Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,481Please respect copyright.PENANAIxkovUn4bb
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed481Please respect copyright.PENANAecfpAS2tkp
You were all I ever wanted to be481Please respect copyright.PENANAHtk1vx1bjl
(And more)481Please respect copyright.PENANAbxl859hGpZ
You had talent and brains,481Please respect copyright.PENANAT3Ga4bicQz
And was also physically neutral481Please respect copyright.PENANAjwLdnJqR4a
But when I tried to be friendly,481Please respect copyright.PENANAMs9ztnnH5s
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,481Please respect copyright.PENANALXfk7QQ7bv
I'm being too kind, too generous.481Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2JDwT82Dy
I was pushed to the ground481Please respect copyright.PENANAzwvVwg0H1C
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,481Please respect copyright.PENANAJXdj2q9S0o
But what's done is done481Please respect copyright.PENANAUKGCc47btx
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,481Please respect copyright.PENANAm4V1xlWOUX
Harsh words and insults481Please respect copyright.PENANArvwCgXLN2O
It became an irreplaceable friendship.481Please respect copyright.PENANA4mWgvI8OkF
However, in mine,481Please respect copyright.PENANAlaeZLh8Vtm
Glares and sharp glances481Please respect copyright.PENANAmBFPGCl6lN
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself481Please respect copyright.PENANAl38kA5QqUi
"When did our loathing,481Please respect copyright.PENANAAfQqHWv43n
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015481Please respect copyright.PENANADhgatSssde
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016