PROLOGUE
I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.774Please respect copyright.PENANAsDbymQYSqt
He's shaking underneath my grasp.774Please respect copyright.PENANAK1u9ZHr4dy
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.774Please respect copyright.PENANAlmyPEBPjeS
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.774Please respect copyright.PENANARpKH6zfcs3
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I smile bitterly.774Please respect copyright.PENANARmdBpiOjUL
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.774Please respect copyright.PENANADwjK620YF5
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.774Please respect copyright.PENANAEXXYulEZ8r
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.774Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ4ibckV4Y
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."774Please respect copyright.PENANAGDB5q0OzmV
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.774Please respect copyright.PENANAXctcvVFGsn
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.774Please respect copyright.PENANAA5kV2izOgc
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.774Please respect copyright.PENANAdY3EB0Omuq
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.774Please respect copyright.PENANArF2HYgYIeD
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.774Please respect copyright.PENANACa5jtvvYZU
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.774Please respect copyright.PENANAqQdm7U4iZY
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I must at all cost keep him awake.774Please respect copyright.PENANA5DhFJck4WW
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"774Please respect copyright.PENANAfoD1TEn2ZV
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.774Please respect copyright.PENANACY119wsc8G
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"Not that long baby I promise."774Please respect copyright.PENANAGhPgSzYQ7m
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.774Please respect copyright.PENANAxoAEYXs8Ac
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.774Please respect copyright.PENANAIRpGjsq78G
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.774Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ0kDWw59F
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.774Please respect copyright.PENANAlbrLgSj8OH
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.774Please respect copyright.PENANAM362hfmko8
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I frown at him.774Please respect copyright.PENANAVD7clLXGNY
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"Don't say that."774Please respect copyright.PENANAFYbzkfPpP3
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.774Please respect copyright.PENANAW6BLL6S5La
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I gasp.774Please respect copyright.PENANANMeWPRTBfb
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"Jere stop!"774Please respect copyright.PENANA1C5W93DIzU
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He goes on.774Please respect copyright.PENANAfHxhfrB4f8
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.774Please respect copyright.PENANA0NawHmo1cK
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.774Please respect copyright.PENANAWQqBhJOnWS
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"774Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hy16DvPK1
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.774Please respect copyright.PENANA3CZzDEsDnf
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.774Please respect copyright.PENANAVTzDoA3KI2
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"I won't."774Please respect copyright.PENANA04mlvSKw9a
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He obeys, watching me soberly.774Please respect copyright.PENANAXm9EyDp6Ym
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.774Please respect copyright.PENANAeSQ72HG1KT
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.774Please respect copyright.PENANAnUCmzoKsiz
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.774Please respect copyright.PENANA8pgmii0efu
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.774Please respect copyright.PENANA2c1XzfwkSn
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.774Please respect copyright.PENANAOHpKnNc5cK
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.774Please respect copyright.PENANAixLLebEowe
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"774Please respect copyright.PENANAAtsnELUSOt
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He tries to nod but he can't.774Please respect copyright.PENANAvsM7s6x6qq
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.774Please respect copyright.PENANAhJXxfiM5SH
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.774Please respect copyright.PENANAuMDJ0Ze7qN
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He looks up into mine.774Please respect copyright.PENANAx4pSacBytd
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.774Please respect copyright.PENANAr6b4tYsNaW
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"Stay awake." I tell him.774Please respect copyright.PENANAULB7g8HXTL
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.774Please respect copyright.PENANASokDk9RMzn
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.774Please respect copyright.PENANAtiV6SsrVue
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"774Please respect copyright.PENANA2edDwXKUQH
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He doesn't reply.774Please respect copyright.PENANAUZjPvFFt1s
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.774Please respect copyright.PENANAYa8NtM5smE
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.774Please respect copyright.PENANAyBIoDZ79lr
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"774Please respect copyright.PENANAqycXQblO8C
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.774Please respect copyright.PENANALcTQp13sCW
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.774Please respect copyright.PENANA3h75s6urPE
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.774Please respect copyright.PENANARU1odSpxYR
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.774Please respect copyright.PENANAymPZmFusyW
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.774Please respect copyright.PENANAIh6gM1ZMns
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"Kiss me," he repeats.774Please respect copyright.PENANAx9Zg0zcoDe
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.774Please respect copyright.PENANAocgjMJc8QP
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.774Please respect copyright.PENANAUC8IF1jebf
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.774Please respect copyright.PENANArOPyTlag58
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.774Please respect copyright.PENANAIDxaFPcV4y
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.774Please respect copyright.PENANAJR7LWE1CV8
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.774Please respect copyright.PENANAZDtlYh15XQ
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Electricity races through me and lingers.774Please respect copyright.PENANAZJPG4kG7ZT
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.774Please respect copyright.PENANA3F09uTizE6
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.774Please respect copyright.PENANA64my7hAnrf
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.774Please respect copyright.PENANAVuciLdZSlO
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.774Please respect copyright.PENANAkFstmoJGTw
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.774Please respect copyright.PENANAJiNR5hHNqY
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"Jeremy?"774Please respect copyright.PENANAkEDBf1KrqO
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I shake my head, not believing.774Please respect copyright.PENANAnmVPhyx77D
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"774Please respect copyright.PENANAdKSR5hiRPe
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.774Please respect copyright.PENANAotkvCnhaiV
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.774Please respect copyright.PENANAllD16dd94c
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.