Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf40ar7pWj
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs8SiwNLh7
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BVtLw1f91
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagwBFHe5so
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qO0tESsnA
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnrEYRkKyc
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUGsYmuvit
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqVEnQyFGW
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaLAFev6Ap
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP9QrcTDga
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJWq1cTy1A
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO43gwofLu
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CZnSsb7qg
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgNUk04nqq
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzNT9r4vJ5
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0J8M84Qn9
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRL080TmmE
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVxOorrzTM
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8gXkRN4od
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KonIxWENQ
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcVHGE9eGD
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgiqJgVUIC
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibe5Afh0n0
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98q8T9SQdR
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4Xr3xkUHZ
Come one there has to be some way to…100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2g5YC36HJ
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPI11e2X4U
Lucinda! 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7e4lLMOHM
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiGsYd2PZq
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKXXNGcWOI
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTowxB3rS8z
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyra111TLc
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzo7MfNdmg
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUlMa6KqUr
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4gHLHn0Kr
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIub0gB7hp
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w2N8P30No
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK0neC7nEY
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe01RmCerw
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y2oIBOH2c
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIDQGOkGs1
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy4RZkCAZr
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctYOpbmXZx
“Hello, how can I help…” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEYsMR2hmN
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWmufNMvVd
“H-Hello again. Um…”100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4LefYeUxm
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLOiaiWCuQ
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BJ5vFs8Q3
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuDsArHKzE
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUcuSxFLnF
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYceJZYgQ1
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMGPS1zFco
I only nod as I enter the building.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjqzwk5kwE
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe26c4P1hVg
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfihdZDwLr5
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwM8j6mdPD
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGQ5VUeYPB
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUTyXJznHy
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oxk30Mwci
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX82O6P6V8
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDBTBGH5cR
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5ZUplujru
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7NoFMGbm7
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymMg562f0f
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSrqu5EbH8
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfZW5aqhmS
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ70lPwunR
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINx0zCf2Gc
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITOjJKatOU
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi64jlwBO2
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji8779VQrm
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCSSWqsAUg
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrRZ3yoPxB
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZdgadzSaa
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uQQfVBT8f
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS3Esatowd
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbS1hecwG5
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xz3cby8ci
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugTejS3eEc
I laugh a little.100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgud1BIoxqu
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTZe4ksmzm
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKmoQ29psH
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf6xYKsIo9
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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