聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioFdLHeHIv
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「你講落去。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqvgkqEK4F
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她大概知道吧。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimx3OnBUJ1
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYquPb37Hnw
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZTRlHXcR8
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ia3H28swf
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIipqZb6s9P
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為甚麼？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T6wOU20GV
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiVyvlAbYq
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOIvIQRdB2
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nKf9qm24Q
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyNFmRyEuc
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「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRBBQvzhKg
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXgdA93McT
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMvzGIqJLF
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLMfv2NwDS
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叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1QnHPz3Ig
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80wP6ecVsa
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCrOkm73Bh
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「收…收聲…」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk3zUbR4TT
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErBz6ZmuF3
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「收聲啊！！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSo7EXrd5c
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXNMgTMIWt
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDSogzVbLd
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQLAJUySU0
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwF5s6l1We
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMIb2LTmeX
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9zrgaIiyb
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5es2Ij1V8p
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiT9Oxlmft
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFRCtHfCXf
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljzjeQNcjU
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我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkHcu2lq2G
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdRdTZFQni
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ9ffdv4jD
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我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYdlbThqxS
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永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBY9LAHXkS
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpnJ9jZoJW
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eH1EUj30l
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQSEPvlTmS
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1OIDEGBZm
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIbuqNBJga
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我不能。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w1VVccLZ7
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8dFEYnMH6
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「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFBLWjlqWO
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ViImojGGU
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRGiIxrLcu
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj8QanLxGl
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ3S03TxBS
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5stNcUqwbf
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9ky37wk46
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0POdgOnMXO
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「成為…」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2kAxFJppi
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsjnE7qLyF
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmE2BvAVjQ
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvm8cvqUnh
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu4WQqsldn
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「唔係咩？」我反問。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlvQxOkTAo
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahN1YhINTF
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的確是這樣。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH4LHjKjEV
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25igF495kH
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfV25LjNFi
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQkGy1ZDjE
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUAUAgEb0d
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjmJd5GFPA
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那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ6KN6TrAY
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那時，我的視野內是她。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ6PrVCqQe
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那時，她的視野內是我。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgrhFWIcb3
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkrFdMtYD2
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向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2IOvr4WZ8
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「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqBglHXXMJ
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbLAidqGyC
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp8jTbmSXT
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4RYzT5Sln
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVGRqCXFFL
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJD0NjSvEZ
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjsxPJ84gG
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「嗄？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRbQWMvPDd
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDOXoeBFOi
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrGnhc5ngM
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