「我該做的是什麼呢?為了甚麼活著呢?」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12W38uYUpq
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看不清自己的內心，看不清自己的前路149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkdZiObEyq
「阿...要是自己不存在就好了。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCNhvkCE1Y
經過短暫的話語，夜晚恢復寂靜。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26ckVhIabh
太陽又一次升起，將我喚醒的不是清澈的鳥叫聲更不是夏禪的鳴叫149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIGjtsWl59
這不僅是因為現在根本不是夏天，更是因為我所在的地區已不在適合那些大自然生存了149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8j1TzF39q
喚醒我的僅僅是母親的呼叫149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWPgvmoIvU
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對平常都穿著制服的我來說今天是特別的日子149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nKwRImwyu
我喜歡穿制服，僅僅是因為那樣更加貼近我的理想。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQu1QJZWPb
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每次在路上我都感到強烈的不適應149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m65hQxQh2
那是一種讓我認為到自己不應該在這世上、不應該與大家過著同樣生活的感受149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NuucOOiu6
「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L4WjaMHit
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi5oOfaEyV
但對我來說卻是切切實實的真實，但現實也是種幻想149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAGGvVe9QK
那麼 那種感覺究竟是什麼?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJqy0ldx8f
就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jp40lx6mK
回到房間便一如往常地開始了線上遊戲149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr02BQKRd9g
那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjX3QDLhvX
在那裏我扮演著自己的理想的149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc1KggeEh8
不僅受人喜愛又健談扮演著吉祥物般的角色149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAVI4EvgzR
對我來說那便是理想149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNLH7CT6cZ
一個受到所有人的青睞又不招人忌妒的角色149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DybNkv9AN
但那卻難以維持，自己對周遭越來越恐懼149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpJHoSeDLO
對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWWb0d79DD
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWFp92mMwV
恐懼、開心、懷疑、痛苦等等情緒開始充斥於我自身149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgH8EUQHoJ
與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGc1KkGxlA
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQndfU5issR
太陽再次升起，沒錯祂又升起了，像是在嘲笑我一般。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSZIA0uvTr
2月29日，今天也是特別的日子呢，不是對我而是對世界來說149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM3jDp21mj
學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXYMvgWzqZ
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM9emPXu7S
「跟理想完全不同呢。」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBu6f8pK04
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4x1twlvBF
我喜歡圖書館149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj6sN8FLjy
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdY4XwpECp
異物感減少了、減少了、減少了?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbc7QCAt3h
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找到了、找到了、找到了?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKpTG9Cnex
找到我想看的書了，將它從書櫃中抽出149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZdip677Uq
像是將它從它的歸屬中抽離一般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhsBaPzfiK
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當下的我完全沒有發現自己的表情不同以往的扭曲起來149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6QbdbHKcf
(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrygf8j6d4
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfM6kRsixz
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將書拿出後突然無法好好站穩149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZxfPrbsps
眼前一黑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaDRoBwQLS
要是就這麼倒下我便會打破這寧靜吧149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC6jrQOcEy
好不容易站穩後卻因強光無法睜開眼149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vRu6QBA3M
強光...?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFDjqQBCvk
這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiFXUFfQnv
眼睛終於稍微適應了亮光149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1epLiFmafw
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幻覺...?難道我終於瘋了嗎?還是說...異世界...?那個我曾多次幻想的事發生了嗎?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5av7y2OgB
回過神來我發現自己正在笑著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgDRZccgJM
笑?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZDCAKatfQ
是因為困惑?無法理解?發狂?欣喜?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvtfnCi4a3
狂笑著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutvKUpVgZy
打從生下來第一次的149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdOckT9ezA
扭曲的狂笑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6awiL4jX5A
醜陋的狂笑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwAlUEl5FV
像個小丑一般舞蹈著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDhiPzK95b
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那潔白的身軀已經染上鮮豔的紅色149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDM9WphZ5a
右手感到重量，看向自己的手149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NpKAZIxBb
手裡握著的是染上日落般鮮紅的太刀149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrc0NhvT3x
又來了，又笑了149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbmxWSHg0E
笑了、笑了、笑了?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhhPg6cWZM
止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JP2m4x3rQ
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkhf2bFGSO
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnLYfAh0jE
剛才的狂氣已蕩然無存149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDM9aEllG5
「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSM5UKjuFO
我本來就是為了借書而來149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaphn6E8gd7
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAsBfDGe5G
血液四散、內臟也散落一地149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnw9SSOkn7
為甚麼我的心情這麼的愉悅?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S1kz998oY
看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiQJNXIpQ9
與我在遊戲中所使用的武器一模一樣149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE1UOfnPUK
我仍穿著高中制服149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoaqmcoVli
但步伐變得輕盈149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgMD7OJy7Z
先前揮出的一刀也如反射動作一般
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他們對於我的打扮毫不意外149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnwuGgFHGB
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四周充斥著慘叫149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLrn0MApkj
嘈雜。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPGb33oUhy
好討厭阿，好吵阿149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPjTHU6Xd5
「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEBkFD8F2E
這是在向我提問嗎?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b8i3GUvx0
微弱的月光透過帳篷的縫隙149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1zkiVvd4P
一名少女獨自站著?149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWmB62ulGI
靜謐。149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XMBVAOUGM
不再有人發問149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr3RRfmrDN
看見再一次被染上鮮血的刀149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuoCWch2oh
看見自己的笑容149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAtfZeVdg4
看見了人類的頭顱149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKkJKsSrwf
看見了149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lbh3k2hwY
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ze1DxP8nH
奇怪的夢境149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjp1cfosGCn
我果然是瘋了吧149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttL3NSkYuV
但我再怎麼瘋狂149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaO5mqKQqN
應該也不會去殺人149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtJAjHbxAr
雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DmirQiqyW
夢中的我在笑149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEdE91DesD
難道我的未來是那種樣子的嗎?我不知道149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lzz3r28jl
抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4jSCoGPhY
「2月2日」149Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbcsSxT9Og
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