再見之海 - CH_11

我為什麼一直沒有察覺?624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNEiK7egVO
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那天真的笑容背後多得是寂寞與……後悔。

腦中浮現出那天他轉身離去的背影，像是為了回到過去改變什麼一般，用盡力氣往前奔跑。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz9vm9qXrx
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如果可以，我也想為空分擔點什麼。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s8EtJy7ss
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但我憑什麼?

我們不是「家人」,說是「朋友」卻又覺得「太超過了」。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH9iQvhtD0
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吶，我該怎麼定義我們之間的關係呢？624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvW2tMY09f
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空缺席了一整個禮拜。

我望著空蕩蕩的座位，無心於功課上。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpIkuHq2wS
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那傢伙現在在做什麼?身在何處?624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PtZOeHq9n
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突然在意了起來。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF2XvCF6za
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週末。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGofxKfHmw

一個人在圖書館裡度過。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc7ekh0Cas
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我撐著頭，看著筆記本上密密麻麻的文字，覺得有些頭暈。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz6uBkt6BI
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如果我在一夕之間失去了家人，我會是怎麼樣呢?624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhCiXWU1fm
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大概跟現在差不多吧。

不會特別難過，唯一關心的也是錢的問題。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLAmYZi4xc
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如此膚淺的關係。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA3XKFkAlH
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就這樣迎來了開學後的第四週。

沒記錯的話，大概快要月考了。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCuY10PMvm
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我轉著手中的自動鉛筆，望著身旁空無一人的座位。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9K3IqwUC6
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「早安，花江君。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkZt94z5wX
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我猛地抬頭，見空帶著他那招牌笑容跟我打招呼。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxXAMoCC3h
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「啊、早安。」

他嘿嘿的笑了。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCCgIqZKe0
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我們坐在各自的座位上，就這樣做著自己的事，再沒有談話。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NETMJZimu
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其實我有很多話想說，但卻不知道怎麼開口，也害怕著。

害怕說出來的話語傷害到別人，害怕自己說出了逾越自己「身份」的話……624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd98cbuFoqV
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所以，還是算了吧。

我打消了這個念頭。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSmvxU6q9A
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我是什麼時後開始有寫日記的習慣呢？624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIsNjkCvqg

啊、是暑假的時候吧。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOdPd7tf2K
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媽媽跟妹妹死去之後。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHB8ARjCum
害怕未來哪一天會忘記這些時光，害怕哪一天我會被人們給遺忘。

從那一天開始就一直是孤單一人的我。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4kGQyhwPk
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雖然我還有奶奶跟大福他們陪著我，但我不覺得他們可以體會我的心情。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtVIG46U9n
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直到我遇到了他。

一個一直在品嚐著「寂寞」的人。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HVgkOHwRe
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但我知道他是自己選擇這麼做的。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L8YsP9UGS

為什麼呢？我沒辦法理解。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozOr7S2Cj3
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「解救別人的同時，我一定也能得到救贖。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBUWydITlh
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我一直深信著。

所以，我還不能。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8cRqFPX2Q
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