花語：遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來，防不勝防。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dbVcxTWkd
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgbYe9Qu5z
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbrp8K5t3W
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAe4cuGHRk
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG2DiB7L0e
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY4puIGjst
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks0polv1mf
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjHoNqlfCi
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9MeGr3du8
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOJ7Dkoyg1
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實在太超現實啦！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1GaIuiQrh
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9Wzlvywgo
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真矛盾。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZD6vHQyD6
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRlFBFN5bu
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VzCHK6Jwd
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很完美的人生吧？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBjkHJvyF1
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l6K9MlaJJ
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrJY64O6oR
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEwGTYxTWh
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錯了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhpTWQZ7fa
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完全錯了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcA8mJjWqg
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJO1Mseh4z
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqbDI4y35m
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI6JBwbekU
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYWbDSHDVX
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGy8utzmyY
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會死掉嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGdpL0Rf5C
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沒所謂。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmibqG18TLV
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E1vGqXhEK
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgxqWaVSxV
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcSaeJbwoT
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOGXpHY9I1
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkI1Lrx1HD
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兩手是空空如也。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPL3iTdmKF
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9d4uzzR4z
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC0U0E3vio
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoYiSe3mRB
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWFSh8vvOa
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAdXtZjZqm
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnd3XBNc19
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWl9PxRABE
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假如……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIBEFR5utm
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQd2OnZxd0
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjVnnHJIlr
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwVAIYSDyP
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCkK9qisKF
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhPOXllNp7
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrugSx7uPLU
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUPvcTpedf
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRDkl522rg
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我真的活著嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzM7jH5lTX
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOOISWcexh
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLdbzc2rXw
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZRXRdDlnO
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgHTibzXko
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很可怕。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lWPGFWaEN
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uncngYIsJ
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8Dev08Jqs
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB51G0kGFj
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLeYiBJ3Z4
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVylEbbtGcj
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2IHp3MpnM
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「妳怎麼了？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIXpFDLvT4
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5Ib4v8aAe
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「看起來很痛……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7lprcmcaR
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDnUjMSDL2
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「來，打起精神吧！」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN741qv9nzo
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBWBxqXqQP
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxw9uRzo9n
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N7XkxbGuW
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到了哪兒去？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvWxTgqLZM
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY68mrKYj6
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gU1PsMoyj
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu77A4r28nE
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgeFZm3SKh
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyLJvs0kZH
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為什麼呢？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTw6aqmGNM
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOIujobMcv
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD2x9MaqEv
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGAuvC3raR
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嗯……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4N7zco31Q
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE1WGRJEa2
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPxIc3ByBH
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89C8fXVgUM
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2OrwkEPp5
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfR0hyy64C
接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdskKn3spX0
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKWpJsIsIz
不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c6fjy8S7g
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XqXRWRWm5
從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnbgMVNcTx
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQkQ73ILg0
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhiXKMzpnt
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYmCjxgIxt
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MZGmQJhj0
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DgYWuw4VT
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIP934HeQv
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiZOOQyQzD
「有很多東西。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh3mUAzsNw
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6VBTnoNnq
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pr1yu0h7N
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJvagIMNGt
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdO9rn5l8g
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGYpub4Rl5
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XLGFtvZxK
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tgrFiktJa
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K887Iwtoi
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHMk0R46rk
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JWSoyxOaG
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5aFa5c8x3
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8GBgGCfbU
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnglbE72kON
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDL5H6JAAT
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmugApMxVVO
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCcodMKSLV
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjW9CWQhEx
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAmAiwE18L
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOA4LblDzB
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5DyI25yw1
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM5JbRJdOu
這是我第一次自己作出決定。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ahSiyHxk1
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuzkQuHwHt
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfbWSkDlxI
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9JjWdXJD6
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcVRBaaofk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyWl17RX3C
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlSCc66nah
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGPiqOrbtW
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r7Rahcph7
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2JVZYS5SQ
嗚——581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdRs4u0zcj
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyBtFJH5Gu
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjDjwlatsh
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQgfsp379N
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8WcLLvpGD
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVFuUrSKo7
「妳還真是……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3Cf0AkbTi
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n5UGwGcWP
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI1QeaM9wa
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sd4f8zAlt
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMOmOc0cBR
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKp7pTBkIR
「有想去的地方嗎？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fU49pdjmE
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVPKBvB3QZ
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwGY8k7aQU
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4eC5jda0G
「沒問題。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp0qFvfZnW
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HSwP3UEJ1
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSHnoZxxWR
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a7Y4Q0JGz
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqEW1dL9P9
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ0AaWVAhS
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTzIZcWrzj
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5auTAAP3wv
「喂！」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC4bVtXfhC
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFMZQeL63q
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOiv4EpkIK
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtds46OWwvr
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAe2vllbx3
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyNHwm4pwl
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCWoWomrFj
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHLYqgkycM
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2obrzEaLjn
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE3EEdkCsP
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGUvLspBL4
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlgc1TZYMD
之後要如何是好？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZZAaj1Sex
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkvxELzie2
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tE1KRelM1
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm6fEK3XHZ
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF4o4R0SoB
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLVWDPg3aD
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKep3Y6gWK
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuYlNrlUrJ
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOjWcQHjkq
沒有要拆下的樣子。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCMwCwjhpY
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K7FBBYvrh
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEaUlO7YSM
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ1YyY2aqM
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3lldnq3F5
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40FuT5qQNu
「送給妳。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzxWZMeKp2
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMxAXjxqhM
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZsQqvrWlo
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikANyS3DIZ
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7lIacDZql
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAp6T5f06h
我好像不太懂他……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNxxyoFb1P
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3DZeGCLwb
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ506EULWdOR
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpuikDKhRF
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGazfUOlmX5
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZTChUwMbM
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeq0q6ahkH
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuFiMbn816
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIgCAN3AHq
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg6NzvrQ18
「戰爭？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQWqwniVoJ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwtcOCIj3g
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfXZPYlKxJ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxhMMXrv4a
「其實我……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmALO3Gy1js
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2BRvaQcUW
嘶——581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1ail66Jvb
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEVPa1zQjj
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJBqy5OScP
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKl8bSKJ1Y
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqx4QhoRcJ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuZ7DTZHGv
「爸、爸爸……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP5hqnk8kO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjPBIvubfS
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07yKh36Mon
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYtK0VpKkc
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuYWp4aAVv
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKAbnBwnPF
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmPD5AzbF
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4Jk45apxR
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvxLhxtdfb
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL14LCtg1M
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR2PFu7M11
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2apeiQyrU
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8mvNWjldT
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgrjnvehFY
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD9iK8029h
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0BxAhRxow
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd3zAhTYpU
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvLZNRRDsS
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN40VzAx11
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sWLgVhIKv
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxACtiasGCg
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz4xVkcvUq
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWiL8VuhBe
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPs0g1Pgx6
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOyxHwGgiW
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmCWujm6vp
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkY26nG4uP
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNhmJfPxa4
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN9oWC1zFq
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ENJsJftwQ
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lHB0DJrhL
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJb9L1EDNA
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9rIMYBmhm
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3praev2k5W
咚！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVhisTl9Wy
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtqfyN9Xca
是什麼聲？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4MXW23NvG
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiHshjaPVv
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEfI0ij5dp
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0fmrocSby
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4idx7fQKAO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ0yCRxXwD
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v0JsMKJGm
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCgfdCC9qN
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1R2JMkouh
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQ5aXBVpM
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXRImA371S
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhKli4fE1d
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmSjI3ziIA
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD38V5FmRjI
現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxANCSXGCL
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl9SvZDbND
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz68acS38tZ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3Ex25fRDV
糟糕！被發現了吧！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1n1x4KfeO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD39Lkj1xj8
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUlPBeA3FI
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMPqKV3OMp
「謝謝你，還有再見。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhakGZx5fP
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIrIca2V7P
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV7LNkww41
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXBJbxNh5j
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7bcX4HWx3
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQioiZA8D5
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7aqsfOV9c
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQpo46bDaO
「不要上飛機」。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCc0eKbibU
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rZUJfVV1X
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBn8xqJ3ew
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxPnRsCT0e
是他寫的嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7vkBBPsQM
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oc8muwmgT
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5RCCNoyYD
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnlaF7VbBK
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvTiTrmy9y
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSbAFV3arr
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrOgXmSiSq
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvCpyCFJ4G
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPesuC1fOq
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4kRyaRmJV
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ijPZcHLQT
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDT3HFrICv
「……那快點走。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfBe8jtZrj
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD7uurotrs
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7mamJrvpP
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl7s59e04k
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUMZjE92jk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH5hkCFER9
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHSO29JJGp
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY8G6Jmlj0
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXQXAo5lL7
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjdVR3TVP3
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiFROSgiQ1
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitziPHzMw5
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr8KlAk2Fy
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqiGKa2f9z
「拿著。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27EbevEYeo
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DnGcCaNCQ
「唔。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A7PASz7Q2
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggGARWMQTK
接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOLOtaeEXF
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZPmTAqV7E
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iFG6bxlO6
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXYVqMC9uV
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVad3IHFbS8
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCCNPfLM2Y
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48KYtycdch
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItPeh3LIvb
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRfqevsRxk
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrqYPwl7uk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwlUNSXXLZ
很懷念。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixhhaxPDP4
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuL9LjZvrw
不過一切都要完結了。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VuOR7g3BF
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGCiO2vK8f
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWuqKHFNFO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAvIDsCDpy
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGQyKbQZnL
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5BDoi53Xz
「不要上飛機」。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2fWmPKzaO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF3dHvMz7X
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqjFqRaRfd
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYYViB70Re
轟！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfF0joJTVp
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNfFEWpEse
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27sWAe0kHf
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡak5VU7gmmJ
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsHSJNynRv
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErS585xuOL
「爸爸……」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeRg49EqcX
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ789olXh9us
「什麼都別說。」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBElF8CEBYT
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGYe2VY6bR
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJhZ4pqncO
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwjZMIk4hO
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRpOidmKLa
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ5QqNV5Je
爸爸？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbH549w7Kk
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLizZnP6pNO
爸爸在哪兒？581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf47jum833E
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCIIbqDs5E
很痛啊！581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL1EHhxCoX
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr93TU8a5Z
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ZOlZsml4
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAd0e7Reok
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNziYDJVqy
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVhaqc8Yxt
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnzS3JJzFJ
581Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJiy1NOFNV
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
然後按「加至主畫面」