「信是所望之事的實底,是未見之事的確據。」342Please respect copyright.PENANAsAUXcYG8XY
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這是我在高三,經歷人生最低潮的時期,最感動我的一句話。342Please respect copyright.PENANAfdKNYCw7uK
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高三以前的我,是個再正常不過的女孩。342Please respect copyright.PENANAFlQlfYDxhJ
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有著精緻的鵝蛋臉、有著還算不錯的成績,也有個天不怕地不怕的剛強性格。342Please respect copyright.PENANAtRgUToXhtY
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這樣的我像個平凡的女孩,渴望著談場甜美的戀愛、渴望著考上理想的大學,渴望有個美好的未來。342Please respect copyright.PENANAuPCE0BKy3Q
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但是,這樣完好如初的我,直到高三,劇情便漸漸急轉直下……342Please respect copyright.PENANAXwJ7Pqa0QK
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為了考上前幾志願的大學,我夙夜匪懈,日夜苦讀,還因此報名了北車很有名的全科補習班。342Please respect copyright.PENANAEdgy4ZVeiW
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為了讀書,我捨棄了一切的娛樂活動,利用一些瑣碎的時間,努力而完全不給自己喘息的機會。342Please respect copyright.PENANA2x5Hkig8io
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甚至到了連家人要跟我吃早餐,我都不願意,寧可窩在書房裡讀書的程度。342Please respect copyright.PENANAOK1Iv5vj7y
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這樣努力為了夢想的我,卻在某一天,開始變了調。342Please respect copyright.PENANAynGaKPXyJT
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我不可抗拒的出現胸悶、頭痛,沒食慾,注意力不集中的症狀,最可怕的是,我的心理狀況。342Please respect copyright.PENANAzh8RBKqTHD
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我開始畏懼一些無關緊要的事情,害怕最壞的狀況會發生在我身上,心裡不斷強迫自己去思考那些根本不會發生的未來,導致我無法專心上課,書也一個字都讀不進去。342Please respect copyright.PENANA2UXVGYSt43
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看著學測日子漸漸逼近,我還記得有一次,我痛苦到跑去導師辦公室,跟老師說我再也忍不住想傷害自己。342Please respect copyright.PENANAwobnjaPuwr
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老師急忙通知我的家長,我的父母為此還請了假帶我去看醫生。342Please respect copyright.PENANAS7udFl9HeD
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醫生說我是因為壓力太大導致的心理狀態。
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從此,我過著無比折磨的生活。342Please respect copyright.PENANAwgTcLG2UMI
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基本上有上學,我幾乎跑到輔導室;沒上學,我幾乎躺在床上,什麼事都做不了。342Please respect copyright.PENANAntUOTBLd7n
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我很痛苦,學測將近,真的很不解自己為何會受到這樣的命運。342Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2gEvzGV6S
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直到某天,有位同學帶著聖經來到我的面前。她聽我哭訴,聽我抱怨,並陪伴我讀這本聖經。342Please respect copyright.PENANAGtKZWQt5VD
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「妳覺得我會好嗎?」我帶著哭腔,弱弱的問。342Please respect copyright.PENANArKB5jUjWCE
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「會。」她堅定的說。342Please respect copyright.PENANA1o1HXseKf8
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我疑惑,問她為什麼能那麼肯定?342Please respect copyright.PENANABELrFZ31OV
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「因為我相信我的上帝。」她說。342Please respect copyright.PENANAvAsXxspCqF
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這是我第一次真正遇見神。342Please respect copyright.PENANAAxPjGZpfiE
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之後的每一天,那位同學持續不斷的陪我讀聖經,陪我禱告,陪我靈修。342Please respect copyright.PENANArg9DD8BFFq
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過不久後,學測成績出來,我落榜了。342Please respect copyright.PENANAcQIDAN7P93
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雖然已是命中註定的事實,但取代難過的是,我開始學會了盼望。342Please respect copyright.PENANAHp6G7TbBZa
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「信,是所望之事的實底。」我讀著聖經希伯來書第十一章一節,這句話彷彿就就像燈塔,照亮了我黑暗道路的前方。342Please respect copyright.PENANAZgCvCMrGlu
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「是未見之事的確據。」頓時,我流淚了,原來,這就是上帝要我經歷一切的用意。342Please respect copyright.PENANAoTwNhBh2Ls
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即使黑暗的路再漫長,依舊要相信會有道溫暖的光,仍然在我們左右。342Please respect copyright.PENANAjHM5taNZ79
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如今,我痊癒了,我可以大聲的說,我不後悔經歷這些。342Please respect copyright.PENANAFrelCw5Nqg
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路永遠不是只有一條,我即使落榜,卻還是重考到一間不錯的國立大學。342Please respect copyright.PENANABiY6V3nO51
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在經歷人生毀滅之時,我在其中遇見了祢。342Please respect copyright.PENANANex7apiYC8
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願所有正在經歷黑暗的人,都能找到屬於自己的亮光。342Please respect copyright.PENANAMrimuK3k3t