再見之海 - CH_11

我為什麼一直沒有察覺?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac4rChWfGg
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那天真的笑容背後多得是寂寞與……後悔。

腦中浮現出那天他轉身離去的背影，像是為了回到過去改變什麼一般，用盡力氣往前奔跑。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYBHkmdlo3
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如果可以，我也想為空分擔點什麼。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvzS5sfeu1
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但我憑什麼?

我們不是「家人」,說是「朋友」卻又覺得「太超過了」。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpPNzGAAAm
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吶，我該怎麼定義我們之間的關係呢？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbDAJZwUIj
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空缺席了一整個禮拜。

我望著空蕩蕩的座位，無心於功課上。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b6QyiL67f
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那傢伙現在在做什麼?身在何處?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHKc7DNEQE
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突然在意了起來。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQDHLgV4tE
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週末。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGe9RtB1rb

一個人在圖書館裡度過。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsBbQSAEYQ
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我撐著頭，看著筆記本上密密麻麻的文字，覺得有些頭暈。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr1MfllsmR
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如果我在一夕之間失去了家人，我會是怎麼樣呢?645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72xUdnwvTI
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大概跟現在差不多吧。

不會特別難過，唯一關心的也是錢的問題。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXagKRlRpFP
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如此膚淺的關係。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhsGfTIUHF
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就這樣迎來了開學後的第四週。

沒記錯的話，大概快要月考了。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYukpINikG7
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我轉著手中的自動鉛筆，望著身旁空無一人的座位。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvykhRnVsSl
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「早安，花江君。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbV1HX7uuX
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我猛地抬頭，見空帶著他那招牌笑容跟我打招呼。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX6QEGvwE6
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「啊、早安。」

他嘿嘿的笑了。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM2zKsTQOq
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我們坐在各自的座位上，就這樣做著自己的事，再沒有談話。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnyZf0KIWw
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其實我有很多話想說，但卻不知道怎麼開口，也害怕著。

害怕說出來的話語傷害到別人，害怕自己說出了逾越自己「身份」的話……645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNU38787ME
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所以，還是算了吧。

我打消了這個念頭。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBRsMkBH7W
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我是什麼時後開始有寫日記的習慣呢？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQd6m6sIxn

啊、是暑假的時候吧。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURyNNCZe0a
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媽媽跟妹妹死去之後。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34K7nsJT1a
害怕未來哪一天會忘記這些時光，害怕哪一天我會被人們給遺忘。

從那一天開始就一直是孤單一人的我。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn3Hi9vDvl
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雖然我還有奶奶跟大福他們陪著我，但我不覺得他們可以體會我的心情。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtUPVAJWTk
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直到我遇到了他。

一個一直在品嚐著「寂寞」的人。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YJLMicaq1
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但我知道他是自己選擇這麼做的。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZNc7I8Ffp

為什麼呢？我沒辦法理解。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ENThG2ect
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「解救別人的同時，我一定也能得到救贖。」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf7qO0Fuhb
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我一直深信著。

所以，我還不能。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaJtkCPgGp
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