You entered my life and became a close friend although ever since that moment I have felt something more than friendship for you... I fell in love with you...424Please respect copyright.PENANAgx025Jd8dC
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After a while, it got to the stage where I was barely seeing any of my other friends as I wanted to spend all my time with you as my feelings for you were strong and grew stronger with all the time I spent with you.424Please respect copyright.PENANAtDOyFtRmPm
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But one day, one heartbreaking day you left, going to a place far away, not because you wanted to but because you had to, kissing me a single time whilst saying goodbye, a single sweet time, that I will always remember, before you left.424Please respect copyright.PENANAX9Ni7qA3oL
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I wanted to kiss you back so badly but I didn't have the courage to kiss you back as I didn't want to break your heart as much as mine was broken by kissing you in return and maybe even telling you of my love for you.424Please respect copyright.PENANAoUJbPAPino
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Although, I wanted to kiss you in return and tell you that I loved you so so much but I didn't as I feared breaking your heart as much as my heart had been broken, I just couldn't break your heart my love. 424Please respect copyright.PENANAvUWJQ4yawk
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The night on which you, the one friend I have always loved, since we first met, left I could barely think about anything else apart fron you and how much I wanted to be with you and how much I loved you and thus how much I wanted to be your lover.424Please respect copyright.PENANAx05dxqhHvS
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Early the next morning, I put the words 'I love you' onto a text message to you but I couldn't pluck up the courage to press the send button.424Please respect copyright.PENANAERvS8kyudX
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It had just started to get light, when a terrible feeling came over me and I knew something had happened to you, I couldn't explain why I felt it, but I felt it.424Please respect copyright.PENANAhwpP8lBxDA
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I quickly presssed the send button on my text to you as something told me that I had to send the text to you then or I never would.424Please respect copyright.PENANAk3bGbPC2sh
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I began to wait, desperatly for a reply, any reply, so at least I knew that you were okay or at least still alive.
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The seconds passed and turned into minutes which passed and turned into hours and still I didn't get a reply.424Please respect copyright.PENANAzyGkSVpjbP
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But then my phone announced it had a new text message, with a sound I had been longing to hear.424Please respect copyright.PENANAu4JbperMmB
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I rushed to unlock my phone but I found that it was only a message from my phone company giving me some information about some rather uninteresting offer that I didn't really care about.424Please respect copyright.PENANAwqivmCMl30
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Moments later, just before my phone automatically locked itself again, I heard the same message announcement tone as I had before.424Please respect copyright.PENANAg2A2eK5we3
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I unlocked my phone again and found a message, from you, my love.424Please respect copyright.PENANAJcWj5z6KCa
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It only consisted of four words but those four words ment everything to me, especially my heart.424Please respect copyright.PENANAV2Z9eCS5EG
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Those four words were 'I love you to'.424Please respect copyright.PENANAC30LoORYl9
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I read it over and over again not quite believing that the message was one I actually received and thus the text message no being one I just imagined receiving.424Please respect copyright.PENANAtO9zXyGKIj
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But even your text didn't make that terrible feeling that I had go away completely, but it made it better, it really did.424Please respect copyright.PENANAlZahJ3eV4h
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I texted 'Are you okay, my love?' in reply to your text sending it as soon as I had finished typing it.424Please respect copyright.PENANA4KdMf3jmPN
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Then a couple of hours of terrified worrying later, having not received a reply, I felt that terrible feeling get even worse.424Please respect copyright.PENANAIao2k1vKyW
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Then, I fell asleep, somehow, I still to this day don't know how, for an hour or two, I can't really remember how long.424Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1SECPLvlN
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But then, I was awoken by a frantic knock on my door.424Please respect copyright.PENANA5cR1hcpXT2
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"Why don't they use the doorbell?" I thought.424Please respect copyright.PENANAwU6IArMfHO
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When I got to the door and opened the door, wanting more in hope than expectation to find you standing there to tell me that everything was okay and that you had come back because you loved me but I found another friend of mine there who looked in a rather distressed mood.424Please respect copyright.PENANA3ilSqI9boo
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It was then I knew something was wrong... that something was very wrong.424Please respect copyright.PENANA4Le1Mkdtzj
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"What's the matter," I asked.424Please respect copyright.PENANAgrSJZGxgyV
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The other friend then asked to come in which he did.424Please respect copyright.PENANAkEWYcA1afI
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He then went into the lounge and sat down on the sofa.424Please respect copyright.PENANAql88cTszrW
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"You better sit down," he told me.
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"Why do you want me to sit down?" I asked nervously.424Please respect copyright.PENANAqhXF3ZIWco
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He, my friend, then began to describe the terrible, terrible thing that had happened to you, only about three and a half hours earlier, my love and how you were barely alive, although I was barely listening to this description for all I could think about was that I should never have let you go and how I should have told you about my love for you and how I should have kissed you before you went and how I should have...424Please respect copyright.PENANAHmjKTAug8k
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This made the terrible feeling within me get even worse.424Please respect copyright.PENANAwHjQUHA8mb
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I fell down onto the sofa crying hoping desperatly that you would pull through and promising myself I would come and see you and kiss you over and over again once you were okay, not even considering you dieing as a credible possibility.424Please respect copyright.PENANAx8yZ9oexJ6
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Just as he finished his description of what had happened to you, he received a text on his phone and the text had a few terrible words on it, which I shall not recount as it would hurt too much, forever informing us both as he read the text out for the both of us to hear, that you were dead.424Please respect copyright.PENANAy4ZxFPgtU4
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Both you and I were inseparable but now death had separated us and you had left me inconsolable and desprate to see you alive again, although I knew that I couldn't ever see you again.424Please respect copyright.PENANAhWcyj9xVVV
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I felt responsible for your death because I didn't kiss you back and I didn't tell you I loved you knowing that you probably would have stayed if you'd have known I loved you... before you went...424Please respect copyright.PENANAbiRVAWSY3J
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I barely stopped crying for days after your death yearning to have you as my companion again.424Please respect copyright.PENANAq2D5qg4Y7p
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My crying peaked when the day came for your funeral, which I attended (I won't miss it, I couldn't), only heightened by me knowing that you loved me to.424Please respect copyright.PENANAASfcomr2PW
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I was desprate to be able to go back and change things, so as I could have you as my lover, which had been my goal since I had first met you... since I had first fallen in love with you.424Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5idVgXGyD
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As the days passed by and became weeks and months, my heart was still broken and I missed you a lot although I was not spending whole days crying anymore, if only because I know that you would not have wanted me to be crying over you.424Please respect copyright.PENANAiCVmzSs6KN
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Now as I write this, I am about to go to your grave, my love, to leave flowers and this poem there for you as I still love you even after your death.424Please respect copyright.PENANAAneDpNawFT
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I yearn to see you again and maybe I might, whether that be though the realm of ghosts, religion or something else entirely.424Please respect copyright.PENANAPCBvHyu0Qu
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I love you, my love,... my heart is still broken, I don't think that my heart will ever be truly fully repaired... without being with you again...424Please respect copyright.PENANA5TihXN9GkF
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Rest in peace, my love,... I want so badly to see you again to return your kiss and to get from you and to give you many, many more kisses as I love you, I love you with all my heart, my love.424Please respect copyright.PENANAAxLXAtRFfR
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Both you and I were inseparable but now I am left without you and while the pain of losing you, my love, is healing over time.424Please respect copyright.PENANAXRMjlyrSsP
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But, my heart is still broken, broken by your absence, a heartbreak that I don't think will ever truely heal.424Please respect copyright.PENANAENgDUL0crQ
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Ever since you have entered my life, I have loved you, I love you and I will love you for eternity and beyond, I promise you, my love, I promise you...