No Plagiarism!epO8IBi7FdHs6vrnoSe5posted on PENANA 「要叫她心琪,是心琪,不要叫她盧心琪......」8964 copyright protection279PENANA2odLbchaDY 維尼
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過了好一會,我長舒了一口氣,推門走進了屋子。8964 copyright protection279PENANAsbQPJE9rlQ 維尼
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「我回來了,心琪。」我對坐在沙發上背對著我的女子說道。8964 copyright protection279PENANADiJ9RchMhY 維尼
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「喂,羽琮,你知道你這幾個月都很奇怪嗎?」她突然說道。8964 copyright protection279PENANAoavN2B3bz6 維尼
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「怎麼了嗎?」我溫柔的回答道。8964 copyright protection279PENANAwVXwHNE8kE 維尼
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「你最近都變得很有距離感啊,總感覺離你很遠。」她回過頭來,望著我說道。8964 copyright protection279PENANAJsHeA2Xoop 維尼
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我注視著她的眼睛,嘴上說著沒事,思緒卻回到了那個雨夜。8964 copyright protection279PENANATNKY2AVOKP 維尼
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我一如既往的我在病床上,望向窗外的滂沱大雨,心中又一次升起了想出去淋雨的想法。8964 copyright protection279PENANA1BfyPTEuuP 維尼
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我對上一次淋雨,已經是十七年前了,雖然之後感冒了幾天,但還算是不錯的回憶。8964 copyright protection279PENANARNnvZDMHtD 維尼
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可在這之後,我的心臟卻出了點毛病。8964 copyright protection279PENANAKH6Ipab3wi 維尼
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準確是什麼病,我也記不清了,反正就是躺在床上吊著一條命。8964 copyright protection279PENANAK4y1ejm5lo 維尼
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醫生說,想要完全康復,只有心臟移植,而且就算移植了,也還是活不了多久。8964 copyright protection279PENANAfuAV3s8nsM 維尼
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年邁的父親聽到這個噩耗,嚇死了。8964 copyright protection279PENANAvWNB1n8Bp6 維尼
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可惜,他長年吸煙酗酒,心臟不能用了。8964 copyright protection279PENANAMRxeftcPr1 維尼
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母親也沒什麼特長,所以只能靠我的雙胞胎哥哥一人撐起全家,還有我昂貴的醫療費用。8964 copyright protection279PENANA91h4VFNhUX 維尼
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再過幾年,無時無刻都守在我床邊的母親也逝世了。8964 copyright protection279PENANAeKvsRnEaFf 維尼
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過勞死的。8964 copyright protection279PENANAe7Lvx9VzgG 維尼
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可我離不開病床,以至於連母親的葬禮都缺席。8964 copyright protection279PENANAdkzCyZEVHs 維尼
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那一年,我才十二歲。8964 copyright protection279PENANArKjEjggtG2 維尼
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父母接連離世,讓我時常失眠,必須借助安眠藥才能入睡。8964 copyright protection279PENANAYMtUZfKV2R 維尼
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直到現在,我的床邊都還是放著一排安眠藥。8964 copyright protection279PENANAXnB73W6y1m 維尼
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我的家人就只剩我哥一個人了。8964 copyright protection279PENANANKzsZ13CIJ 維尼
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母親去世之後,他每周都會來醫院探望我,跟我聊天、訴苦。8964 copyright protection279PENANAcjzKgiMZBV 維尼
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吐槽工作有多辛苦,埋怨上司有多智障,抱怨同事有多煩人;訴說女友有多賢慧,分享朋友有多友善,讚頌弟弟有多堅強。8964 copyright protection279PENANA7zL8adr4Jl 維尼
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每次離開前,都會告訴我,其實我們長得一模一樣,身高性格也差不多,簡直就像是複製貼上般,完全沒有區別,如果我們能交換,他能躺在床上,什麼都不用做,還能捨棄掉那些煩雜的人際關係,該有多好啊。8964 copyright protection279PENANAoj8Yp99b9l 維尼
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對他來說,我就像他世界裡的唯一,除我以外,一切都可以放棄。8964 copyright protection279PENANALTnldFuwqF 維尼
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無論是工作,還是朋友。8964 copyright protection279PENANAWBi6kg7Lgp 維尼
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一切看起來都很美好,直到那一天的到來。8964 copyright protection279PENANAKWS2ky0Spo 維尼
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病房的房門突然被打開,正在看雨的我轉過頭,進來的的確是我的哥哥,可他卻是躺在病床上,被兩名醫生和好幾位護士推了進來。8964 copyright protection279PENANAd79iTuHgrC 維尼
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沒錯,他出意外了。8964 copyright protection279PENANAthom9MKRNA 維尼
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是車禍。8964 copyright protection279PENANAFVej8ivhkc 維尼
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醫生說,他體內大部分的器官都無恙,只需簡單的手術就能救回來。8964 copyright protection279PENANAkwJXY8BAEI 維尼
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簡單交代完哥哥之後的手術後,醫生和護士就離開了病房。8964 copyright protection279PENANAQKeV5Vnfzy 維尼
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那一晚,時間過得很慢,我們談了很多,可我卻記不清到底說了什麼,畢竟我的心思沒放在對話上。8964 copyright protection279PENANAoBsEXPfJ5d 維尼
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我一邊感受著自己那微弱的脈搏,一邊聽著他那強而有力的心跳,我很清楚,我當時的心情有多澎拜。8964 copyright protection279PENANABEdtVJjeoD 維尼
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望著床邊那一排安眠藥,我悄悄地拿出一顆,放進了溫水壺裡,搖晃了幾下,藥就融進了水裡了。8964 copyright protection279PENANA6LZQ8V1yyJ 維尼
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我把溫水壺遞了過去,他毫無戒心的喝了下去。8964 copyright protection279PENANAVvi3Nv5Rou 維尼
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沒過幾分鐘,他就進入了美好的夢鄉。8964 copyright protection279PENANAHogtWPnZnS 維尼
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我把病床邊的護欄拉下,轉身下床,輕輕的,滿滿的,用手摀住他的口鼻。8964 copyright protection279PENANAWhWZBYrrBU 維尼
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他沒有掙扎,就這麼永遠的沉寂在夢境之中。8964 copyright protection279PENANAuCwzWKrrAS 維尼
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我其實很疑惑,他有朋友,工作,女友,金錢,在公司裡也頗有人氣,明明他的身邊已經充滿著美好,可為何他還要在意我這種殘次品呢?為何他就不懂得重視身邊的美好呢?為何他就不懂得珍惜身邊的美好呢?為何他就不懂得享受身邊的美好呢?8964 copyright protection279PENANAA3muYkFXLF 維尼
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美好應被珍惜。8964 copyright protection279PENANAY977GIIDzk 維尼
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他需要改變,直到他懂得去重視、去珍惜、去享受美好。8964 copyright protection279PENANA3i5Sf3YPR4 維尼
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可他已經擁有了這麼多年的美好,卻依舊不懂得珍視它們。8964 copyright protection279PENANA0DABrknBsB 維尼
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他早已無藥可救了。8964 copyright protection279PENANABJWYm5jRtN 維尼
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如此,只好讓他停留在永恆的美好之中了。8964 copyright protection279PENANAVqdFAxM0f7 維尼
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我躺回自己的床上,望著牆上的分針一點點的轉動著,直至與時針一同指著正上方後,我就閉上了眼睛,靜靜的等待著查房的護士。8964 copyright protection279PENANANFeF0gjX8C 維尼
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腳步聲,推門聲,腳步聲,尖叫聲,緊接著急促的腳步聲與談話聲。8964 copyright protection279PENANAg3ocqh1gwt 維尼
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差不多了。8964 copyright protection279PENANA2V4LKDpYnd 維尼
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我睜開眼睛,醫生正在為哥哥做著心肺復甦,可心電監護儀的顯示屏上,卻依舊是那一條美麗的直線。8964 copyright protection279PENANA2qD7lV34jW 維尼
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幾天後,我在手術同意書上簽了字後 ,就被推進了手術室了。8964 copyright protection279PENANAFHK5D4ftuQ 維尼
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又過了幾個星期,我出院了,剛好趕上哥哥女友盧心琪回國的日子。8964 copyright protection279PENANAZvqWQ6ff2Y 維尼
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我穿著哥哥常穿的衣服,用著哥哥說話的腔調,在接機大堂裏摟住她,柔聲的說了句:「你回來了啊。」8964 copyright protection279PENANA7WIGoMFidm 維尼
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你若要問我為何要假裝成我哥哥去接近他的親朋好友?8964 copyright protection279PENANAJOt48Yyrvr 維尼
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其實並不全是因為我想享受美好,而是對他的好友而言,我的哥哥是他們的美好,這只是殺了一個不懂的珍視美好的罪人後的贖罪而已。8964 copyright protection279PENANAovXz1K0VNC 維尼
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殺了罪人,卻成了罪人。8964 copyright protection279PENANAWdb795LoSH 維尼
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真是可笑卻又無奈。8964 copyright protection279PENANAbFbxMCKjHc 維尼
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忽然,我感覺到脖子上有點冰涼的感覺,我的思緒瞬間從回憶中抽離,回到現實後卻發現有人正拿著刀架在我的脖子上。8964 copyright protection279PENANAr0CaDw6dc5 維尼
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而這人,正是盧心琪。8964 copyright protection279PENANAqk3YvlEJG3 維尼
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她的手微微顫抖著,用著緊張的語氣說到:「你不是周羽琮吧?我剛回國的時候就感覺你不對勁了,你究竟是誰?」8964 copyright protection279PENANAgB03HWoEq7 維尼
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沉默。8964 copyright protection279PENANArvs9nHz0WC 維尼
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「你是周宇聰嗎?」她再次開口道。8964 copyright protection279PENANARdYSxnkgvR 維尼
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我有點驚訝,畢竟我雖想過她會發現我是假的,卻沒想過她連我的名字都知道。8964 copyright protection279PENANA8baHqJKz66 維尼
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她說,我哥哥跟她在一起時,常常提到我這個弟弟,因此她在知道眼前的人是我。8964 copyright protection279PENANAwjdpRdHjfp 維尼
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聽到這裡,我做了個深呼吸壓壓驚,不急不徐的把事情的來龍去脈跟她交代清楚。8964 copyright protection279PENANAPxbSMmmm8S 維尼
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當然了,我說的是哥哥被車直接撞死的。8964 copyright protection279PENANApfwHPdsx2E 維尼
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畢竟這只是哥哥的罪行,沒必要讓她對此感到愧疚。8964 copyright protection279PENANAE2rpRmSxQ4 維尼
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說完後,她的手鬆開了,刀掉在地上,發出了清脆的響聲。8964 copyright protection279PENANArN9Plzh75p 維尼
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我撿了起來,然後輕輕的,給了跪在地上,低聲哭泣著的她一個懷抱。8964 copyright protection279PENANANT1OpjNS4N 維尼
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鮮血從她的胸口流出,為我純白的襯衫添上了些許紅霞。8964 copyright protection279PENANAwnjlOie9U6 維尼
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她錯愕地看著我,眼神裏充滿著不解。8964 copyright protection279PENANAmklfj7qEKq 維尼
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其實我也很不解。8964 copyright protection279PENANAcqrIOSMgUG 維尼
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為什麼?8964 copyright protection279PENANAFQf2YKc3Rz 維尼
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為什麼她要揭開這一切?8964 copyright protection279PENANAhqkQI5GJj8 維尼
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明明能繼續活在美好的假象之中,為何要親手撕碎這一切?8964 copyright protection279PENANA6BnBWVqiK7 維尼
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明明已經猜到了真相,可她為何還要去直視這個慘不忍睹的現實?8964 copyright protection279PENANAcOFwcpBUAr 維尼
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為何不能把一切藏在心中?8964 copyright protection279PENANAPU23KyatfS 維尼
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為何要捅破我悉心打造的美好?8964 copyright protection279PENANANvHNRSL7Iz 維尼
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