再見之海 - CH_11

我為什麼一直沒有察覺?650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEig2nmwAoi
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那天真的笑容背後多得是寂寞與……後悔。

腦中浮現出那天他轉身離去的背影，像是為了回到過去改變什麼一般，用盡力氣往前奔跑。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WdYQLSSyb
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如果可以，我也想為空分擔點什麼。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCkUlGXrL2
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但我憑什麼?

我們不是「家人」,說是「朋友」卻又覺得「太超過了」。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxw8Ks5myV
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吶，我該怎麼定義我們之間的關係呢？650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6oENjD7F8
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空缺席了一整個禮拜。

我望著空蕩蕩的座位，無心於功課上。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4RJYZtXQk
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那傢伙現在在做什麼?身在何處?650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzz2ulMWU0
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突然在意了起來。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F9nvUyGRM
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週末。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cB8J56q8s

一個人在圖書館裡度過。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W6tnIe79t
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我撐著頭，看著筆記本上密密麻麻的文字，覺得有些頭暈。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLpYBSw1Ej
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如果我在一夕之間失去了家人，我會是怎麼樣呢?650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqbTmfTkiO
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大概跟現在差不多吧。

不會特別難過，唯一關心的也是錢的問題。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtULbU37au5
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如此膚淺的關係。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEImmaLiEfs
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就這樣迎來了開學後的第四週。

沒記錯的話，大概快要月考了。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBF0r4Cv3u
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我轉著手中的自動鉛筆，望著身旁空無一人的座位。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVkL76hzNE
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「早安，花江君。」650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5IwB6mSoG
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我猛地抬頭，見空帶著他那招牌笑容跟我打招呼。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hMODkVNzY
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「啊、早安。」

他嘿嘿的笑了。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyq94RUkZl
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我們坐在各自的座位上，就這樣做著自己的事，再沒有談話。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhXKQvZHNE
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其實我有很多話想說，但卻不知道怎麼開口，也害怕著。

害怕說出來的話語傷害到別人，害怕自己說出了逾越自己「身份」的話……650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVu2hx6Ebt
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所以，還是算了吧。

我打消了這個念頭。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoGFUYkagW
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我是什麼時後開始有寫日記的習慣呢？650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDUNOHKgiJ

啊、是暑假的時候吧。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzUTlVprno
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媽媽跟妹妹死去之後。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEqNvwoJiZ
害怕未來哪一天會忘記這些時光，害怕哪一天我會被人們給遺忘。

從那一天開始就一直是孤單一人的我。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeUClWzOSG
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雖然我還有奶奶跟大福他們陪著我，但我不覺得他們可以體會我的心情。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeKQGCj5TI
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直到我遇到了他。

一個一直在品嚐著「寂寞」的人。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz7QtTVPmv
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但我知道他是自己選擇這麼做的。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xN4jaYxa9

為什麼呢？我沒辦法理解。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sLqW8pr4P
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「解救別人的同時，我一定也能得到救贖。」650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTw5Nc4jgw
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我一直深信著。

所以，我還不能。650Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcRbjeZh92
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