這是寫給你的第一個故仔。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAKWfJL84InH
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在幾年前的一個夏天,我異常感到抑鬱。(當然抑鬱這兩個字只不過是方便你們明白我當刻狀態的名詞,實際上那種難受未必是抑鬱,也絕無法用文字形容。)1450Please respect copyright.PENANAWN1XnZ5dlK
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在quit莊以及quit宿的當天,我也順道跟女朋友分手了。(我覺得自己根本沒有資格愛人。)1450Please respect copyright.PENANA9zaG9mDrLY
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對於那些所謂「博盡無悔」的大學生活,我感到無比的厭倦、無聊和悲觀。1450Please respect copyright.PENANA4xJ0XqyrTz
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我斷不能過那些精彩的人生,也沒有興趣。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAjBlmYQx7oR
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人生最美好的時代早已過去。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAUuyf50g6ef
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我也曾經想過一了百了。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAOrqIACdIpm
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有一次我站在大學站的月台前,列車緩緩地駛過來,我已經超出黃線,距離到站只有不足幾呎,我很有衝動想往前跳進去,然後隨著列車把我的身體的輾開,也給我展開一段新的旅程。1450Please respect copyright.PENANA86w7ubWo0U
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我還記得當時劇烈地跳動著的心跳,不停地在抖震著的那對小腿。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAH34qTCVSHw
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我卻沒有踏出那一步,並不是因為不捨得這個世界的美好云云,而是在那瞬間,我鮮有地感到無比的自由。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAagsd3yiYyD
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因為踏不踏出那一步,是我自己選擇的。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAxOxTRbmZW9
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我的人生是由自己控制的。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAkWWk8UWI9B
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我不捨得。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAWRTA0UEadf
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之後我沒有原因便離開了家裡,去了北京實習。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAYSgE7trbOY
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雖然對於這個決定,我當時總覺得後悔。1450Please respect copyright.PENANA9CMCEvP0RV
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不過諷刺地,我在當時北京的101巴士上接觸到昆德拉。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAmrZMBhoRvK
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"Muss es sein?" ( 非如此不可嗎?)1450Please respect copyright.PENANAtktAlyQti5
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"Ja, es muss sein!" (對,非如此不可!)1450Please respect copyright.PENANAPqqv1UqQYi
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他的文字有時會在我的耳邊響來響去。1450Please respect copyright.PENANALqVEA9wmYW
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於是,我也學習去接受人生中所有的偶然,包括是在北京遇到恩。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAKzdR5NotBT
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也因為她的出現,讓我的人生出現了重大的轉變。1450Please respect copyright.PENANAO81548Hof8
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大概再過多兩百年,我也無法再遇見像恩一樣女孩子,能讓我說出這樣的話:1450Please respect copyright.PENANA0Takkl0NaW
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「我愛官恩娜,都不及愛你的哨牙」
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