As crazy as it seemed, I wanted to go back inside. Even after all I went through, going back was looking more and more appealing. The outside world was just too different for me to handle. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOPiihX1op
My cube is all i'd ever known.
There was so much. Just too much. I couldn't deal with it. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlIco8iyuA
My body froze up and I looked around for any sign of danger. My senses became more sensitive as I grew more parenoid. I had no idea what I was getting into. And I had no idea how traumatizing it would be. I just had to be free.
I had no idea there would be crisp white snow that painfully recalled memories that I had buried deep inside my mind. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xtc6fouUN
Memories of perfect white lab coats. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzL9CuDxPX
'White cloth walking just out of reach from my bound hands, coldly looking at me from afar.'999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHnPkdFKL8
Memories of blue gloves that smelled of the unpleasant combonation of rubber and disinfectant. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WJVSl8BZC
'Blue fingers reaching out to me. Hope that I will be saved, right before the betrayal and torcher.'999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aO9bRBtgw
Memories of white masks covering things unknown to me.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNR071fMu2
'The smooth curve of cheek, the unexpresive porceline mask. Never knowing white lies under there.'999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYNmkCuok5
Trees that's ragged branches that lurked with dangerous unfamiliarity.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lwUAWBBRG
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Skies that spread out endlessly making you feel as small and insignificant as the stars that shone above without purpose.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50tSJ2gbYv
'Uselessness'999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4bPbvPWV9
And gusts of wind that felt like daggars piercing through your skin out in the cold November air.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSVFxPelRN
And I was only wearing a thin brown covering. Nothing decent enough to wear out in the middle of the winter.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cBPJnxMBn
I sat down and brought my knees to my chest, hugging them close to my body out of shock and in reaction to the unpleasant change in weather. Trying to process everything I was taking in at the time.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtriC8e6vc
After a few seconds I jumped back up again, glaring at the pure white that covered the ground, momentarily distracted from how scary the outside world was.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lkMPmmH98
I laughed bitterly at how similar snow was to the Bleach Coats I had known so well. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxoyS7Oxn6
They were both perfect. So, so, untainted. As if mocking my dirty, scruffy apperance. And they were both so cold and emotionless. A perfect match.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuiThVEg6N
But then my eyes grew wide with realization. I was outside. Finally. After all this time, I was free from my confinement. From my safe cell. My cube. I knew every nook and crany. It was so... familiar. Was I sure that I wanted to leave that and explore a world of danger and recklesness? 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8V6WaKK90
I took a step back due to my second thoughts and twirled around to face the cement building I just escaped from.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrVysFvdh2
I saw a blurr of boring grey in the shape of a large square through the misty evening air. It was the same bland colour as I grew up with, but it was broken.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MfXKDImNK
It had cracks and dents. It had chiped paint and dry, Autumn leaves scattered here and there. It had old cigarette buds and the distinct smell of urine. To put it simply, it was beautiful.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZd9WoB7nO
Was this what the outside world look like? Was everything imperfect? My face strtched into a smile at the thought of broken, run-down buildings.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S0Imwv05V
And with that, I ran. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsElvrVzyK
I relished in the feeling of the wind wipping my hair around, despite the the chattering of my teeth or the numbness in my bear feet.999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAunIe6hJT
I ran and ran and ran until stopping before a wire gate. The gate separating me and my freedom.
You may think that I was free the moment I stepped out of that building, but I wasn't free from myself. I was still trapped in my insecurities. Even though I knew that even after passing through that gate, I would still be cautious and paranoid, I could be free. Truly free. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqJbiKDZ5k
And with a smile I oppened the gate to my new beggining.
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Eh? Eh? I rewrote it per LDF's extreemly awesome constructive critisism, now I hope it's a bit more realistic. I know its shorter than before, but I started and it ran away from me. Because of my inspiration, I might make this multi-chapter, but it will take a long time. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzYQTOkEvF
See you next time!999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLQLjL7iul
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