85Iup5kPs
「吓做咩?」他問。719Please respect copyright.PENANA3YRDwiTbL9
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「係咪睇?」我只問一次。719Please respect copyright.PENANAVOEeHe5iG8
719Please respect copyright.PENANAWnMRdxyTWx
拿到他手機後,我點YouTube搜尋那條片段,然後把手機放進他的筆袋裡。719Please respect copyright.PENANAzWScmgq6AE
719Please respect copyright.PENANAdNjBNqcinw
他把筆袋放在中文書上方,扮作看課本,其實是看屏幕。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvp94oFEIyV
719Please respect copyright.PENANAfcCYMlLyZz
「嘩,屌你真係好撚勇!」他在看偷拍的影片。719Please respect copyright.PENANAxDsOsASBND
719Please respect copyright.PENANA8TMI4UqDtN
「你真係唔撚知死,竟然擺上YouTube……」他邊看邊說,「反了,今次反了。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAPUROeNo86L
719Please respect copyright.PENANAMk3ueOO4xT
「但條片冇乜人睇,有咩辦法可以令多啲人睇?」我問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAi37NMSacsA
719Please respect copyright.PENANAk1mU6mfTys
「通常可以share去facebook,但屌,一定會畀人發現。」他想著。719Please respect copyright.PENANA7BnIM03oAm
719Please respect copyright.PENANABqEFYUAD04
「或者,直接send條link畀傳媒。」他說,「但……你真係要咁做?世界變喎。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAJGJnKRz9a1
719Please respect copyright.PENANAIj2nFrMFZa
我沒有回答,只讓他看著我的神情。719Please respect copyright.PENANAqucV2VyYc8
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0ajB7ZZW2l
「幫我啦。」我更提出,「幫我,等於幫鄭家明,等於幫全校被欺凌嘅學生。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAb4cHC2kmj4
719Please respect copyright.PENANAZp8yCvXWdV
「屌……你……屌……」他舌頭打結,不知所措。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYQgy6IEAlL
719Please respect copyright.PENANAaTuAZlMWVH
「但你怕唔怕影響到傾姐?」他三思後問,「萬一蔣少收咗皮,可能傾姐都會受到影響。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAqouyYH6Kt6
719Please respect copyright.PENANANmLrEaQIww
「前排有單新聞,唔知你有冇睇。」他說,「有間學校,一直欺凌人嘅同學畀人舉報、失勢之後,係學校嘅生活超級慘。」719Please respect copyright.PENANADVEVpmfeUb
719Please respect copyright.PENANAuxKKJoVxMz
「點解?」我驚訝。719Please respect copyright.PENANAb5JHdaPaWH
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「因為會畀人欺凌返轉頭!」他說,「之前得罪人太多,累積咗太多嘅仇恨,結果係學校遭到報復。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAFUKJPWqC1W
719Please respect copyright.PENANAHcou0IMsM4
「去到邊都畀人閒言閒語,被針對中傷,被人玩,被人淋水。」他說,「最後……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAlVASdzykIy
719Please respect copyright.PENANAvU5PXqgg4w
「最後咩?」我心急問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAieN8Ypbnqk
719Please respect copyright.PENANAO8DURnxHYA
「最後嗰個人自殺咗。」歐陽派遺憾地說,「係學校天台跳樓。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAHFycE88Aqk
719Please respect copyright.PENANA0prsqsOxeY
聽到這裡,我看看班上眾人。719Please respect copyright.PENANAVBQUYe0iZv
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在大家眼中,傾姐跟蔣少是一伙的,而課室裡坐五、六、七行的人,都是親傾姐的。719Please respect copyright.PENANADLbpxl1RLX
719Please respect copyright.PENANABIn6rYsXNa
萬一被報復,我們班會受牽連嗎?719Please respect copyright.PENANAerSY61cRyV
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這都不是我最擔心的。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6w9rGfkD0V
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我只是擔心傾姐,擔心陸傾兒而已。719Please respect copyright.PENANADlChTTeKFi
719Please respect copyright.PENANAz5caDSz9pw
「你真係想搞大佢?Send畀傳媒?」歐陽派凝重地問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAU6ggKUEmVl
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「等我……考慮一下先。」我回覆。719Please respect copyright.PENANAzW8nEXwWeW
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「如果你係驚嘅,趁未有好多人睇,依加上YouTube轉返做私人影片都得。」他再給我一個選擇。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0RJ7GZ06x8
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繼而我沉默不語。719Please respect copyright.PENANAcQYlhKspDN
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中文堂結束,第二小息開始。719Please respect copyright.PENANAedDc6mKpnt
719Please respect copyright.PENANAG4iMeo5SgJ
陳菲菲帶著姊妹走過來,鄭重地提醒我,哄李可兒上床的事一定要辦到。719Please respect copyright.PENANATpJ1EIJRzF
719Please respect copyright.PENANAsbxdSBz70P
「琴日你話過兩日就會氹到佢上床,中出即飛,依加過咗一日喇,你爭取時間啊。」她黑臉地說,又打探,「不過我估你,一早有晒計劃啦係咪?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAa34eEm8VG8
719Please respect copyright.PENANAz0BVNDI4wS
「係,當然係啦。」我牽強笑笑,搔搔屁股。719Please respect copyright.PENANATXnytHJD9h
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啊,對了,這件事也得解決……719Please respect copyright.PENANA8InTQnR8vC
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「我唔理你約佢上你屋企,定係佢屋企,定係去爆房。」陳菲菲說,「總之,我要有相為證。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAKEm8h6lBcl
719Please respect copyright.PENANAou1hprlXK9
「OK啦,你放心。」我輕鬆地說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAT65kwuxmLj
719Please respect copyright.PENANAcCqBORt05O
「最好影埋人,影埋佢個淫樣。」她奸邪地說,「唔係唔知條底褲係佢。」719Please respect copyright.PENANA6UEtEzPQM6
719Please respect copyright.PENANAQChC8oTEPJ
「吓……」我怔了,「乜,琴日唔係講咗話……」719Please respect copyright.PENANAjyuPbdNRHD
719Please respect copyright.PENANA53KTehAiqZ
「你得嘅!我對你有信心!」陳菲菲半揚嘴角,拍拍我的肩膀,又問,「咁你諗住幾時約佢?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAT6gZvDGoJw
719Please respect copyright.PENANABqQa1plaQh
「依加!」我站了起來。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0IDyO9Ppex
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「記住唔好失敗啊。」陳菲菲抽起了桌邊的書包,「你知衰咗,會有咩後果啦?」719Please respect copyright.PENANAmLJ3czaqYe
719Please respect copyright.PENANAGgwmya5z3I
「完全知道。」我伸手抱回書包,放在椅背前。719Please respect copyright.PENANA0xjAed66BE
719Please respect copyright.PENANAu6vDxTvGZF
最後,我在她們一眾姊妹面前,拉走了李可兒,叫她陪我去買魚蛋燒賣。719Please respect copyright.PENANAG3U1pxBtRl
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到了地面的小賣部——719Please respect copyright.PENANAaWJrdjWxse
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我深深地嘆了一口氣,走近用餐桌椅,軟在椅子上。719Please respect copyright.PENANAQSErrqYVDr
719Please respect copyright.PENANAZZwWApsZYf
「唔係買嘢食咩?」李可兒問,坐在桌子的對面。719Please respect copyright.PENANAuSmqhckIqJ
719Please respect copyright.PENANAbOiklCTLxn
架黑框眼鏡、紮馬尾的她,依然清純可人。719Please respect copyright.PENANA6WZln4f04n
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我再嘆了三聲,幾乎想伏在桌面。719Please respect copyright.PENANAM3dihSi5Gr
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剛才是怎麼回事?719Please respect copyright.PENANA3t2d1vNSGJ
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在毫無防備之下被陳菲菲突襲成功,追加了要求。719Please respect copyright.PENANAF0A5KIlbll
719Please respect copyright.PENANAoWBooxMvxB
「做咩事啊?」可兒用手指碰我。719Please respect copyright.PENANAf3PNSgOisj
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「係咪陳菲菲同你講咗啲咩?我見佢搵你。」她說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAHjWM7UvG5W
719Please respect copyright.PENANApbxG9XtjxM
「佢話……最好影埋你個人,如果唔係,唔知條底褲係你嘅。」我照直說。719Please respect copyright.PENANAQgBWXoetvP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAKZs68qT1C4
「吓……咁……」李可兒面露難色,漸漸不安,慢慢用毛衣手掩嘴。719Please respect copyright.PENANAohCngA1W73
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這一刻,我們都沒有說話。719Please respect copyright.PENANANYg9glKvMl
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她低下了頭,我陷入苦思。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYCLASkBlOe
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直至我說,「你唔洗理佢,照舊是但買條底褲,淋水落去,影畀我交數就得。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAzIWPOGtEfX
719Please respect copyright.PENANAFNWUGMFIeu
「但如果佢唔收貨呢?你以後……會冇運行。」李可兒憂心忡忡。719Please respect copyright.PENANAUw2hggMaac
719Please respect copyright.PENANAA8PbTdomrV
「佢唔收貨,我都冇計。唔通真係叫你影畀佢咩?」我反問,再對她說,「哩啲相,一出咗街,就永遠都收唔返。」719Please respect copyright.PENANARBls7D8iXT
719Please respect copyright.PENANA9fCGi3sCg8
「就算……佢真係要對付我,我堂堂大男人一個,都唔會怕佢。」我說,安慰她,「放心啦,我實拆得掂。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAsyr00RHYsP
719Please respect copyright.PENANAyXMk56XAsm
「嗯。」她應了一聲,搓著毛衣手。719Please respect copyright.PENANAvTaqSYw0io
719Please respect copyright.PENANAy314zPBtdZ
她苦惱的樣子,總是,令人無法釋懷。719Please respect copyright.PENANAGwHH0Wp3xj
719Please respect copyright.PENANA1wiHDwg96M
明明就不是目標人物,為什麼我總是護著她?719Please respect copyright.PENANAFJbUDyvzV5
719Please respect copyright.PENANAN0oQzLXJxb
包括鄭家明被欺凌的事件也是,為什麼總會與我扯上關係?719Please respect copyright.PENANAglfUPaYr0h
719Please respect copyright.PENANAuIlH15ADLQ
這是不是「神」給我的考驗?719Please respect copyright.PENANA8dzoTKZ0wl
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考驗我會不會捨棄其他需要幫助的人。719Please respect copyright.PENANAt533MQwMha
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我猜,神明丁看著我的做法,一定會認為我跟神明辛很相似——719Please respect copyright.PENANAV6unYR1MHb
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都是很有情的人/神。719Please respect copyright.PENANARcVnhYuETh
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「如果我著住條底褲,但唔露樣,淨係影個身呢?」李可兒嘴巴動動,尋找折衷的做法。719Please respect copyright.PENANAA0AZdIrLck
719Please respect copyright.PENANA8X77QMU53m
此刻,神明丁一定吃花生吃得很開心。719Please respect copyright.PENANAYPUczq43f2
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「唔好啊。」我輕聲說,「哩啲相,就算你影咗send畀我,我都唔會拎去交差。」719Please respect copyright.PENANAf8d4ekKqlQ
719Please respect copyright.PENANAVjL9HZ5oDE
「點解?」她問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAWQBOuxY6Ft
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「寧願留嚟珍藏。」我淺笑。719Please respect copyright.PENANAORqGaJGWC8
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結果,她面紅了一下,想不通,沒好氣地站起。719Please respect copyright.PENANAENXu1ziqXC
719Please respect copyright.PENANA3o6QfsnSWi
「咁你……點交差啊?」她問。719Please respect copyright.PENANAToZKLDYX17
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「算啦,話之你死啦。」她告訴我,率先起步離去。719Please respect copyright.PENANAmhROCQVaPr
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我看著李可兒。719Please respect copyright.PENANAFI7XFqE4Ct
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其實我又何嘗不想哄妳上床,跟學生妹來個翻雲覆雨?719Please respect copyright.PENANARy6LZzWkiZ
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一飽私慾之餘又能向陳菲菲交差。719Please respect copyright.PENANANNmBmd3bpI
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