No Plagiarism!E85zadd0XeBxLWHjT7pLposted on PENANA 「你知唔知啊,」她故作神秘,隨即飛快地說:「我鍾意佢。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA7iKItKpt3B 維尼
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「中學嗰陣時?」他有點不悅。8964 copyright protection367PENANAoWh4q6XMq1 維尼
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「唔止,而家——應該都係,冇咩唔鍾意嘅契機。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA3Wux1WUSjR 維尼
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阿謙下意識地用力將眼瞪得更大,關切地問:「吓?認真?」8964 copyright protection367PENANANN53BoFoIg 維尼
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「係啊。我小學嗰陣時已經有啲鍾意佢,後尾中學同佢表過白,一齊過幾日,佢飛我。但因為我仲鍾意佢啦,對佢又冇咩壞處……全級都知我鍾意佢,後尾好似做兵咁,佢需要我時就會喺度。朋友都話,我好似真係好鍾意佢咁。去到而家,好似就改唔到咁,無論點樣都覺得係鍾意佢。」翩翩說。8964 copyright protection367PENANAEHZIVVkseT 維尼
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這故事,她說得十分平淡,不知是否因為寫作的緣故,常令她想起對王子的感情,經過太多文字的修飾、打磨,這份青澀的初戀被說得非常動人。8964 copyright protection367PENANA76UItpmIfE 維尼
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可是,她講的時候,已無興致,只像在分享曾經不小心在路上看見一朵美麗的花。8964 copyright protection367PENANAwyE9fIA0PN 維尼
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翩翩有過懷疑:她還在喜歡王子嗎?8964 copyright protection367PENANA4tBKR69OxK 維尼
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「噢……你有個故寫師妹鍾意師兄,又係鍾意咗好多年,男主角係以佢做原型?」阿謙強忍失落,仍然得體地說。8964 copyright protection367PENANAixOL6tBGLq 維尼
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喜歡的人,有喜歡的人,他唯一的奢求便是繼續與她友好。這是他目前所能思考到的。8964 copyright protection367PENANA1vYgrm320R 維尼
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翩翩點頭:「其實唔止,好多故都係搵佢做原型,有feel吖嘛。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAgSlSxllS02 維尼
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無論角色是否「賤男」,她都將他代入,拆開他不同的性格面向,然後分解,湛進不同的角色裏。一個人有太多面,不會全部好,不會全部壞,所以人類鮮活。8964 copyright protection367PENANAhPF6Hk3EZc 維尼
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王子不是別人看起來那麼完美,她為自己發現了、卻仍然喜歡他感到自豪。8964 copyright protection367PENANAbNmkAuxczU 維尼
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當然,有時他使她生氣時,她會把他寫得更壞!8964 copyright protection367PENANArBTbKpk8fg 維尼
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阿謙酸溜溜地說:「咁佢喺你心目中,都幾多面。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA8HUovIB2oE 維尼
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翩翩沒想到他會這樣說,便等他續道:「佢明明只得一個靈魂、一個軀體,但你就寫過好多性格同特質,你都幾犀利。」8964 copyright protection367PENANATt17E0hXBu 維尼
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「以為你會話,覺得佢好吸引添。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA0QNj6zQ9TF 維尼
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「我唔係GAY。」他苦笑:「真係羨慕佢。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAXkH6sM3Cy5 維尼
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她低頭:「係㗎,畀人寫,然後印出嚟,印好多次添,其實都幾威啊可?不過佢唔知㗎。所以,好似係我自我感動,當事人根本don’t give a shit。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAnkoJy5fvtx 維尼
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「雖然我羨慕佢,我唔想好似佢咁。」8964 copyright protection367PENANACQ4NVl0qwD 維尼
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他轉頭看見她有些髮絲掛在臉上,便替她撥到頸後。8964 copyright protection367PENANAKGwL7tYhQj 維尼
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她不解:「點解呢?我以為你想。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAaIqljgXFpX 維尼
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「因為,佢會令你唔開心。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA8iZ6sxjkne 維尼
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相比起對「王子」這名字的、已在腦海回蘯過千萬次的習以為常,翩翩竟對眼前人的說話有些心動,很明顯地體現在她忽然上升的體溫,血似全湧上頭部,刷新她多年的認知。8964 copyright protection367PENANAq2Zy7aBaLH 維尼
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阿謙又重複,語氣輕輕:「我唔想你唔開心。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAdjIM1Jtp92 維尼
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他的心跳得很快,這句說話於他,已算很大膽。他覺得再不說,恐怕以後便無合適的時機,畢竟,她說自己有喜歡的人。縱使他想繼續與她保持友好的關係,但無法欺瞞自己的心。8964 copyright protection367PENANAJlcEaduBy2 維尼
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自從聽見她說喜歡他人,他才察覺,原來自己真的很喜歡李翩翩,何時何地的她也是。8964 copyright protection367PENANAI097Zz6tQK 維尼
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「點解你覺得佢會令我唔開心?」她問,雖然這是事實。8964 copyright protection367PENANAoVKfpkZHLv 維尼
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他沉默了,一會兒後,又說:「你啲文,都唔開心。無論男主角係咩人、咩性格,都唔開心。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAJDUOHELwfa 維尼
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「係咩?」8964 copyright protection367PENANA8jA28uwX8z 維尼
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「係,所以,佢好似令你好唔開心。但我想你開心。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAtuFAhZAvRB 維尼
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阿謙的措詞總是很簡單,不會有浮誇的雕琢,不似她;可能因為簡單的便是更真誠,她十分動容,竟然有種想哭的衝動。這麼多年了,其實沒有人問過她,是否真正快樂,誰關心呢?8964 copyright protection367PENANA2MwQ9XAyGF 維尼
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他關心。8964 copyright protection367PENANAT2YQEiQijK 維尼
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他不同於他人,也不同於王子。8964 copyright protection367PENANAOeb4WXSLVK 維尼
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可是,此刻,她什麼都說不出口,畢竟幾分鐘前,她才向他傾訴對另一個男生的心意。8964 copyright protection367PENANAs5C2DZi11d 維尼
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她只能別過臉去,然後說:「多謝你。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAUwb9TpwO8l 維尼
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二人把麥嘜忘記,不再提記她。8964 copyright protection367PENANAdwi9kyXbTX 維尼
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半晌,阿謙掩不住好奇,探問翩翩和王子的關係。8964 copyright protection367PENANAm7jDUzs2yY 維尼
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「咁你哋而家係朋友?」阿謙問。8964 copyright protection367PENANAMJKMUgPVBS 維尼
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「我唔知道啊,但朋友只係咁樣?你知唔知啊,我哋已經好耐、好耐冇靜靜哋坐喺度傾偈,全部都係佢有嘢先搵我,講完之後就走。朋友係咁樣?我都唔知道。」翩翩其實知道。8964 copyright protection367PENANAWXGdk1m0tH 維尼
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阿謙聽罷,隱藏對王子不滿:「可能呢個係佢同人做朋友嘅方式?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAhcKKDagb89 維尼
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「可能係喎,」翩翩失笑:「其實都明,佢由細到大都一直被圍繞,有啲嘢就好理所當然。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAV9uN8YC28m 維尼
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「咁你開心嗎?同佢做朋友。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAnl7OzanEvw 維尼
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他只關心這樣。8964 copyright protection367PENANAJlnK2iCIBK 維尼
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她玄妙地說:「冇話開唔開心,有啲關係都唔可以咁講。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAdfbeaVMlGJ 維尼
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「咁仲可以點講?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAq8s76mnnkM 維尼
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「靜靜雞同你講,」翩翩故作神秘:「大家都叫佢男神嘅係咪,但係佢依然會收兵,因為佢都幾接受唔到有人會唔鍾意佢,或者原本鍾意佢、後尾鍾意其他人。好好睇㗎佢啲收兵戲,總係有辦法用三言兩語就𠱁掂人,都係一種才能嚟!」8964 copyright protection367PENANArBRcnRQDIM 維尼
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「點解呢?佢原本都已經多人鍾意啦。」阿謙不解。8964 copyright protection367PENANAaKZ26hQWMc 維尼
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「多人鍾意呢啲嘢,唔會嫌多㗎嘛,又唔使付出咁多。」8964 copyright protection367PENANACU9MeaoBIY 維尼
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她有虛榮心,就算不能得到很多很多的錢,沒有很多很多的榮譽,她希望至少有些少人真的喜歡她;不過越多越好。她笑,自己憑什麼如此奢求?8964 copyright protection367PENANAHO7fx4TA1c 維尼
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她又不是錢、榮譽、喜歡本身。8964 copyright protection367PENANA43WXMhLEz4 維尼
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阿謙好奇:「你呢?你都係咁諗?」8964 copyright protection367PENANA2HDEJVCRQC 維尼
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「係啊,」翩翩明白他在問什麼:「所以我先寫咁多文咋嘛,唉,呢行根本就冇前景,寫得勇啲又有事,隱晦啲又太悶冇人睇,寫愛情其實我又唔係真係鍾意——大佬呀,幻想人哋啲愛情故事都好撚攰㗎,我又冇咩男人。」8964 copyright protection367PENANArY86bgVA7o 維尼
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「幻想吓我囉,然後寫啲開心嘅嘢。」他扮花。8964 copyright protection367PENANAZeRoD3Yq04 維尼
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「開心嘢邊有人睇?」她搖頭。8964 copyright protection367PENANAcOH4ZJyIdI 維尼
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「你寫咩我都鍾意,都咁多年啦,你唔係懷疑我呢個忠實fans呀嘛?」8964 copyright protection367PENANA12gG8krUbH 維尼
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不知道為什麼,和他在一起,真的很開心。8964 copyright protection367PENANAA1xYG297RT 維尼
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翩翩可以拋下自己的恐懼,畢竟他是見過她無數個面孔後但仍然留在她身邊的人,只是,不算很長時間。8964 copyright protection367PENANAVhWbjq7O8L 維尼
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她不是美人,為此,她一直自卑。她不是覺得美人絕對能夠遇上好命運,而是,如果長得好看一些,她的自卑感或不會困於外貌之中不斷徘徊——天生、難以改變。你說能夠化妝、減肥、扮靚,她全都做,可是寬大的臉、圓鈍的鼻、窄長的眼,對上她世俗的目光時,連自己都不能欣賞自己。8964 copyright protection367PENANAq0FlMKPd4H 維尼
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常說要「自愛」,因而時常歎息。8964 copyright protection367PENANAbLa7d51nkw 維尼
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有某些時候,她都覺得自己「好撚正」,例如寫出很好的文字;她在想,她為什麼要自卑呢?她年少成名,出版套裝書,擅長儉財,選擇絕對不會乞食的學科,畢業後平步青雲,同性緣好,有真心愛自己的朋友和家人;她還求什麼呢?8964 copyright protection367PENANAr4UgjRR56d 維尼
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是在哪些瞬間她覺得難過呢?8964 copyright protection367PENANA4tUxcsfBj6 維尼
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是王子說她不夠漂亮,不能做他女朋友,即使他已盛讚她的才華,甚至不介意與她偶然曖昧。8964 copyright protection367PENANApPBBoYc0Cr 維尼
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是很多次她察覺她的優點不能消彌外貌的「不足」。是很多次她走在美麗的朋友旁、看見目光全集中在別人身上。是很多次她用和善的語調與人傾談,對方說「如果你靚啲就好」。8964 copyright protection367PENANAyB0yMc01fr 維尼
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是她一刻迷茫,覺得這五年來敲打的數百萬字全是垃圾,沒有人看見她真人後仍說愛她;無一字一句能夠安撫她。8964 copyright protection367PENANAOatzyqUq3E 維尼
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她寫愛情故事,她的愛人不愛她。8964 copyright protection367PENANADkCeGZx0e9 維尼
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翩翩平靜地問:「好難講,如果我轉寫殺人吸血題材呢?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAtJTtyCl8iL 維尼
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「你又唔係冇試過,」阿謙將頭哄前:「你有個故講殺人又講家暴又講虐蓄㗎喎……點呀,認可我嘅真心未呀?」8964 copyright protection367PENANA8wD580W0df 維尼
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「我又成日date讀者喎。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAQ0tjb5z23t 維尼
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「你講過啦,我知道。」他分明不悅地看了一下她,又說:「咁你開心就得啦,我又唔係你邊個。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAhoIAYfAyyQ 維尼
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「乜咁客氣吖。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAhrVYv5u74V 維尼
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翩翩想說阿謙是她的朋友,但又怕他覺得她「派卡」;但他絕非「唔係邊個」,早就在她心頭有了重量。8964 copyright protection367PENANAcqR22X4xpq 維尼
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他深呼吸,看她,語氣輕柔:「我覺得你好好,好有血有肉。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAffIwHr0OF6 維尼
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「陰公,淨係畀人讚過呢啲同內在有關嘅嘢。」她聽出他的善意。8964 copyright protection367PENANApATnjVaora 維尼
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「你唔鍾意咩?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAEOhGxe3Ng5 維尼
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「如果我好有內涵,可能會開心。但我原來真係好膚淺,完全冇人哋大作家嗰啲淡然嘅感覺,點解人哋可以咁超脫呢?但我一直都好care個樣。我成日都好擔心,人哋見到我真人會失望,人哋會覺得我寫所有嘢都係呃人——我咁嘅樣真係會有男人同我邂逅然後深深愛上我?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAMqGGxbUiiK 維尼
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自卑撚都係好柒麻煩嗎?8964 copyright protection367PENANA06dOp36wq2 維尼
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自卑撚都係好柒麻煩的!8964 copyright protection367PENANAnRGvdIo1XS 維尼
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她沒有遇過接納自己全部的人,包括她自己,光憑自身意志,無法變得自信。8964 copyright protection367PENANAGqNgpRrDP4 維尼
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「但係咩樣都會有真愛,大把人平平凡凡但都可以過到幸福嘅生活。」阿謙不同意。8964 copyright protection367PENANAQ92WKq3G9N 維尼
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「我知道,咁呢個人會係我嗎?我明明自己唔靚,但鍾意靚仔;明明內心有好多陰暗嘅想法,但都用文字修飾到我個心好光明咁;明明有好多嘢我根本唔想做,但我都會基於唔同嘅原因去實行。我只係一個咁樣嘅人,你覺得我可以獲得幸福?」翩翩反問。8964 copyright protection367PENANAEAEwMUTS0g 維尼
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只要此刻她嚎啕大哭,便是一個激烈人心、重新振作的橋段。她為自己無聊的想法微笑。8964 copyright protection367PENANAjaSoPpWRVw 維尼
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阿謙說:「獲得幸福係無條件㗎。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAqiqTXuUu0O 維尼
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他獲得過的愛和善意,是無條件的;母親、與家庭疏離的父親、曾出言助他的翩翩都在他一嚿飯時在他身邊。8964 copyright protection367PENANAxdru13Q3ot 維尼
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她遲疑一下:「Hey,男神女神出pool率高過我呢啲人,交友APP都只有靚仔靚女會容易match到人。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAr6JIeYP2m7 維尼
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「翩翩,」阿謙喚了喚她的名字,說:「你做咩label自己係某一啲人呢?你聰明、細心、幽默,唔通就唔係好咩?」8964 copyright protection367PENANALcWtbjUFww 維尼
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她稍稍扯開話題:「王子嘅女朋友,從來都好放心我哋見面,但佢會呷醋其他女仔;原因係我個樣對佢嚟講——完全冇威脅。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAs14sN5ZDuU 維尼
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有時候,被接納也會傷人,翩翩寧願王子的女友處處敵視她,好過完全不把她放在眼內。睜眼,投入色彩和動靜,但她從不被看見,猶如隱形。8964 copyright protection367PENANAkfm3LlPR09 維尼
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她的性魅力被忽視了。8964 copyright protection367PENANA7t8mGHUNAI 維尼
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阿謙察覺她的落寞,又真心地說:「只係佢一個人咁諗。」8964 copyright protection367PENANArP7vY4UmiO 維尼
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他的安慰,使她放心地說:「我知道呢件係好小好小嘅事,甚至其實冇人覺得有問題——可以繼續同鍾意嘅人friend喎。但係,我寧願唔係,呢種因為天生嘅一啲嘢就去抹煞我其他可能嘅感覺好差。或者我講嘢好姣呢?或者我會灌醉佢跟住同佢上房呢?」她從未想像過有些驕傲的她竟會如此告白。8964 copyright protection367PENANAK5aaMnF5bZ 維尼
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哼,翩翩不忿。8964 copyright protection367PENANA18wMOIlAFe 維尼
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她不信憑她的說話技巧,會無法收服心儀的男人。8964 copyright protection367PENANAAar34RNiF4 維尼
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屌咩,她在網上假裝溫柔可愛地打幾個顏文字已有人覺得她性格好好、說會一輩子看她的書啊!8964 copyright protection367PENANAQfUvgJdH8k 維尼
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阿謙抓一抓頭:「原來你係咁諗,我一直都以為偏偏愛你好灑脫,仲會share啲雞湯、又會開吓心事台咁。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAutsR6wYh0c 維尼
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YES!他認識到別人不認識的她了!他開心地想。8964 copyright protection367PENANAoJ0feIgXHk 維尼
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「失望呢?唉,你話好似我呢啲咁假嘅人,點會得到幸福。」翩翩憂愁。8964 copyright protection367PENANAdut293QMUw 維尼
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「咁唔灑脫又點?有啲假又點?呢啲先係人吖嘛。」阿謙強調:「我真係覺得你可以得到幸福。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA88Vx5YWNc5 維尼
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他又心想:如果你肯同我一齊,唔再鍾意王子嘅話……似一種幻覺。8964 copyright protection367PENANAFeihf7hw5z 維尼
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她不回應,又說:「你知唔知我最想聽到人哋話我——金玉其外,敗絮其中?都已經金玉其外,其實已經好好。」8964 copyright protection367PENANARzZd0U97cW 維尼
371Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qmlr1Ceu1
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「NO,NO,NO,唔可以敗絮其中!」8964 copyright protection367PENANAqX8DqeJig0 維尼
371Please respect copyright.PENANAK9ZSRUWpTJ
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「大把人裏面靚啦,如果唔係咩皮囊千篇一律句嘢根本唔會紅,個個都覺得自己靈魂有趣先會share。但事實係你要有金玉外觀,人哋先會睇裏面係咪敗絮。」翩翩如此批判。8964 copyright protection367PENANAyYHRB5w5FF 維尼
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阿謙覺得她太過在乎外在,他不能完全理解。8964 copyright protection367PENANANKQbSgomtX 維尼
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「你真係覺得樣咁重要?」8964 copyright protection367PENANANemp0eBRr3 維尼
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「YES,你都明㗎,你瘦同肥嘅待遇都差好遠。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAd76yQRCciL 維尼
371Please respect copyright.PENANA7pOmX0lrj3
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他再次確認:「你覺得自己唔靚?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAlNDJAMlgrd 維尼
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她忽然停頓,皺着眉說:「係啊……個個都話大眼高鼻臉細先至——」8964 copyright protection367PENANAOmu7mnhmeF 維尼
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「但我好鍾意你。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAkfOKGEwXSw 維尼
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阿謙將每隻字清晰吐出,未有含糊。翩翩反應不及。8964 copyright protection367PENANAD0Qo46RTzi 維尼
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection367PENANA9GW4gjqP2z 維尼
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「我話我好鍾意你,你嘅所有,你覺得嘅缺點,我唔會覺得嗰啲就係Good,但嗰啲都係你嘅一部分係咪?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAR5L1vLSGKG 維尼
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有冇搞錯⋯⋯你太溫柔啦,先生,我好難抵抗㗎喎。她盡量壓抑心理活動,說:8964 copyright protection367PENANAgUA5oceur5 維尼
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「就算係樣衰、虛偽、怯懦?」8964 copyright protection367PENANAK82d9NsmGu 維尼
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「雖然咁樣聽落好似講經——Umm,都真係,哈哈。但係,冇一個特質係獨立出嚟㗎喎,性格呢啲嘢係互相成就,例如你怯咗喺現實中幫人,你咪會將啲嘢擺上網寫,跟住識到讀者,然後救贖到某啲人囉。你知㗎可?唔係睇你啲故,我讀書嗰陣一定會爆炸。」他充滿抑揚地說。8964 copyright protection367PENANA9O9tAvjgrI 維尼
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「好正能量添……」她心安地看着他。8964 copyright protection367PENANAd4ObJNX8hw 維尼
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「咩正能量,就係正常嘅能量,我真係咁諗㗎嘛。」他篤定。8964 copyright protection367PENANAlTxbtNYVXa 維尼
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「你好有內涵,小弟自愧不如。」8964 copyright protection367PENANAt9YsMqyyJR 維尼
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「咪扮男人。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA6jzKQlYyTl 維尼
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她大笑。以前扮「巴打」、自稱小弟的日子,很快樂。她將自己去性,真誠地相信自己寫得好。那是可愛的十五歲。8964 copyright protection367PENANAkQ5IO3xWbY 維尼
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「點解你咁好呢?點解你咁包容咁就得人呢?」她真誠地問。8964 copyright protection367PENANAVZo2qs8TxC 維尼
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搞不掂,竟然,有男人傾聽她,多於只純粹向她吐苦水。8964 copyright protection367PENANABlHf5cpn5o 維尼
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阿謙得意地道:「你唔知咩?得意嘅肥仔係好忍得人,由細到大都畀人話肥,但你扮嬲呢,又冇人當係一回事;到你真嬲啦,又會直接嚇走啲人。所以我明咩叫世界好殘酷——個前後對比真係太大分別,啲人嘅態度,仲變得多過我個身型。但係,又明咁人係複雜㗎嘛,我都有唔同嘅性格啦。」8964 copyright protection367PENANA59eEHeZJYA 維尼
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可是他相信有些人沒有變,就算表徵變了,本質也沒有。8964 copyright protection367PENANAPEwExFRRPh 維尼
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「喂,我講咗咁多秘密畀你知,你要同我換!」翩翩說。8964 copyright protection367PENANAcGLv3I4Xxu 維尼
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