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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLk9zV99cR
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycbRhPE5iH
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCKStflyyH
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4uq5Ib7J8
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOviYZ4F0p
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pFTgvTgTp
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqYgtI5XAE
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmzFbXj1Pd
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBq0hq9tPQ
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdtEZS8gBH
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PP36o3NqB
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我翻了個身。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdZuChs3F0
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡima3inKKpF
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsWhtGD8fc
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BJPSGqSsp
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ241ztkjzUa
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dA1S3L6lq
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「冰炎……不在家……」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7Q8GFTwhV
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空蕩蕩的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1bLNWktGb
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFZyU4Rrt2
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwtk5ZfrRE
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceCPTJiTJs
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsvvNDIUnc
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我想不懂。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlA3QVcKPB
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVtDKM4wuT
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFAlbPcEUU
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu87HRSaCR
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUNLAf1Amk
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ThMDXPlx
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『！』我傻住了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPZLFrInqy
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1J1rifsmP
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不夠。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsL1i7YuZJ
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只是頭髮是不夠的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb4Vda0OD1
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSLUYSpAIJ
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「褚。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpMHazZbiO
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtzsa5RXDD
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LBQ5Ddkok
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyokNJ1qoED
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2NI3CC9HY
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wfZCbiHGE
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrP0wbPBv1
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好幾天？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SYVnGXj01
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「三天。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ELJWmAzo
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欸？這麼久？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfztfKNn4b
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「怎麼了嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHGV15faoq
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什麼怎麼了？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbbRmcTNb6
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLInGu3Mn9
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoSfRB5Bh6
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比重要更重要……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0udOVsydUW
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我腦中一片空白。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlLDOCJ8y9
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比重要更重要……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jM7t1hvXC
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「褚？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMydR9Bg4Nr
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比重要更重要……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC2AgMJz3z
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSNQnmDoSo
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7JMkbplyG
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbwuCPiE9Q
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEWqkng1Ly
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQQsWbU31I
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrTOfMa0yI
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny08Qjveuh
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonxzVlQ8CC
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdKFT0KAkE
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWmZPeIxLY
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVrLGozHWf
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQRRJp3SWD
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBr7dGhi3a
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1aJmTLy1L
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGITl7U2Rb
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk7WmMTQqG
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVrhcRerkZ
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzT4MtQDjy
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgORnXnEZF
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jyeUBKfw9
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4msaNTxpOe
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboxTwvpsQE
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bu7RTIOje
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOpDLRbX6q
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4jSjdBtRF
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOjfuBp7hS
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKrtJROcif
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUKdBVnBEh
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWHsDZ3JuO
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kFkFnWAC1
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AWkfNANqM
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHej3B2RUAJ
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ncRSvE7nq
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1PblldIru
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLk9zV99cR
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycbRhPE5iH
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCKStflyyH
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4uq5Ib7J8
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOviYZ4F0p
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pFTgvTgTp
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqYgtI5XAE
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmzFbXj1Pd
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBq0hq9tPQ
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdtEZS8gBH
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PP36o3NqB
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我翻了個身。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdZuChs3F0
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡima3inKKpF
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsWhtGD8fc
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BJPSGqSsp
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ241ztkjzUa
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dA1S3L6lq
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「冰炎……不在家……」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7Q8GFTwhV
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空蕩蕩的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1bLNWktGb
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFZyU4Rrt2
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwtk5ZfrRE
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceCPTJiTJs
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsvvNDIUnc
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我想不懂。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlA3QVcKPB
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVtDKM4wuT
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFAlbPcEUU
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu87HRSaCR
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUNLAf1Amk
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ThMDXPlx
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『！』我傻住了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPZLFrInqy
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1J1rifsmP
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不夠。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsL1i7YuZJ
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只是頭髮是不夠的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb4Vda0OD1
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSLUYSpAIJ
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「褚。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpMHazZbiO
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtzsa5RXDD
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LBQ5Ddkok
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyokNJ1qoED
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2NI3CC9HY
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wfZCbiHGE
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrP0wbPBv1
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好幾天？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SYVnGXj01
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「三天。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ELJWmAzo
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欸？這麼久？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfztfKNn4b
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「怎麼了嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHGV15faoq
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什麼怎麼了？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbbRmcTNb6
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLInGu3Mn9
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoSfRB5Bh6
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比重要更重要……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0udOVsydUW
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我腦中一片空白。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlLDOCJ8y9
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比重要更重要……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jM7t1hvXC
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「褚？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMydR9Bg4Nr
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比重要更重要……80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC2AgMJz3z
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSNQnmDoSo
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7JMkbplyG
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbwuCPiE9Q
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEWqkng1Ly
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQQsWbU31I
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrTOfMa0yI
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny08Qjveuh
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonxzVlQ8CC
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdKFT0KAkE
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWmZPeIxLY
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVrLGozHWf
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQRRJp3SWD
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBr7dGhi3a
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1aJmTLy1L
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGITl7U2Rb
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk7WmMTQqG
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVrhcRerkZ
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzT4MtQDjy
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgORnXnEZF
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jyeUBKfw9
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4msaNTxpOe
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboxTwvpsQE
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bu7RTIOje
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOpDLRbX6q
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4jSjdBtRF
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOjfuBp7hS
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKrtJROcif
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUKdBVnBEh
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWHsDZ3JuO
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kFkFnWAC1
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AWkfNANqM
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHej3B2RUAJ
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ncRSvE7nq
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。80Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1PblldIru
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