花語:遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來,防不勝防。664Please respect copyright.PENANAnFTNFeDXoc
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我戀愛了,卻是單方面。664Please respect copyright.PENANAA2HOpD1s7m
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以一欄之隔,我倆各站一側。664Please respect copyright.PENANARPWBUxxC3Z
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喜歡,最喜歡他。不過,我不會讓他知道,因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……664Please respect copyright.PENANALd5Oi3ZUW3
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「對了,妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩?」664Please respect copyright.PENANAdoRCurbQS5
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「呀,唔……」又來了!幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊!664Please respect copyright.PENANA3F6oHQB2aW
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儘管是如此想著,但我不願惹他不高興,所以還勉強擠出笑容,反正裝笑是我的專長。664Please respect copyright.PENANAGVU3S1yUcB
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不知他有否留意到我的變化,他將視線從我身上移開,看著化作橘色的天際,出神地憶述自己的過去。664Please respect copyright.PENANAlJvUtvWfHZ
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了!664Please respect copyright.PENANApDld1Zd0xG
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不就是說起他小時候,因某些事入住醫院,偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語,之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。664Please respect copyright.PENANAWGjckKmtja
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實在太超現實啦!664Please respect copyright.PENANAP4DiQ6DGya
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……我不太相信,可是又不覺他在說謊。664Please respect copyright.PENANAJYYlTuScjg
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真矛盾。664Please respect copyright.PENANAKbb6YgJo3e
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶,同時我亦回想與他結識之前——664Please respect copyright.PENANAeHzJK9CtPs
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家境富裕,生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具,想吃的點心,都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優,深得老師和同學的喜愛。664Please respect copyright.PENANAHShEp6i8xz
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很完美的人生吧?664Please respect copyright.PENANAahdSWXpfuI
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幸福,幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福,必定會受到報應。664Please respect copyright.PENANADPBI0ZGIRL
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中,身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中,作為獨生女,父母將無數的要求加於我身,而我也盡力回應他們的期望。664Please respect copyright.PENANA23BfI5kuME
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊,瑟縮在睡房的一角,斷續地笑起來。664Please respect copyright.PENANAjt3ZopDeyc
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錯了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAQs9EO3cbUO
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完全錯了。664Please respect copyright.PENANALgikNCfe0V
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高,等「買家」選中我而已!664Please respect copyright.PENANAXqxNk4QspI
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如此的世界,真的是幸福嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANA5QJUCYTF9z
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進,我望向置於窗台的花朵,花瓣在月光下,有種淒美的感覺。664Please respect copyright.PENANAUmChK7YIUM
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射,抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAix5zzEs2IZ
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啊啊,很開心呢,真的很、很開心。失去平衡感,我重重地倒在地上,但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。664Please respect copyright.PENANAT5EpyZ3XO3
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會死掉嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAiYtkLyqmKP
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沒所謂。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvMALqBpxbb
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活著有什麼意思呢?書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢?大家都討厭自己……664Please respect copyright.PENANAfIBuZNZTCK
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吶,爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界?664Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9zVPnW2X8
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獨自一人的房間內,即使說話,也沒法得到任何人的回應。664Please respect copyright.PENANATgjUUrkMZA
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十指可數算的共處時光,冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上,我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。664Please respect copyright.PENANA9lsHYm5tDh
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何?664Please respect copyright.PENANAEV5uNU0SIO
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兩手是空空如也。664Please respect copyright.PENANA8nUlXkYKyp
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還是孩童時,我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力,爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是,錯了……664Please respect copyright.PENANAUdOPxlALTQ
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。664Please respect copyright.PENANAspIZ4wq75y
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話,就抽身離開聊起公事的母親,還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。664Please respect copyright.PENANAWJOvXcyGhS
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中,成為玩賞的鳥兒,喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀,不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。664Please respect copyright.PENANAR84vcr5Skw
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如此的「我」,真的存在嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAgApJsCvMtR
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避,亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道,我才這麼做!664Please respect copyright.PENANA6DsFMXPyQ7
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倒在地上的我,與玩具熊對視。664Please respect copyright.PENANAaHS53aN5IO
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假如……664Please respect copyright.PENANAA54Lpgok7Q
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假如有來生的話,我希望不再生成人類。664Please respect copyright.PENANAL9nQTReftB
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意識漸漸模糊,眼內的腥紅變黑。664Please respect copyright.PENANAdLqY90FpEz
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來,將我也融入暗暗中……664Please respect copyright.PENANAGqswlQbL5a
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當再次醒來時,我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員,堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞,實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。664Please respect copyright.PENANAIk5hZqEs2c
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待在那設施不知多久,千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。664Please respect copyright.PENANAyiJ4zxGhgB
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我,連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事,是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。664Please respect copyright.PENANABQXyY7szFq
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呵呵呵,他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。664Please respect copyright.PENANAAs1VUNCHlC
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再次被送回「家」中,周遭依舊靜悄悄一片,連半點人息也沒有。664Please respect copyright.PENANAebdRyyEH7B
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我真的活著嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAx190vzCjxC
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幸福,為何這麼遙遠……664Please respect copyright.PENANAie6sGemWfG
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內,我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上,盯著那發亮的畫面。664Please respect copyright.PENANATc5anVPNQ8
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天災、人禍在眼前上演,報導政局動盪的種種,經濟危機的變化,所有都和我無關。664Please respect copyright.PENANAKfLfVydc6a
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下,我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中,我找不到出去的路。664Please respect copyright.PENANAGSLhcSFdTl
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很可怕。664Please respect copyright.PENANAxAhWwNjlpD
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影,我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前,快樂地吃著粗糙的食物,卻真正地感到飽足……664Please respect copyright.PENANATf3wyX9pXc
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遺憾是,夢始終是夢,亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。664Please respect copyright.PENANA5To56wh2Ev
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金橘色的夕光灑落,我頭上纏著層層繃帶,在綻滿花朵的庭園中,抱住玩具熊來回踱步。664Please respect copyright.PENANA5hnUV07l2Z
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷,在這個高級住宅區,周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑,與玩具熊「聊天」。664Please respect copyright.PENANACnUMZASfcS
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雖不至於像死城般陰森,卻少了陽光的暖意,比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放,香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvrIMKCwp9V
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上,依偎般磨蹭,尋求一絲暖意。664Please respect copyright.PENANAM3UIOj1CVM
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「妳怎麼了?」664Please respect copyright.PENANAO4zt5xEFgz
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內,叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳,即時把臉轉過去,我倆的視線就此對上。664Please respect copyright.PENANA2gg6fc1IED
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「看起來很痛……」664Please respect copyright.PENANAZiqDphBX8D
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭,眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。664Please respect copyright.PENANAmgquWvCN0M
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「來,打起精神吧!」664Please respect copyright.PENANAIReqF2v5oQ
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他,就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容,是我有生以來第一次感受到,具有暖意的笑容。664Please respect copyright.PENANAcAS7n4oZyK
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圍柵的阻隔,我們明明身處很近的地方,卻又是那麼的遙遠。664Please respect copyright.PENANAote1BYiH0s
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那個時候我沒有回應他,應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢?平時我最擅長的克制呢?664Please respect copyright.PENANAig6rB44E73
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到了哪兒去?664Please respect copyright.PENANAojrGweYA04
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出,一點一點地循著我的臉滑下,同時更多滲入繃帶中,濕漉漉的叫人難受。664Please respect copyright.PENANAPqgVO96mfo
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少年走到圍柵前,雖然無法越過,但他依然站在最接近我的位置,如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。664Please respect copyright.PENANAOqVOSGRMTJ
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一般人遇到這麼的情況,只會覺莫名其妙,不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中,沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。664Please respect copyright.PENANADlTfNDsMC8
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呵呵呵,我真是天真得可怕。664Please respect copyright.PENANAIhoq4FjweO
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡,卻相信這位的陌生人。664Please respect copyright.PENANAcEx1Zz9gCF
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為什麼呢?664Please respect copyright.PENANAbjQhSDQP5x
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可能就是這個笑容,讓我感到非常純粹。664Please respect copyright.PENANArNkoTZTr4l
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即使是否謊言,我依然想作個短暫的美夢。664Please respect copyright.PENANAu5WaiaZysM
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前,自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前,我才真正地看清楚他的面容。664Please respect copyright.PENANA3RlA42nMeI
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嗯……664Please respect copyright.PENANArsDmN5Lirp
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沒什麼特別之處,身高和我差不多,整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過,也不會去多加留意的那類人。664Please respect copyright.PENANAQZlLIzfZyh
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內,是多麼的耀眼。664Please respect copyright.PENANANuym0V4mWq
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他伸出的那手,輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然,被微熱的指尖觸及,卻更叫我想要落淚。664Please respect copyright.PENANAV9jEB4Zb7V
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那天,我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話,可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來,一發不可收拾。664Please respect copyright.PENANAP0LcR0SXrn
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接下來是如何結束,我已經忘光光了。664Please respect copyright.PENANATPtG17xppJ
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不過從那之後,他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事,反觀我成為聆聽者,偶爾有問過他的事,卻不曾對他提起我的事。664Please respect copyright.PENANAhEdW6QZeEX
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從他的話中得知,他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地,被滿園的花香所吸引。664Please respect copyright.PENANAPkoXnZD3s4
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後來又在庭園見到我幾次,而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步,令他憶及亡者,思及自身的無力與後悔,所以他才忍不住和我說話。664Please respect copyright.PENANARcYkazWTQc
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少年沒有多問我的事,也許是不在意,也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間,我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。664Please respect copyright.PENANAtiJrJCjUsd
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「吶,外面還有什麼的?」靠著鐵柵,我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。664Please respect copyright.PENANAK1q5tlzaEM
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「有很多東西。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAyxna95tegx
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「即是有什麼嘛?」我扭轉上半身,趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上,窺看他的側臉。664Please respect copyright.PENANA4QdjJHlN2E
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沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧,使我嚇得立刻縮身,不好意思地抱著頭,將臉湊到玩具熊身上。664Please respect copyright.PENANAyQvlTvdUcZ
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沉默良久,他打破了悶局,再次開腔說話。664Please respect copyright.PENANAQnEx9K2qE4
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「這個世界中,好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」664Please respect copyright.PENANABB1ilUA63M
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「……我不明白。」背對著他,我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去,為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。664Please respect copyright.PENANA2JS2tyrgC0
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「不明白,就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言,完全不像平時的悠閒語調,帶有些微嚴肅感。664Please respect copyright.PENANAtmQEIJOi71
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微微偏側著頭,我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下,正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔,我根本無法去看清楚。664Please respect copyright.PENANANSyvPpv7NO
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我咬緊牙關,幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。664Please respect copyright.PENANAJelEhpJIjG
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「接著我!」別於往常的陰柔之聲,我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣,盡數吐出來。664Please respect copyright.PENANAxADMJmidN7
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見我一躍而下,嚇得他目瞪口呆,真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕,結果一起撞倒在地上。664Please respect copyright.PENANAE3C4ZDAGW8
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這是我第一次自己作出決定。664Please respect copyright.PENANAEJqL3LC55w
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由於他充當軟墊,我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑,我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。664Please respect copyright.PENANAIl5DD5BKQt
664Please respect copyright.PENANARRNer2gXl6
仰望灰藍色的天空,一點也不漂亮,但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣,可是我就是覺得不同。664Please respect copyright.PENANAatCXRVoOUV
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是一種類似自由的舒泰,同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。664Please respect copyright.PENANAMQucJQAdAD
664Please respect copyright.PENANAqKVm7clNlf
啊,對了!我將柵內的玩具熊勾出,如常地抱在胸前。如此一來,就好像平時那般吧?664Please respect copyright.PENANARcMF9tmtkL
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嗚——664Please respect copyright.PENANAjrGRa7OfUn
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警報倏然響起,刺耳得叫我心頭一緊,腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手,帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。664Please respect copyright.PENANAPsjjwwaZRd
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開始時我有點不知所措,然越是跑下去我就越興奮,沒半點疲累。不知不覺間,我們就跑到市區去。664Please respect copyright.PENANACPwE4QgsRa
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「妳還真是……」664Please respect copyright.PENANApqO7dxn7yR
664Please respect copyright.PENANACkCHE8SaUT
好不容易才停下腳步,他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔,我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人,但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。664Please respect copyright.PENANAvn3NgQctuc
664Please respect copyright.PENANAPLbnueAIk6
用力地抱住玩具熊,將它夾在我和他之間,只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。664Please respect copyright.PENANAAgfbz4bzc3
664Please respect copyright.PENANAZGAnqfH5hb
「有想去的地方嗎?」664Please respect copyright.PENANAWqy3dpmWFy
664Please respect copyright.PENANAoN03xwxYHO
「唔,有點餓……去吃東西吧!」664Please respect copyright.PENANAjqvsWs3ctJ
664Please respect copyright.PENANAAZkbwWvGuy
「沒問題。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAzK2crMf3O0
664Please respect copyright.PENANAL6lPFBswvK
穿過大街小巷,我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。664Please respect copyright.PENANAidvKUSDyu5
664Please respect copyright.PENANAySIVOrNXbi
來到滿是人的海邊,我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下,眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海,連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴,也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。664Please respect copyright.PENANA1vprWE1HRD
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凝視他亮眼的笑臉,儘管不是帥哥俊男,但我仍覺他最棒了!664Please respect copyright.PENANAblWYW0njVg
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「喂!」664Please respect copyright.PENANAdNxWqtET68
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正當我想得出神之際,他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來,使我反射地略略往後仰,但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。664Please respect copyright.PENANA48GN729hG3
664Please respect copyright.PENANAHWSifSEqU9
可惜他凝視我數秒,就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手,繼續向某處走。在悠閒間,我心血來潮地問道。664Please respect copyright.PENANAWFnrpSu0e2
664Please respect copyright.PENANA6QfA8t9dl0
「吶,幸福到底是什麼?」664Please respect copyright.PENANABh0QbPEXJG
664Please respect copyright.PENANAKzDt7OGIvY
「這個很難說,始終每個人的定義也不同。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAcQGfS1DqpL
664Please respect copyright.PENANAe6qjG6QbVl
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去,便再次安靜下來,想想更現實的事。664Please respect copyright.PENANAnbUS7wbDdT
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之後要如何是好?664Please respect copyright.PENANA6Tn0ZnLX3q
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我望向他平靜的面容,心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時,他面對著我露出真切的笑容,彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。664Please respect copyright.PENANAyd8WApS0cn
664Please respect copyright.PENANAUpQLHtKLx7
「來!」他再次繫緊我的手,穿過數條小巷,來到了一間花店前。664Please respect copyright.PENANAPt9ABkCVIU
664Please respect copyright.PENANAdE3rkGFcJd
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力,與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同,這裡有著生命的色彩。664Please respect copyright.PENANAGoXitA6HMK
664Please respect copyright.PENANAD9ziL2FFS6
轉了一圈,發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上,儘管已經發黃,但店家卻絲毫664Please respect copyright.PENANAABXQ4MW7W2
沒有要拆下的樣子。664Please respect copyright.PENANASNBEFLXqUS
664Please respect copyright.PENANAONM689sPrL
「喂!」他用力地拍了一下我的肩,害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣,本來打算瞪他,可是又被他手上的花吸引。664Please respect copyright.PENANAjZKCSu9txY
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藍色,代表抑鬱的藍色……664Please respect copyright.PENANA8bdU6Dj7JM
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「送給妳。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAcqqiagxy6c
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「呀?」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我!而且還未完全綻放呢!664Please respect copyright.PENANAaYsF25YsGi
664Please respect copyright.PENANAm4jC875W3c
不顧我面有難色,他強將花塞到我手上,還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。664Please respect copyright.PENANAzTaCzwFIVK
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我好像不太懂他……664Please respect copyright.PENANALfFphJ1N0M
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接著我們繼續在街上溜,我小心翼翼地保護手中的花,免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。664Please respect copyright.PENANAUSr6ntegLr
664Please respect copyright.PENANALSXFSi9YA9
「妳為什麼這麼相信我?」突然他打破沉默,淡淡地問道。664Please respect copyright.PENANAes47kq7Zps
664Please respect copyright.PENANAItExrpMW01
我愣了愣,沒想到他會問這類問題。不過,他沒有給我太多時間去思考,就轉移了話題。664Please respect copyright.PENANAj5whIXrJir
664Please respect copyright.PENANAso4Q83vy4L
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎?」664Please respect copyright.PENANAxE9YhedLoT
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「戰爭?」664Please respect copyright.PENANAp2c1wjiOBv
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我當然不會不知道戰爭,這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我,是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近,但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。664Please respect copyright.PENANAPpyvp8q3p2
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「其實我……」664Please respect copyright.PENANAPpNgj74LpJ
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嘶——664Please respect copyright.PENANArVLK6TY0Ix
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刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起,一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人,既陌生又熟悉……664Please respect copyright.PENANAQBvK7USF38
664Please respect copyright.PENANA5tEvXNmad7
少年拉緊我的手,叫我不禁隨他後退,但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我,好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。664Please respect copyright.PENANAA3ycXmiaNn
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「爸、爸爸……」664Please respect copyright.PENANAEsuVrU3IhV
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒?他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAQrVu593r6Q
664Please respect copyright.PENANAiLLBwlG1q2
「過來。」他和平常一樣,沒有因我的行為發怒,平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向,是我……身旁的少年?664Please respect copyright.PENANA0jWD5GYxEd
664Please respect copyright.PENANAPFcfGmwpGe
「還是你想以我女兒作人質?」爸爸的語氣中,難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間,從房車中走出幾名保鑣,雖然未有拔鎗,但總覺他們正戒備著少年。664Please respect copyright.PENANA1JTmPxnRdv
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糟了!他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人!664Please respect copyright.PENANAE1zfHTXK8J
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我緊張地甩開少年的手,走到他和爸爸之間。664Please respect copyright.PENANAnMvnfRdgMD
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「不是這麼的!是、是我偷跑出來,呀……因為太久沒出來,就迷路、所以,所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由,一副手足無措的模樣,真是太丟臉。664Please respect copyright.PENANAOwpJugRPwk
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或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈,注意力終於從少年身上轉移。664Please respect copyright.PENANAWHNRWzCRid
664Please respect copyright.PENANAuo3Zge95WS
「我、我們回家吧!」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼,只示意我上車。664Please respect copyright.PENANA9HQTeTzGev
664Please respect copyright.PENANAjMuiWmlhsx
順著爸爸的意思走,在踏上車廂前的瞬間,我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我,不知在想什麼……664Please respect copyright.PENANAldTsiHWgN4
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我被帶回家去,爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事,二人將我喚到面前,單純地將他們的決定說出。664Please respect copyright.PENANAK0Pj0bQ1DG
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美其名為出國留學,事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……664Please respect copyright.PENANAhrJMshDVLa
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那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANABSgBya3q25
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感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情,現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何?不能拒絕。未成年的我,依然在父母約束下生存。664Please respect copyright.PENANAR2ejvPFfmC
664Please respect copyright.PENANAGvOZRjU6Lg
沒多久,我就回到自己的睡房中,將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶,透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。664Please respect copyright.PENANAC5WVNTjgW2
664Please respect copyright.PENANAcZYlgvkfYS
沒有心思欣賞,我一腦兒趴在床上,從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種,變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。664Please respect copyright.PENANAshQOl9w3um
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然而,所有事都要過去了。明天一早,爸爸說親自帶我到國外……664Please respect copyright.PENANAnFZRl7Blmi
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咚!664Please respect copyright.PENANAcAYE5ZVpxQ
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是什麼聲?664Please respect copyright.PENANAAZEw2lyYJm
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我把臉轉向窗外的音源,竟然見到……他爬了上來!怎可能!664Please respect copyright.PENANAh1mU7F8Ay4
664Please respect copyright.PENANAFj1uTCRo32
心思一轉,我急步跑到窗前,推開了單一面,再把頭探出去問道。664Please respect copyright.PENANAYISBmsEjeJ
664Please respect copyright.PENANAOe7ZGmxZyh
「你幹什麼在這裡啊?」664Please respect copyright.PENANAUVXYi5TC8O
664Please respect copyright.PENANAT0fEtBX4py
看著他的出現,我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來,嗚呀,如果被爸爸發現,這次要如何蒙混過去啊!664Please respect copyright.PENANAW9AZ42k28D
664Please respect copyright.PENANA70ksoMWUx4
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容,一手抓緊繩子,一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請?664Please respect copyright.PENANArb2w2Md8B4
664Please respect copyright.PENANAeNyktKfqZ6
以一窗之隔,我倆各處一側。664Please respect copyright.PENANAweKyGhFOKd
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現在,只要交出我手,就能打破這個距離吧?664Please respect copyright.PENANA4RMmrjbb0q
664Please respect copyright.PENANAkEHbclulNf
盯著他那戴上手套的手,現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際,房外傳來吵雜的聲響。664Please respect copyright.PENANAfjST72GMn6
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糟糕!被發現了吧!664Please respect copyright.PENANAZje23vaJkA
664Please respect copyright.PENANAzd403wc8sE
「我……不能走,你才快點回去!」我推開他的手,拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓,鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下,然後開腔。664Please respect copyright.PENANAC2T1lRuTOA
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「謝謝你,還有再見。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAU9YRrJE4M1
664Please respect copyright.PENANAhwlTvJ5dma
我以身擋在他的面前的同時,一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來,並上前慰問,順道將我帶離房間。664Please respect copyright.PENANA69MdZXgBRD
664Please respect copyright.PENANA2QEV1hhnoM
我回望窗台,他已經不見了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAgtTaF7brsN
664Please respect copyright.PENANAQKhMBCax0m
這一夜,我被關在一間沒有窗的房間,整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中,再次拿出鑰匙扣時,發現夾著一張小小的紙條。664Please respect copyright.PENANAb9sOPCPdCM
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「不要上飛機」。664Please respect copyright.PENANAcjtVUQ40m2
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沒有上款、下款,沒有多餘的字句,字跡更有點撩草。664Please respect copyright.PENANAk7hw45j0hg
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是他寫的嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAlUYeD4EYTB
664Please respect copyright.PENANA1rHhuA5zDm
將之握在掌心中,像是有什麼重要的環節卡住,一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考,都沒想到問題所在。664Please respect copyright.PENANAuQU7KA3trJ
664Please respect copyright.PENANA0eCRKiF35a
輾轉反側了一個晚上,終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐,拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。664Please respect copyright.PENANAWp58NIgFvy
664Please respect copyright.PENANAvgd0DhiiXq
沒有睡覺的關係,我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道,必定會以冷眼盯著我,所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。664Please respect copyright.PENANAxXwqiCoIRy
664Please respect copyright.PENANAB0dxgVB7yj
將裙子換上,抱起玩具熊,我就隨女僕來到大廳,見到爸媽站在一隅,神色凝重地不知聊什麼。664Please respect copyright.PENANAntDYEEAq2z
664Please respect copyright.PENANAqDzom8Iu1Q
「早安,爸爸、媽媽。」664Please respect copyright.PENANACajZHJZOGd
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「……那快點走。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAvC1oh1j9qS
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他們止住本來的對話,一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變,唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。664Please respect copyright.PENANAfmLzlMIU3T
664Please respect copyright.PENANAz6IRPC2wEw
我望向他們,正想跟他們走之際,突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑,不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字,筆直地衝回上睡房去。664Please respect copyright.PENANAW3cZnGLiuy
664Please respect copyright.PENANAIMfLLoa9pD
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放,淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷,但不能否認是很漂亮。664Please respect copyright.PENANAS8qfhp4fmj
664Please respect copyright.PENANALYnnzxexHf
緩緩地走近花朵,指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……664Please respect copyright.PENANAdcKKPC09AK
664Please respect copyright.PENANAUaRoDGkKMH
「矢車菊,花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAFLqz1Jg8DZ
664Please respect copyright.PENANA5aNJE6QjZt
爸爸的聲音從背後而來,我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話,伸手越過我,將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。664Please respect copyright.PENANABFpp3nwyH2
664Please respect copyright.PENANAVKHCf6HeVr
「拿著。」664Please respect copyright.PENANATdfVgzzsh5
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「唔。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAGpthgyPVoC
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接著爸沒有多說話,就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。664Please respect copyright.PENANAjjBWa7dlmw
664Please respect copyright.PENANAVGBTiU77sX
664Please respect copyright.PENANA6m8Xtq8tug
我們經由特別通道過關出境,坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中,我們都沒有聊天。664Please respect copyright.PENANAUL0oAtq8ly
664Please respect copyright.PENANAwGWrPWFNsP
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步,注視他那高大的背影,我燃起一種怪異的感覺。664Please respect copyright.PENANAhc12OerekN
664Please respect copyright.PENANAfno8cddD3S
爸媽真的不愛我嗎?664Please respect copyright.PENANAL1w71gYp4e
664Please respect copyright.PENANATdbsaRtjra
踏上機艙,我們各自坐在相連的坐位上,靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊,想起了那個「他」。664Please respect copyright.PENANAoqauqa3fbg
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很懷念。664Please respect copyright.PENANATkeaScx5ct
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不過一切都要完結了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAWK5DijvMXr
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飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行,我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天,沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。664Please respect copyright.PENANAa1DZmuHB9N
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在又長又無聊的旅程中,我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。664Please respect copyright.PENANAVADFCAZF3N
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「不要上飛機」。664Please respect copyright.PENANAJj4hvtOR1i
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為什麼他要留下這字句?我現在還是不懂。664Please respect copyright.PENANA3wCnRbdrJC
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轟!664Please respect copyright.PENANAgg7Xklkfz8
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忽然飛機強烈地震動,更有些奇怪的氣味出現,絕對不會是亂氣流。此時,爸爸冷哼了一口,握住我抖擻不已的手,目光銳利地左顧右盼。664Please respect copyright.PENANApThMV7Ogz4
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「來,快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂,但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。664Please respect copyright.PENANAN1DN6gZcUV
664Please respect copyright.PENANAUjl3fITRS4
「爸爸……」664Please respect copyright.PENANAgfNd5lcwer
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「什麼都別說。」664Please respect copyright.PENANA75l9lIgbwE
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正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際,猛烈的震動越來越強,機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體,爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起,以身保護著我。664Please respect copyright.PENANAIQO58xcD0S
664Please respect copyright.PENANAvLTWQze33P
只是瞬間的事,在一陣強烈的沖擊,我眼前發黑,口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。664Please respect copyright.PENANAb00uiIuJPF
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爸爸?664Please respect copyright.PENANAqWUO4xIxKb
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爸爸在哪兒?664Please respect copyright.PENANALqhR7d2DSE
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很痛啊!664Please respect copyright.PENANAOs6lcSPi06
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我動不到,連指頭也動不了……664Please respect copyright.PENANANIYNIjpvOq
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意識慢慢被吹散,我好像聽到某人的聲音。664Please respect copyright.PENANA00hCyGrNc4
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「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎?」664Please respect copyright.PENANALSnA8AbLzB
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語畢,我感到被什麼一刺,之後——