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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmjAer7bla
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r7ANs9uTp
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReGNMJ0gxe
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyFL0uJ562
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPrmsUE3aU
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal1fii0TM0
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu8GdYjjzW
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqrq5ZhrHR
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUoh93RcRV
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABtnfen68N
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA1Yvt0xdp
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我翻了個身。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5hpC2EzIV
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIboqtUM5Z
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxubeTS1nE
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGaiV0GRE6
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLg9FENn0o
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ZRAuMFev
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「冰炎……不在家……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOvOEhH9C
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空蕩蕩的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX92hyvx2Bt
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKbtuBFAHp
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnyTzPVPek
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPLrhem1cW
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyY5i5tdrN
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我想不懂。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9UYIM8zb6
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwmJE6RdhI
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIZit4zpbJ
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXIayj9veu
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF0mdKbVF6
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YvZqlBPJd
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『！』我傻住了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WxyN3A5Ju
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4OY7WFreA
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不夠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOJwpMNyWK
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只是頭髮是不夠的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NvZGIuREQ
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPwuJNteCQ
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「褚。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEozImBBoQx
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwJ3X7UmcM
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yF62zk4Qi
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWPE7OxZ5X
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbJOpPeeaE
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbXdub6hf7
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoIZn3iABq
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好幾天？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3SS1Xe5g8
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「三天。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5KqrnLSQ8
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欸？這麼久？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfXDfGNQ6f
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「怎麼了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL1Uy0aeNm
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什麼怎麼了？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0KSiiG7Jt
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8noqYhQEX2
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2uUbBNzOX
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比重要更重要……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bUQneJc8v
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我腦中一片空白。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47NXwKYjBG
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比重要更重要……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkdix3u3aN
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「褚？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6v1JQ1p8H
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比重要更重要……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOhk2DvSth
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ3tOAd4s4
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHQTRN78IW
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ110GTyauHh
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkM5y27nsQ
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBjqo8ijPd
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvHU1ujmly
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCVe3d3znx
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiCtocENyQ
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R8NfLxKYI
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGPuwR55p0
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqZuFwPTmt
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6b3GLAjNj
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQDymm5n88
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVQBaN1uB9
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPheVCCiwug
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgfymSDoLo
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhqcX3sAfm
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi0Aro4Kut
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm4j37oWt4
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjkzJ4SzqM
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR4INA2q5A
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnucYJ9sXi
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbbOHVovRi
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPpOs2JMpH
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkgqiDzZFr
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U2fHhJiZV
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNevx18pkd5
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvdJqOnd60
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgW08LWZvE
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh58A4CFAg
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0h5WV3fEw
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUE25HPP6F
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf18LIK4qy
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UOtPpEf5u
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmjAer7bla
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r7ANs9uTp
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReGNMJ0gxe
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyFL0uJ562
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPrmsUE3aU
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal1fii0TM0
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu8GdYjjzW
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqrq5ZhrHR
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUoh93RcRV
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABtnfen68N
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA1Yvt0xdp
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我翻了個身。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5hpC2EzIV
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIboqtUM5Z
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxubeTS1nE
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGaiV0GRE6
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLg9FENn0o
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ZRAuMFev
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「冰炎……不在家……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOvOEhH9C
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空蕩蕩的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX92hyvx2Bt
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKbtuBFAHp
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnyTzPVPek
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPLrhem1cW
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyY5i5tdrN
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我想不懂。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9UYIM8zb6
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwmJE6RdhI
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIZit4zpbJ
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXIayj9veu
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF0mdKbVF6
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YvZqlBPJd
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『！』我傻住了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WxyN3A5Ju
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4OY7WFreA
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不夠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOJwpMNyWK
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只是頭髮是不夠的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NvZGIuREQ
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPwuJNteCQ
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「褚。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEozImBBoQx
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwJ3X7UmcM
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yF62zk4Qi
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWPE7OxZ5X
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbJOpPeeaE
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbXdub6hf7
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoIZn3iABq
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好幾天？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3SS1Xe5g8
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「三天。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5KqrnLSQ8
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欸？這麼久？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfXDfGNQ6f
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「怎麼了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL1Uy0aeNm
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什麼怎麼了？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0KSiiG7Jt
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8noqYhQEX2
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2uUbBNzOX
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比重要更重要……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bUQneJc8v
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我腦中一片空白。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47NXwKYjBG
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比重要更重要……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkdix3u3aN
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「褚？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6v1JQ1p8H
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比重要更重要……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOhk2DvSth
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ3tOAd4s4
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHQTRN78IW
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ110GTyauHh
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkM5y27nsQ
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBjqo8ijPd
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvHU1ujmly
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCVe3d3znx
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiCtocENyQ
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R8NfLxKYI
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGPuwR55p0
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqZuFwPTmt
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6b3GLAjNj
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQDymm5n88
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVQBaN1uB9
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPheVCCiwug
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgfymSDoLo
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhqcX3sAfm
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi0Aro4Kut
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm4j37oWt4
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjkzJ4SzqM
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR4INA2q5A
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnucYJ9sXi
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbbOHVovRi
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPpOs2JMpH
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkgqiDzZFr
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U2fHhJiZV
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNevx18pkd5
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvdJqOnd60
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgW08LWZvE
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh58A4CFAg
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0h5WV3fEw
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUE25HPP6F
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf18LIK4qy
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UOtPpEf5u
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