Maybe it was jealousy.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYcPHvBkta
Or maybe… it was something harder to name.
That quiet ache in your chest when someone you care about starts smiling a little more —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf5sPtNCVh
but not because of you.
I kept asking myself:141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW2Zj8SB10
Was I being possessive? Was I trying to cage something that was never mine to begin with?
But no.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ErhcKNJOI
It wasn’t that.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXIin93mNB
It never was.
I wasn’t trying to protect you from someone.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X0JH9VnOg
I wasn’t trying to compete.
I was just scared.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88mIpeEEfX
Terrified, actually.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs7j3qL25C
That maybe... Ren would take you away.
But then —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1sA7oNYgb
one long evening, sitting with my thoughts louder than the world around —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyQAm83TMn
I understood something.
People don’t get stolen.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi1erWjsed
They drift.
Toward what makes them feel lighter.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UBBzGKIek
Toward the sun they didn’t know they missed.
And sometimes love —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg2s4hfLWX
love makes us believe that there’s nothing brighter than what we have right now.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAjOv07sed
That this, this, is the brightest moment the world can ever offer.
But that’s a lie love tells.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfccZ5Qg924
Because love is blind,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7LJOdl1Is
and people are not.
And so I questioned it all.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatQUiFNkVn
Not love.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQIcXDNcUD
But the things we confuse for love.
The need to be someone’s only.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW1baOcWYN
The quiet wish that they’ll never find better than you.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaAW26JXvR
The fear that if they do — they’ll forget you ever existed.
Is that love?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc9nIg88q0
Or is that greed in disguise?
Maybe the worst kind of greed —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48TCOaTYK5
the one that wants to own a heart that was only meant to be held gently,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwUDq9bQsS
not gripped tight.
You see,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7Rk5t4Ebm
I wasn’t jealous.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW65XbUA59W
Not really.
I was just scared of losing us.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw0MvzWULl
The us we created in tiny moments —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocV6RyaQ7B
walking beside buses, laughing at nonsense,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UVOwyX3Vk
holding on to silences like they were the most honest things we ever said.
I was scared of losing that version of you I named Forevermore.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUmEfBT4LX
And the version of me that only ever existed around you.
But then —141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSGnfL3kCc
I also realized something else.
It’s not someone else that breaks two people apart.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHSBxsQms2
It’s not Ren. Or time. Or coincidence.
It’s us.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWgQokl8ZT
Me. And you.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwnvQY7yJh
Choosing, or failing, to hold on.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3uVesDxjN
Letting go, not because someone better came along…141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDHT63QlHx
but because we forgot how to see each other like we used to.
And that’s what broke my heart the most.
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