「列車會誤點啊……，不曉得行不行呢。」離我不遠處的那位穿著黑西裝的男人看看手錶，又抬頭看看跑馬燈喃喃自語著。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2IyPXwQ8m
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我是一個非常習慣等待的人。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelV5vGO4ep
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從小時候兄弟姐妹分零食、到各種球類運動、比賽機會，大大小小的工作機會。成長過程中，那些對我來說應該很重要的事。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhx1VXzJOG
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「你是哥哥，就先讓給弟弟妹妹們吧！等一下再補一塊餅乾給你。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9Df39qTJa
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「哎呀，不好意思，我們人剛好滿了，你排下一場候補可以嗎？」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyA0shqCt5
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「真是對不起，雖然陳同學和你的分數一樣，但是因為我們只能有一個名額，你可以排候補嗎？」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrO8PVuZlB
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「很抱歉，我也不清楚人事那裡怎麼會發出這樣的郵件……，雖然您的條件很不錯……，但是我們真的沒辦法增額錄取，可以請您先排候補嗎？如果有人無法報到，我們會再通知您的。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxSBsu7FyX
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「開什麼玩笑！那傢伙只是把你當成備胎好嗎？」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqZPFikBBN
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各式各樣的候補。與等待。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfLrps2jNE
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我熟悉那些用語、那些表情。每一個人的臉上都表現著苦笑的神色，但不會有誰真正感到抱歉吧。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHPIcsEm1U
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即使我嘗試掙扎。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQAxgvYxI0
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最後的最後，永遠只能、也只會回答同一句話：「好的，謝謝。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew4LqyTCwC
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等待是安靜的。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBCEjJVGdx
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即使我明白，不會有後續。曾經短暫的，我相信過那種安慰似的說法：「候補就表示你還有機會啊！表示你的能力還是有一些水準的。」諸如此類。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ3KLKcvu3
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然而一定是某些地方出了問題吧？一定是我出了什麼問題吧？否則怎麼會每次都是候補呢？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnq0n8h0Qy
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是我……，我出了什麼問題呢？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFsBjmz4o5
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最終，我居然習慣了那樣漫長的等待嗎？我居然渴望能聽到一句「好吧，那就候補的上囉？」也好啊……。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAS4r91Lu8
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「你趕什麼啦！就說車子會慢——哎呀——」一對男女匆忙地從月臺邊的樓梯奔下，撞上了剛剛那位穿黑西裝的人，讓他手上的筆記本掉在地上，掉到我腳邊。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8GAvoVEc4
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「你看吧！真是，不知道在跑什麼。」那對男女中的女方開口道，「既然還有時間，那我要去廁所。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoO8u9FRhm
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「什麼！廁所？可是你們女生上廁所都很久！」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ1O9a8GW8
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「閉嘴啦！啊就想上啊不然呢！誰叫你剛剛一直在那裡趕趕趕！」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLWiE3W9Gq
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女方把行李放到等候的椅子旁，又往樓上去了。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cbo1x2g8z
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「……」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBZ4yEX7Cc
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月臺又安靜下來。這一切發生的過程中，黑西裝男人沒有說話，只是看了看那對男女，嘆了口氣，然後轉身要找他掉落的本子。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh5sqaWYzF
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「是這個吧？」我順手撿起他掉落在身邊的本子，要遞還給他。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a2hUcEjle
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——嗯？我剛剛是不是在本子上看到自己的名字了？我的名字不常與人重複，應該沒有這麼巧吧？雖然不是故意要瞥見的，但因為本子掉落時是內頁打開朝上，因此我看到了。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFFuFcJcfC
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我的名字被寫在一條虛線的下方，上面看起來全都是人名。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0649y7KJ0X
他看看我，又看看本子，予我一個點頭示意的淺笑。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2FJJh42Kj
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難道是什麼公司的面試名單嗎？糟糕，我不記得有看過這位黑西裝的面試官啊？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1xkvGR8Df
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「列車準備進站，請退至黃線後方。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlUGPnBfLk
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「啊啊！那傢伙！就跟她說會來不及的！」在顧行李的男子後悔似的哀號。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCIzj2XS4y
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黑西裝的男人往前站了幾步，在黃線後、對應車門的位置等著。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX5HCGgUiX
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我也上前幾步，正猶豫著要不要開口問個什麼的時候——361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstuFc4H1Z6
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「你看。」黑西裝的男人忽然對我說話，並指了指月臺的鐵軌上。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbno9daLJq
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「什麼？」我滿頭疑問，視線也跟著轉到鐵軌上。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLr09pjiK1
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「列車進站了。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWnTuBovCs
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然而就那一瞬，我感覺自己的背被用力推了一下，我向前跌去。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA1s8YRk06
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我彷彿聽見了，在背後，最後的那句話。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns1TibN5dY
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「好吧，那就候補的上囉？」
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