「信是所望之事的實底,是未見之事的確據。」387Please respect copyright.PENANAo9NBZorCOr
387Please respect copyright.PENANApZW4ITRG1y
這是我在高三,經歷人生最低潮的時期,最感動我的一句話。387Please respect copyright.PENANAVMo9ZASQ9R
387Please respect copyright.PENANAompsXaYen8
高三以前的我,是個再正常不過的女孩。387Please respect copyright.PENANAkkUNcuNPn7
387Please respect copyright.PENANAcbaFz1hQx3
有著精緻的鵝蛋臉、有著還算不錯的成績,也有個天不怕地不怕的剛強性格。387Please respect copyright.PENANAF6vKHjE2MU
387Please respect copyright.PENANA70J06AkJPE
這樣的我像個平凡的女孩,渴望著談場甜美的戀愛、渴望著考上理想的大學,渴望有個美好的未來。387Please respect copyright.PENANALH69ZRxUMC
387Please respect copyright.PENANAueIjkC5KvI
但是,這樣完好如初的我,直到高三,劇情便漸漸急轉直下……387Please respect copyright.PENANAEpb5ywgnf5
387Please respect copyright.PENANAL0QNnirNOu
為了考上前幾志願的大學,我夙夜匪懈,日夜苦讀,還因此報名了北車很有名的全科補習班。387Please respect copyright.PENANACE8ynXsBGJ
387Please respect copyright.PENANAabpxxXCIhO
為了讀書,我捨棄了一切的娛樂活動,利用一些瑣碎的時間,努力而完全不給自己喘息的機會。387Please respect copyright.PENANA0EZCPfbjpH
387Please respect copyright.PENANAz7i1afPeMx
甚至到了連家人要跟我吃早餐,我都不願意,寧可窩在書房裡讀書的程度。387Please respect copyright.PENANAISTBtRGEHL
387Please respect copyright.PENANAxVHieTth5w
這樣努力為了夢想的我,卻在某一天,開始變了調。387Please respect copyright.PENANA2cumLUrJNp
387Please respect copyright.PENANAG4MS7h9L1N
我不可抗拒的出現胸悶、頭痛,沒食慾,注意力不集中的症狀,最可怕的是,我的心理狀況。387Please respect copyright.PENANA8KUxNZWjdh
387Please respect copyright.PENANAVyZsTb9PXT
我開始畏懼一些無關緊要的事情,害怕最壞的狀況會發生在我身上,心裡不斷強迫自己去思考那些根本不會發生的未來,導致我無法專心上課,書也一個字都讀不進去。387Please respect copyright.PENANAr53MwTRn08
387Please respect copyright.PENANAEVyJAOSZT2
看著學測日子漸漸逼近,我還記得有一次,我痛苦到跑去導師辦公室,跟老師說我再也忍不住想傷害自己。387Please respect copyright.PENANAxsPIn3mnHn
387Please respect copyright.PENANA0IGmJwSSAE
老師急忙通知我的家長,我的父母為此還請了假帶我去看醫生。387Please respect copyright.PENANAq4pP4JroTl
387Please respect copyright.PENANA8BO1yXQvq1
醫生說我是因為壓力太大導致的心理狀態。
387Please respect copyright.PENANAbxuVekWRJP
從此,我過著無比折磨的生活。387Please respect copyright.PENANAWS7yZzuFk8
387Please respect copyright.PENANAUAzLsKk3iD
基本上有上學,我幾乎跑到輔導室;沒上學,我幾乎躺在床上,什麼事都做不了。387Please respect copyright.PENANAOvuIhymXso
387Please respect copyright.PENANABl9TAtXE2T
我很痛苦,學測將近,真的很不解自己為何會受到這樣的命運。387Please respect copyright.PENANA668eoVYDPn
387Please respect copyright.PENANAXcZccTlWot
直到某天,有位同學帶著聖經來到我的面前。她聽我哭訴,聽我抱怨,並陪伴我讀這本聖經。387Please respect copyright.PENANAecZJRMqxAO
387Please respect copyright.PENANAOX3x3QmXRJ
「妳覺得我會好嗎?」我帶著哭腔,弱弱的問。387Please respect copyright.PENANArxLPb4Av6H
387Please respect copyright.PENANAcIWrLzvvMe
「會。」她堅定的說。387Please respect copyright.PENANAz9LouKZKoy
387Please respect copyright.PENANAB34Fs15lwB
我疑惑,問她為什麼能那麼肯定?387Please respect copyright.PENANANP5ORhVBFi
387Please respect copyright.PENANAljb638wXMS
「因為我相信我的上帝。」她說。387Please respect copyright.PENANAjvpTy2uFqX
387Please respect copyright.PENANA8uQ7NDRkzs
這是我第一次真正遇見神。387Please respect copyright.PENANAUjydq48DtM
387Please respect copyright.PENANAjVCgeuIlxV
之後的每一天,那位同學持續不斷的陪我讀聖經,陪我禱告,陪我靈修。387Please respect copyright.PENANAxpLJX7ZNcM
387Please respect copyright.PENANAMEJtzfgMpu
過不久後,學測成績出來,我落榜了。387Please respect copyright.PENANADM8bBmm5ga
387Please respect copyright.PENANAn2heZI5gre
雖然已是命中註定的事實,但取代難過的是,我開始學會了盼望。387Please respect copyright.PENANAR4xUXMzHKz
387Please respect copyright.PENANAuMZ6U4adBz
「信,是所望之事的實底。」我讀著聖經希伯來書第十一章一節,這句話彷彿就就像燈塔,照亮了我黑暗道路的前方。387Please respect copyright.PENANAGgnrzD8Pb1
387Please respect copyright.PENANAkpofpVtb74
「是未見之事的確據。」頓時,我流淚了,原來,這就是上帝要我經歷一切的用意。387Please respect copyright.PENANAUtE2q06HLV
387Please respect copyright.PENANADqb5hPk79w
即使黑暗的路再漫長,依舊要相信會有道溫暖的光,仍然在我們左右。387Please respect copyright.PENANAXjJZwIjwj0
387Please respect copyright.PENANAPS43KowpB3
如今,我痊癒了,我可以大聲的說,我不後悔經歷這些。387Please respect copyright.PENANA1fOzZ127si
387Please respect copyright.PENANA5p9zYhajH3
路永遠不是只有一條,我即使落榜,卻還是重考到一間不錯的國立大學。387Please respect copyright.PENANArl7B3rLHGK
387Please respect copyright.PENANASl5nUINrj1
在經歷人生毀滅之時,我在其中遇見了祢。387Please respect copyright.PENANADb5KV4o9N7
387Please respect copyright.PENANA0kBwIQS6F0
願所有正在經歷黑暗的人,都能找到屬於自己的亮光。387Please respect copyright.PENANAGwpjVgljhZ