第九十二章：承諾與失望583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFGYrhO56W
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9VUASWqF7
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZx0zXCZPb
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0rudt3Ksl
對，那個人……就是Mandy。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DcnpYpIG0
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PZiHlUDJe
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrHAvAqg9Q
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FfLQirDmj
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtOCymbviB
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RPeV0lMdb
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4Aav2jbQu
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2p1tttmOM
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmhZnnIJIn
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcTyrzbdn9
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuTRc7CGPy
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHlRJyDvpZ
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXidSmvF6J
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUqqPqe97o
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztEth799GO
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhue0weW3t
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ2sbekdf1
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TnpjcnFbA
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENJLwp8Xvz
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ637A5wuFF6
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFvH3Hgcgc
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZyhCYBVUW
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KGymudreS
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3ryipROOL
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAu0QIlwlk
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5SD8bmSbA
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8Zl6tqI9l
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesyu8IieFp
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNPKJwXBU0
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIW43Ne3Tf
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizksGmz9FQ
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBPIt4xjf8
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KWmt7nLPr
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqg2vJUeOY
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSAkDunRiB
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4YNxyGP4G
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iThZhT03z
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXcHyL7HVV
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELnTdO5TQ9
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfnNGTUIWu
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYalttleGT
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BspQudjru
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjoABwaoBb
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPvyL8d9UA
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ncsuy9W3v
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehrTolB2qi
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheXvzhtlEb
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCf0MsUC2n
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dLCdMYngK
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2ORAROS0M
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHKUkInFya
「Online住唔應嘅？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNvLPFar0q
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhNadK3TqT
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XgSSmE059
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04GGoFwpJ8
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJGOhsy5V2
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys2lK7Or5o
「我準備做手術啦」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri9j02w7Gl
「做完再覆你ouo<3」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxJe12GU7U
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVGtU9nWqE
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t0NmYYxKJ
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHk7sR32Ab
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG3XCzPnTk
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk11CGIVTP
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHp0ivQTpT
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ844KnVNQj5
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI9mLj72OO
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk9cAXtfxm
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwT4HmEB89
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUqOOFqzKQ
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIQ9NQb5dq
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHHtVIWrZv
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「各就位……預備……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEzT7wDvJ8
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrtFmp3qRH
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXohaoyrJkB
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE26EXzD1r
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKfkqV0QdY
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「呯—」 583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2041Wa5StI
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0MDaTjNqQ
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssrjCaVT1t
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nNgcx5gtc
最後更成為了最後一名。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz4EA6CNFM
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdXIuydxjc
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbf2rCPIxr
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhsRK4X7wi
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRNbLMPWF0
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnhPQQgkqK
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLMaaDwX41
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbtu5hCo18
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxrZyBfJBv
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X4Brb3TEX
是Mandy。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTCiSJQaCZ
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1xWnX1KG3
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC3oEja8k1
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL8tmDEnWH
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfKIufssdg
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG5nE9tSLw
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavhUwCwWOL
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz7uivla7F
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A6AmEaLyg
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHlE9mC0Ze
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG7qnHnw5l
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdT9W6jtkl
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSieYcHb7Y
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「啪—」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUS8fF8jnh
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBReXMtIIaC
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wr35E3N3m
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokhzwnfSC5
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZMhaBQyGo
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNqCxzLU96
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5az9tNyhk
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