Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0b9gKaDLK

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZcRK8CYZm

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtXxsVwrri

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNcheAl8MM

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5U51fZv32

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD6Ig9WYVo
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG76b1BlAS3

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YKZdg6NbF

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTw6dJuAwr

...988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP4navUPo1

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncJnqFsvqF

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FRQDuW2MK

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YobOfBwgM

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtlpp0ywAP

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5phsj85i0K

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO9sH2X8SD

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLHkfowLr6

So calling it off, was it that bad?988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd6p1iSPGv

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMrKDR6pI3

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLQtOhwVKG

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNejD6XebUG

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB1VqtSwOH

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4xMNvEsax

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H6O3SeUXj

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5fZFQbsqy

Henceforth, we have this. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnPRe8VA3A

Thanks for bearing with me. 988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3dObV6eJG

ns3.17.9.170da2

介面主題:

字體大小:

行距:

段距:

自動加載下一章