The Burdens - Planning Something I'll Never Go Through With

I tell myself all I need is my good health 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtivPuxCyz9

That's how I get through most of my days 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK1XjQjT7w

Even when inside it feels like hell 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDJ01G2A02

I don't bother to wish it all away 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJruWJMX8Bg

If I really wanted , I could've taken care of it 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9bgNP6Duy

Left the world I'm living in , broken down my elements 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OwwPacZ0R

I haven't yet , I haven't yet 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwa87wQLZV

Feels like I'm gonna die real soon 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs2H6NsSF5

I don't know whether by someone else hands or my own 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzrbQGYvzp

Am I ready for the day that it comes ?718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymmFj1OZdq

A couple loved ones wouldn't see it 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI6hEzlaYd

And the rest of the world could carry on 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3j86Z6GRz

What's stopping me from leaving 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUx65Jqwq3

Well maybe it's my someone 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu9tPLoWBX

Or I'm hoping for my well being 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1d85dStd3

And through that I've just been holding on 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIdkoaJoK5

The day that I stop seeing the hope inside 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLVEj6AMD1

I know it's gone 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHqybOJO4v

When I feel full of suppression 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpFH66e391

I know it's cause I'll feel so alone 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriBnOIg572

Then my goodbye won't just be leaving 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9jvE9rvG0

It'll be the biggest jump I've ever done 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSposxIXZqA

I don't want my family to see it 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCOMPsjwQp

Especially not the youngest one 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIuaejVU4T

I can't tell them when I'm leaving 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GdM8XhV6X

Even if they wouldn't take me seriously

I'm More concerned of their well being718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP15F8cZIM

Than I am for my own keeping 718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctZVuST7o7

I am too afraid of leaving

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