The title is long, long sigh. I just can't anymore, y'know?
So yesterday was Sabbath which means it was sort of like a "rest day" for our religion where we go to church and stuff. For our church, we were, note: were, very close because it's a small church. I'm still young, like 14 or 15, and the person whom we, I trusted (past tense) was like 30-ish something, I don't know.
Her name's Shane. I'm a little shit but I'm a respectful little shit so I'ma call her Ate Shane (Ate- pronounced 'Ah-teh' is 'older sister' in my language. but in general, it's something we call someone who is a girl that is somehow older than us).
Yeah so anyway, 'Ate' is honestly an asshole but is oblivious to it. What the fuck. Does she not know that she's an asshole? But my mom keeps telling us, "Forgive and move on. we just learn how to forgive" Yeah, after she learns how to act like a decent human being to CHILDREN LIKE ME WHO IS MORE THAN 10 YEARS YOUNGER AND THEN I'LL FORGIVE.
Fucking piece of shit. Honestly, it doesn't really matter now since I'm too occupied with my studies, and manga (BL), my grades, and manga (BL), and my stories (BL), and manga (BL), and also manga (BL). So that aside.
Well, the whole story is this:
So Shane, I mean Ate Shane here is the youth... leader... I think. I honestly don't know. They weren't active in the church until our family arrived and basically resurrected the church but anyway. She's the youth leader, right? So yeah.
actually, I feel kinda lazy so uhhhhh I kinda don't wanna write about it but the story'll get confusing if I don't tell the whole tale so I'll uhm. Do It l a t e r when I have m o t i v a t i o n .
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