赤紅色的頭髮、金色的眼眸,比起其他同級生還要高一點的個子加上有點未消嬰兒肥的臉蛋。195Please respect copyright.PENANAhFtnPu0FNN
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好想佔有。195Please respect copyright.PENANAI48rJxvjY6
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……擁有這種心情的我,很扭曲。195Please respect copyright.PENANACfQrCdcYMW
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——這是關於水宮 耀,剛認識火樹光瀬的故事。195Please respect copyright.PENANAhns8C8lHlK
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光瀬君是一個乖巧的孩子。195Please respect copyright.PENANAPCZtqflFsv
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我看得出來,他其實一點也不笨,他會偷偷把正確答案改成錯誤的然後讓我教導他,以讓我賺取這微薄的成就感,體貼的孩子,這是第一印象。195Please respect copyright.PENANAn8cobhWzRR
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他好像跟奈奈相處得不錯,果然還是同齡人比較有話題聊……但,算了吧,下次家教時就不帶上奈奈了,這樣比較好。195Please respect copyright.PENANAGCGPiHHWqm
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爸爸媽媽一直想把我送出國呢……家教只是一種拖延方法而已,還能撐多久呢?我很害怕,奈奈是個天才,我很害怕讓所有人失望,只能用僅存一點點的專長(其實根本算不上專長)來讓自己好受一些,找到自我存在的價值。195Please respect copyright.PENANAUIGkqXiuLA
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讀書、家教……怎麼辦呢,如果光瀬君哪天也變得不體貼不溫柔不顧及我的面子後,我的能力與自尊心就變得一無是處了。195Please respect copyright.PENANAOGzBmmSKSF
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我不能沒有光瀬君。195Please respect copyright.PENANAGhtVMA5LXw
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支配與佔有慾,算不算一種愛呢?195Please respect copyright.PENANAPY94dcKup9
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至少我認為爸爸媽媽是這樣愛我的。195Please respect copyright.PENANAAqZ5H6WTaZ
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“水宮同學,妳這次的論文表現非常好。”195Please respect copyright.PENANArpvGeCQyVV
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“謝謝教授。”我環視了一下整間辦公室,教授把我叫過來就是為了誇讚我的論文嗎?不過這也讓我鬆了口氣,至少只要我努力,就永遠能當個優秀的乖小孩,“教授,我聽說你現在還受任當國中的教師是真的嗎?我想詢問一下關於教育業的問題。”195Please respect copyright.PENANAFR8rEpRyt5
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我眼前的這位教授,是專門被聘請來到大學演講的,他是一名非常優秀的教育學家,擁有不同於現代的理念,總是在台上或者新聞裡侃侃而談。195Please respect copyright.PENANAlUqN9Rh6XX
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“啊……這種事情嗎,我可以慢慢告訴妳。”眼前的人推了推眼鏡,然後扯著領帶站起。195Please respect copyright.PENANAlMYFyEIKby
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“謝謝您……欸?”195Please respect copyright.PENANA7f78qAec3P
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眼前只有一片黑暗。195Please respect copyright.PENANAkuCbRb3w2w
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我被吃掉了。195Please respect copyright.PENANAvyo41OobOq
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被家人的期許、自我的信念、還有眼前的惡魔,禿鷹把我的骨頭當成牙籤剃了剃,至此我再無用處,我活著嗎?我數次問過自己,但無論我如果尖叫哭喊奮力蹬腿,都只是徒勞,他只差沒掐住我的脖子羞辱我了,眼中的水窪和氤氳也不知怎地直接蒸發,我弄丟了所有的,東西。195Please respect copyright.PENANAI2kuVExsRP
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現在的我只是乏人問津的殘次品。195Please respect copyright.PENANA0T6NuB7Cn3
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沒有價值。195Please respect copyright.PENANAxj0jHS34yb
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數不清的罪孽,洗不乾淨的身軀。195Please respect copyright.PENANAueOkQlTPSB
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高尚的靈魂?……我沒有那種東西。195Please respect copyright.PENANARD5UFcsxjw
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我沒有崩潰,只是在想,美工刀是否能殺人?195Please respect copyright.PENANAgLWIBGbB44
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“姐姐……妳在寫什麼?”195Please respect copyright.PENANApEM0Ia8pw0
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啊,奈奈洗完澡進房間了啊。195Please respect copyright.PENANAARuMSp2vud
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我回頭給了奈奈一個溫婉的笑容,輕聲告訴她只是給一個喜歡的朋友寫信而已,不是很重要。195Please respect copyright.PENANArOAFceJvf1
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“姐姐,我是來跟妳說明天我們考完試……”195Please respect copyright.PENANAYBmianfloL
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“我知道,”她說的我們是指她和光瀬,“我會去恭喜你們考完。”195Please respect copyright.PENANApNmvfk4pUJ
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奈奈開心的像個孩子(雖然她本來就是,不過也不小了),然後蹦蹦跳跳地回到房間。195Please respect copyright.PENANAT98XiYtPOh
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我小心翼翼地疊好紙張,即使還沒寫完,也先放入信封袋內以免弄丟,隨意塞進一個抽屜,拖著臉頰開始想著,我該怎麼自刎……或是說,怎麼把它假裝成自刎。195Please respect copyright.PENANAy3x7epWWbc
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我不能沒有光瀬君。195Please respect copyright.PENANAWIoBHS4zFc
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但我早已丟失了我自己。195Please respect copyright.PENANA4HQqeJtdRz
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染滿鮮血的手啊……原來是我的。195Please respect copyright.PENANAp6cNgaDCqP
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好痛,這就是活著的證明嗎?195Please respect copyright.PENANAhBt5dqXxoq
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那男孩沒事吧?啊……不行,我開始耳鳴了。195Please respect copyright.PENANAEKmoONa3B5
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信,信沒寫完呢,給爸爸媽媽跟奈奈的根本還沒……給光瀬的也只寫了一半吧,有傳達到我的心意嗎?195Please respect copyright.PENANAF6UR32cd4p
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我很喜歡你的,真的,你是第一個不會給我帶來壓力的人,所以……別看我這副懦弱的模樣。195Please respect copyright.PENANAOq0IjxVdZ9
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“光……瀬……?”195Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ08okdcZm
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耳鳴太嚴重了,視線也開始模糊,不知道是豆大雨水還是光瀬淚水滴到我的頰上有些溫熱,我能感受到,他緊握住我蒼白卻沾滿鮮紅的手心,但意識已經開始剝離。195Please respect copyright.PENANAD2RqhG57VD
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啊……不用擔心達不到標準了,不用擔心是不是得照著爸爸媽媽的步調走了,也不用再想起那個可怖的夜晚……想點好的吧,例如,和光瀬君在櫻花樹下的相遇、與奈奈相處開心的時光。195Please respect copyright.PENANAME0qJqsnDv
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是啊,奈奈,我真怕妳也成為犧牲品。195Please respect copyright.PENANAKzfLxaIpLn
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——我可憐的妹妹啊。
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