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家瑜從樓梯間轉角的玻璃窗看見──小佳的背影。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFkaDN1yZYQ 維尼
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她正朝著頂樓的方向走。8964 copyright protection19PENANAK8MsDNpjyM 維尼
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腳步不快,但不像是去幫人送文件或檢查消防設備那種日常的節奏。8964 copyright protection19PENANAORQJhutZm5 維尼
那是一種身體被某種情緒牽著走的步伐。8964 copyright protection19PENANAUriJjCLRAL 維尼
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家瑜愣了一下,身體卻不由自主地跟了上去。8964 copyright protection19PENANAw5B0EU5szh 維尼
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她的腳步很輕,走得小心翼翼,像是怕驚動誰,也怕撞上自己記憶裡的幽靈。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJLKqlBLGxK 維尼
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因為──23Please respect copyright.PENANAxAVkFQwI9y
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對她來說,頂樓不是能隨便靠近的地方。8964 copyright protection19PENANA5DaBFciNSV 維尼
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那裡曾是她最黑暗的出口。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXFZVfaAvSu 維尼
是她在最難熬的那些天、想像自己「如果從那裡下去,或許就可以停下來了」的地方。8964 copyright protection19PENANAoZtRewJzNg 維尼
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她記得那種風──8964 copyright protection19PENANAGaZ5tMDlmN 維尼
在高樓上比地面冷些、空氣很稀薄,像全世界都離得很遠;8964 copyright protection19PENANAxZvYxhrz95 維尼
記得那道欄杆──8964 copyright protection19PENANAQB33KQYGg3 維尼
她的手指曾緊緊握住,想過要不要就那樣翻過去。8964 copyright protection19PENANAIo18ghAtwl 維尼
不是因為不想活,而是因為太累了,不知道怎麼繼續。8964 copyright protection19PENANA0lrQaSCCmy 維尼
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所以當她看到小佳的背影站在那欄杆前、衣角被風吹起的瞬間,8964 copyright protection19PENANATryesPiKPU 維尼
她的心「咚!」地一聲。8964 copyright protection19PENANABDA9vXhQTo 維尼
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不、不行……8964 copyright protection19PENANAR8dmnnogZa 維尼
她不確定那是不是她想的那樣,但她不能賭。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFJO8Cv5u5U 維尼
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她不敢靠太近,真的不敢。8964 copyright protection19PENANAcLhmTGojf3 維尼
那欄杆的距離對她來說就像一條無形的傷痕,只要一靠近,就會刺痛所有已經縫補好的東西。8964 copyright protection19PENANA4AZ6uX8pSP 維尼
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她站在門邊,拉著門框當成支撐,心跳亂得幾乎像逃兵。8964 copyright protection19PENANAIZ97I4Hw9j 維尼
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她小聲開口,聲音輕得幾乎被風吹散。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6uJf4tGjdJ 維尼
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「……小佳。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA5Fbyl9qxJv 維尼
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小佳沒有回頭,但她像早就聽見似的,安靜地說了一句:23Please respect copyright.PENANAKRa7yyC6G9
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「是學姊啊。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAGESONh2c0M 維尼
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她語氣很輕,沒有驚訝、沒有笑意,也沒有她一貫的調皮與戲謔。8964 copyright protection19PENANAug7bcQevOC 維尼
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「妳怎麼在這裡?」家瑜問,聲音有點顫,腳尖還沒踏過那道門檻。8964 copyright protection19PENANAjEf3KFiish 維尼
她看著小佳握著欄杆,卻沒有要翻過去的動作,才讓心慢慢鬆了一些。8964 copyright protection19PENANAVodbuxa7iO 維尼
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「……只是想透透氣。」小佳的聲音像風裡飄來的紙。8964 copyright protection19PENANAY84FCm4iLs 維尼
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家瑜垂下眼,手指在門框上用力握了一下。8964 copyright protection19PENANATisiNJIEZV 維尼
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她鼓起勇氣問出口:23Please respect copyright.PENANAMNkXshCtC4
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「我是不是……做錯什麼了?妳最近,都不像以前那樣……會亂講話、會貼貼,也不把妳的菜放進我們便當裡了……是不是我,讓妳不舒服了?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAKO1KLsSZkj 維尼
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她說完後沉默了一下,然後補上幾乎像是懇求的低語:23Please respect copyright.PENANAwCpmrzRJmF
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「如果是我,對不起。我真的不知道我做錯了什麼……但我不想妳離開我們……不想妳從我身邊,離得這麼遠……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAp9jfOFi9OB 維尼
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小佳緩緩轉過身。23Please respect copyright.PENANAwd3hccQRUD
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風把她的頭髮往後吹,臉上的神情安靜得不像她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAswogsnjH1L 維尼
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她看著家瑜,忽然笑了。23Please respect copyright.PENANAv5mMkPnwLg
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但那笑容一點也不調皮,而是──苦澀。8964 copyright protection19PENANA21h3w6LvIv 維尼
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「妳沒做錯什麼啊,學姊。」8964 copyright protection19PENANALm77MhgjwL 維尼
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「是我啊。我發現我好像太貪心了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANASbCxGMam9d 維尼
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家瑜一愣:「……貪心?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAzdZFYAvWtn 維尼
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小佳看著她,一字一句說:23Please respect copyright.PENANAsoJLTcfJWq
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「我以為我可以只當一個朋友、只當一個讓大家喜歡的小佳、只當那個笑著貼貼、亂講話的人……但我發現,我做不到。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAjBD100TTJh 維尼
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「因為我太在意妳們了……太愛妳們了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAgFz6LFwbfl 維尼
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她說著說著,聲音變得顫抖起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAmyoepCdbe5 維尼
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「所以我只能把所有距離都收回來,不再貼貼,不再亂說話,不再插妳們的便當……因為我怕我再多靠近一點,就會連朋友都沒得當了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAhgWldebMf1 維尼
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「我不知道這樣對不對……但我怕傷了妳們,怕妳們不知道我是怎麼喜歡的。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAKMbNqW79m5 維尼
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「不是那種可有可無的、開玩笑的喜歡,是……真的,很想留下來的那種喜歡。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAX3FcRc60kr 維尼
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她眼裡終於泛起了濕意。23Please respect copyright.PENANAW21CBjL9Qw
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「所以我來這裡……不是想做什麼傻事。我只是……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAkzbnFOdCd3 維尼
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她看著那片空曠的天空。23Please respect copyright.PENANAcZpKLOz0gJ
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「……只是想讓自己冷靜一下,想想要怎麼繼續留在妳們身邊。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAurHjHu651p 維尼
風有些冷。23Please respect copyright.PENANAtx4kO8mkeM
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像是小佳所有說出口的愛,瞬間被吹散在這座城市上空。8964 copyright protection19PENANAKJ2cPtQtiy 維尼
「妳…愛我們?指的是…」8964 copyright protection19PENANAdzFOYnqVDJ 維尼
家瑜有點矇了,她踏出門框,往小佳的方向靠了靠。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzGABEoBW9i 維尼
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「指的是…我喜歡妳、我愛著妳……」23Please respect copyright.PENANAIkJLuzVNHy
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小佳沒解釋妳們是指誰,她顫抖著低著頭,眼淚一顆一顆滑落,不再克制。8964 copyright protection19PENANAtpGupK9Awq 維尼
她的話落下後,時間像是靜止了。8964 copyright protection19PENANA9CQUTFqVlU 維尼
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而家瑜,站在距離她不遠的地方,一動也不動。23Please respect copyright.PENANA5yMoGZgClp
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她睜大了眼睛,像是整個人突然卡在某個不該存在的畫面裡。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXQ4dJlCjLH 維尼
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「愛……?」23Please respect copyright.PENANAoms1VOFd6Z
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那一聲輕問幾乎聽不見。8964 copyright protection19PENANAGWMvuZTzvX 維尼
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家瑜的腦袋像被什麼重物撞了一下,空空的,卻又無數聲音在轟鳴。8964 copyright protection19PENANAY2njOm01Vh 維尼
她一直覺得,小佳只是玩笑話多、喜歡貼貼、喜歡鬧,喜歡當個讓大家開心的存在。23Please respect copyright.PENANAmQNzt5c52a
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她怎麼會知道,這些看似輕巧的靠近,居然全都是真的。8964 copyright protection19PENANATX72iCpGvS 維尼
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「妳果然都沒發現,妳真的太過於相信人了…」23Please respect copyright.PENANAZDyeKyRKGV
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「…妳知道嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAV1VqEzrSBB 維尼
小佳聲音輕,卻顫得厲害。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFQxuAxd2ow 維尼
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她看著家瑜發矇的臉,努力想要擠出一個「沒事的笑」,8964 copyright protection19PENANAaeocN3Mn0e 維尼
但她的嘴角怎麼也勾不起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAYNkNwPq68H 維尼
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眼淚,卻一滴滴不受控制地落下。23Please respect copyright.PENANA9EL11qZ37G
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像是終於承認自己這場獨自守著的感情,真的…太用力了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAE60PwLSyc8 維尼
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家瑜看到那樣的小佳,整個人本能地往前走了一步,伸出手想抱住她——23Please respect copyright.PENANAPcXJA48EDe
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但在她踏出去的那一刻,小佳卻哽咽著說出她心底藏了太久太久的祕密。8964 copyright protection19PENANAxmSIDOAhdV 維尼
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「家瑜,我喜歡妳,我的喜歡是想跟妳成為戀人的喜歡,我的喜歡不是朋友的喜歡。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAnu4HaGSbhT 維尼
「我喜歡妳,我愛著妳……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAFvWabTNVgQ 維尼
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風在那一刻彷彿停止,吹不進來了。8964 copyright protection19PENANA3SH0PtfSLl 維尼
而家瑜的心臟像被什麼拽了一下,痛得說不出話。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJuP3hihgES 維尼
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她愣住了。23Please respect copyright.PENANAR6hnnJ5dkm
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她沒有馬上後退,也沒有走近,只是站著,整個人像是僵住。8964 copyright protection19PENANAjY1306dn2X 維尼
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她從沒想過,小佳的那些輕挑玩笑、那些貼心又自然的靠近,是帶著這麼沉重的感情。8964 copyright protection19PENANAsmNhRl17zo 維尼
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她一直以為自己不好、不值得被喜歡;8964 copyright protection19PENANAtKTHoQBhIU 維尼
她覺得自己脆弱、愚鈍、病弱,甚至連湛霖都只是——「願意包容」她而已。23Please respect copyright.PENANA3oobce0GZA
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她從來沒想過,會有人,用那樣多的眼神與動作、偷偷愛著她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAcrMusXFELi 維尼
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「我……我……」家瑜張了張嘴,卻只能讓風把聲音帶走。23Please respect copyright.PENANAFCEt8v2rsZ
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她連語言都無法完整地組合起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHSISbUcXjA 維尼
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小佳輕輕搖頭。8964 copyright protection19PENANARxZ5YyyBGp 維尼
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她看懂了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAASDCSScBff 維尼
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她知道家瑜的遲疑不是因為動搖,而是因為無法回應。23Please respect copyright.PENANAzy3OxT3UN5
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她知道,這份愛終究是她一個人走來的旅程。8964 copyright protection19PENANA9xM9nSOW4s 維尼
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「我不是要妳回應我,家瑜。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAYuaZyga7LD 維尼
「我只是……不想妳一直以為,自己沒有人會愛。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAsowNaS9ybl 維尼
「我只是想讓妳知道,有一個人,曾經這麼、這麼努力地愛著妳。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAiVtQnkWbUa 維尼
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她的聲音很輕很輕,像是落在頂樓地面的細雨。8964 copyright protection19PENANAPEA5M9b6kh 維尼
最後那幾個字,是哭著吐出來的:23Please respect copyright.PENANAUa8fJreh7R
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「我真的,好愛妳。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAbwaNWBwb43 維尼
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她的雙手緊握著欄杆,肩膀輕輕顫抖。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMAmSdLHtGy 維尼
但她沒有靠過去,也沒有伸手。8964 copyright protection19PENANAiXYpdBPPaM 維尼
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她只是在用全部的真心,讓那份感情不再成為秘密。23Please respect copyright.PENANA7UWeBLfFGr
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