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自身觀感大、創角有,注意。60Please respect copyright.PENANAlFg0ncLTt6
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我承認自己還蠻喜歡分析心裡狀態的,雖然很多假設。60Please respect copyright.PENANAEYOLwMyEHB
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對我來說夏碎很矛盾。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3wDdOTy7Vo
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他的關鍵字是什麼?溫和、大哥型、有起床氣、主動找冰炎搭檔、在競技大賽時對於與冰炎對打躍躍欲試。即使母親死後開眼一夕顛覆以前認識的世界,但是再怎麼想都不是自暴自棄的人吧,我們可以說他成長得很快,無論自願與否。60Please respect copyright.PENANARjyBbDLQ9Y
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但是為什麼他會說,活夠了?我原本以為活夠了這句話,不會是出自他口中。就像我無法想像冰炎或伊多說活夠了的情況。60Please respect copyright.PENANAotFFZD8YG3
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他是抱著怎樣的心情去當千冬歲的替身?60Please respect copyright.PENANAj7GkUD3DwR
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若是我佔在同樣立場選替身,在我所認識的人當中也是選擇手足吧,就因為我是兄姐,他們是弟妹,會希望他們過得好好的,能快快樂樂的活下去。處於照顧與被照顧者的立場來說,就如同大部分的父母會希望孩子過得好好的。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3mHbtUZeEO
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隨時替重要之人死去的心理準備,他是有的吧,但那是怎樣的感覺?60Please respect copyright.PENANANC9OHelcAD
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「藥師寺家只能選擇一個人,擋去一輩子的死劫與災難,擋過之後就不再遭逢殺厄。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAqeeWUD9pjf
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雖然我覺得這句話本身就有點問題,一輩子的死劫與災難--死劫一個,災難也許有無數個,但人要是都擋去死劫而死了,那災難要怎麼辦?60Please respect copyright.PENANAPvqcRcO0sM
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總之,這代表著下一秒,或是幾年後,在出任務、上課中、洗澡、上廁所(喂)等等,隨時都有可能倒下吧。60Please respect copyright.PENANAaTrJfCGvnL
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或者,其實這種替身術能夠預知?夏碎母親在死前幾天離開她的丈夫,大戰時夏碎面對小亭泡茶言論的回答帶著語焉不詳。這樣的話,夏碎有沒有想過,萬一他正處在緊急狀態(也許正好與冰炎出任務時有緊急狀況),那替身術法突然發動的話,剩下的人該怎麼辦?60Please respect copyright.PENANAs6LrhqCyax
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為什麼在傷口出現時不醫治呢?因為知道這是死劫所以絕對無法醫治?還是因為只要醫治了救回了這死劫被避開,還會有下一個死劫?或是,將保護千冬歲當成最大心願,心願已了,他也可以無憾的死去?所以才會說活夠了?這是將自己當成避災的道具還是千冬歲的兄長呢?作為弟弟妹妹的,難道會希望兄姐什麼也不說的保護自己,就像在父母眼中孩子永遠是孩子?60Please respect copyright.PENANA0giarB1OHE
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夏碎重視冰炎,這是外顯的,很容易看得出來,他的一言一行都在在顯示『重視冰炎』。60Please respect copyright.PENANAq5Wg3QkMgh
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「我搭檔教我的。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAQ73pwBpvJJ
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「我們約好,若對方成為鬼族便要將對方毀去。」--即使是對昔日的重要搭檔刀刃相向。60Please respect copyright.PENANAccYeCbC5FM
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他說,「為了不辱沒曾經有過的搭檔之名,我能夠走回我的道路繼續接受一切。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAbCnWX1OVhr
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但是對千冬歲,卻是內隱的,藏在內心的。作為藥師寺家主唯一的替身,他選擇了千冬歲,但我相信無論是冰炎或是千冬歲,他都願意豁出性命吧。60Please respect copyright.PENANABYkDFB5YVD
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我們都知道,冰炎與千冬歲,都是夏碎相當看重的人。但有了重要的人,到底是會更加珍惜自己,還是會更加奮不顧身?60Please respect copyright.PENANAArIMWIrtpB
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為了重要之人珍惜自己,為了重要之人奮不顧身。60Please respect copyright.PENANAar1SUsoe2C
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冰炎可以為了學弟褚冥漾衝進鬼王塚,冰炎與千冬歲之於夏碎,我相信水妖精三兄弟亦然,這些人到底是重要之人太多還是太少呢?
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然後以下,創角相關注意、本篇捏它有:
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千冬歲站在夏碎學長的病床旁,眼睛紅紅的,我不敢多看,只能一步一步扶著同樣重傷卻硬是要過來的呈予學姊走近。60Please respect copyright.PENANA5YwoU7bUCh
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「學姊,這樣可以嗎?」我擔心地問著。60Please respect copyright.PENANALe7GsaCSjX
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「嗯,謝謝你,漾漾。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAIrRnT1DfYU
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學姊喘著氣,很吃力的擠出笑容跟我道謝,「我等這一刻等很久了。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAtbocTr81qA
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……欸?60Please respect copyright.PENANAK3pdhcGEUu
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「--夏碎你這笨蛋!」60Please respect copyright.PENANAg1gJkvmZ1o
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然後,出乎我跟千冬歲的意料之外,呈予學姊一拳就往夏碎學長臉上揮去,但因為根本還沒痊癒,沒什麼力氣的拳頭只是讓夏碎學長的臉偏了一下。60Please respect copyright.PENANAn1Cq0DXau2
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包括夏碎學長,我們全都傻住了。不過千冬歲最快反應過來,怒叫:「學姊妳在作什麼!夏碎哥身上還有傷--」60Please respect copyright.PENANAXyJHZ3WZPx
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接著他就住口了,因為我們同時看到學姊因為這個動作拉扯到傷處,繃帶被逐漸染紅……就是那塊與夏碎學長有著同樣傷口的地方。60Please respect copyright.PENANAiggXpHMKMe
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「為什麼、為什麼你--」60Please respect copyright.PENANAYjjo9z5XUJ
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呈予學姊激動地抓住夏碎學長的衣領,接下來的話卻像是被什麼梗住般。60Please respect copyright.PENANAF7nwbsXn9z
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我知道那種聲音,當我很難過很難過的時候,也會有那種聲音。60Please respect copyright.PENANAOypvJii9IA
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「漾漾快去叫人過來!」千冬歲試圖抓住呈予學姊,卻被一把甩開,學姊還順手在門板上設下隔絕聲音的陣法。60Please respect copyright.PENANAM33yZLh8bH
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「……讓、讓我說完就好。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAGxqtbXiqOF
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經過這一連串動作,學姊幾乎是在劇烈喘息,連聲音都帶著痛楚。60Please respect copyright.PENANAV2Ago5HZ4k
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千冬歲想上前拉開學姊,夏碎學長卻很輕微地搖了搖頭,默默看著呈予學姊。但學姊一看見這種眼神,她臉上的表情卻出現微微地扭曲,夾帶著狂怒與悲傷。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3H99bRM8yi
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「笨蛋!笨蛋笨蛋笨蛋!」60Please respect copyright.PENANARCdxi3AeZ5
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呈予學姊又深深喘了口氣,她抓住夏碎學長的衣領整個人逼近瞪著他:60Please respect copyright.PENANAoNPADiHkct
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「你、為什麼沒有試著救治自己?!我那時一直在看著你,你卻沒有動手、沒有動手!什麼叫做活夠了?!你以為這樣替重要的人死去很壯烈嗎!你以為你是英雄嗎?這就是你所想要的嗎!混蛋!如果你覺得千冬歲很重要,為什麼不活下來看他生老病死!你為什麼不活下來站在一切任何你覺得重要的人面前直接替他們擋去危險?!藥師寺夏碎---!!!」60Please respect copyright.PENANAgNjgTyUZGi
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呈予學姊說到最後幾乎是用吼的了,又像是在哭喊。我只能呆在一旁看著總是溫和的學姊這麼失控的大吼。千冬歲咬著下唇,一臉快哭的樣子。夏碎學長好像受到很大的震撼,張開的眼睛直直看著呈予學姊,他吃力地伸出沒有受傷的那隻手,卻被學姊推開。60Please respect copyright.PENANAp55o9tWd74
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「夏碎……為什麼……」60Please respect copyright.PENANAxcPgFGDqZK
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學姊捂住嘴,把自己蜷成一團,我們看不到她的表情,卻看到床單被一點一點的水滴浸濕,夾雜著從學姊指縫間滴落的鮮血。60Please respect copyright.PENANA3pfXKg6CGf
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好像過了很久很久之後,夏碎學長才用微弱的氣音開口,看著千冬歲,看著呈予學姊,看著我。60Please respect copyright.PENANAsKDaudIJVi
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「…………對不起。」60Please respect copyright.PENANAKMAIyfN3uj
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夏碎學長輕輕以單手環住呈予學姊,這回學姊就沒再推開他了。兩人的傷處都流著血染紅了繃帶,我卻無法動作,想哭的感覺一直盤繞著。最後還是站在我前面的千冬歲舉起手擦了擦臉,毅然決然轉身破壞了原本在門上的結界,然後緊急叫醫療班過來。