第九十二章：承諾與失望559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2kQednLJy
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpn0LKrz4I
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0hYCApWFU
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcEfUb2Tc3
對，那個人……就是Mandy。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskTl90a8KZ
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ1YoCRt3O
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp0QSw42XN
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HsPjbvaoo
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4I4i0usq3
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLeb3g62gP
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBID3c4ZwX7
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwXXeI1FRr
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPhhwP3Q01
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAvIPr6kUT
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjqpAoJRHD
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd4TkfqGYZ
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtmorWwL2w
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUy95DTYTL
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJxbH8cyNX
 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmnwauM2jg
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcC5eBhsJw
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQax1jE300
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrhVC9rQjB
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhNdamSFQz
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqlpZuzuDE
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdf54YX52J
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZWbtwpIL7
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGOCw7vUth
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D32BoFTnT
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38Plu8LfxY
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT487JXWGc
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN0qRAJyss
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnRTmALVOR
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLizqtVGptx
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugbV9k2FIm
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0m6qKhMAM
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9cVR4fN4J
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxHwlW9Nj2
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kcqDvNStf
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsvbTRZZl7
 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMsw1XrgcC
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ2buCROJp
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObAjgeajgZ
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26aTVxl7RO
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjWcodbyzC
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk0H48Wnq2
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNgVnwt9TX
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UfTIBoRSH
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErXpAFwd7y
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM05B3LFbA
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp8eovai6I
 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcPoNeZvrM
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6OyjCwyK5
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88CCYKRvWi
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9VtyuvN3Z
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHdW7ZMt26
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLIkdHgA0B
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJMqX0x6b8
「Online住唔應嘅？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo6gmmSWQw
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftmEEAtZtp
 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63agc1zYH6
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qQsrqgQJn
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXBdW7qoX0
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fimKW8sgc
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevU14B89Ng
「我準備做手術啦」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZYrm9iAUm
「做完再覆你ouo<3」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMypyQZBD8q
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEFUUlSy4V
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwO8pVcN0q
 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDooQOXIkU
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAJfapv6tq
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6AjENp74V
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw4n20pzhQ
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbs4KqTYN8
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiheJwLr021
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe5TH0NqGm
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw4jHWtZJc
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjv1uviS3L
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu3Pe8ufnT
 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU8z8koDfy
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdfOEvZxHI
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jsgf9tKgY
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「各就位……預備……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaABtOyG62
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw2apMYvSh
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sLLtNPp2H
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvk3nQdo5H
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbLhBmiRwO
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「呯—」 559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyvAXBLepW
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0yOZKsE9q
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiWy0bM2Rx
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbRRxtslpd
最後更成為了最後一名。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy22iITxRox
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4bVKfEShQ
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ8odE3kG3
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbKebEcley
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFDfNcBmFi
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuePyDD2WVK
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf452ZT40ld
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwypj3gFlQ
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wmz1JmNdr
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqxcBQ9GUP
是Mandy。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ8l4mW84N
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OXeCaBCyT
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzotWqfE01
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzPdF9CVzs
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqfiCjaoH6
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdpc51zREy
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsy0WVr6e2
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXo2ZJCH0y
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SGXPwPLMx
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRdtxJsR8I
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEGnEoBUKm
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pMtD0yY6z
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYLGzz9bYE
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「啪—」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFSvwHQIWN
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1STz1UtMO7
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFWfSWszit
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjhYhBbmIb
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUEIMxaLgh
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3zOrbFA0c
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4RC35mc0D
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