Confessions of an Addict - #1 Entry: Why I Started This.

#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEISryJPXO

This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaWigNmMHO

A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM3T8oZ9Hl

His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67rlObYUuA

Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg6B5qrjwN

Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq2qCUOmU8
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnuB7nr0yU

I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIt71EmVVE

So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9lHoSUmCb

...1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0ip7bF0Sq

And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8qky8IdLT

Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbUmmd52G6

But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJWHDruCf3

So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgDryL3HDF

I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygIPVaWX5H

But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV25jMyYCm

I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQdkeBRXy0

So calling it off, was it that bad?1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7QZdCUqBK

Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGBJP8ZDUt

BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qX4YU5ooC

But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBJ9DWfURv

If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP6Xx6v4yw

But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n6GJx1ioD

He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOELzIhaBti

So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNXgs0qLxp

Henceforth, we have this. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N3wWQRDQx

Thanks for bearing with me. 1047Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlMFZuFURw

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