她不記得自己是怎麼跟新朋友們告別,甚至最後還能順利抵達機場飛回台灣, 她被困在如夢的回憶中,手心彷彿還能感受秋雨勝牽起自己時的溫柔,以及這一個月經常想起的擁抱,入睡時懷念的香氣…她甚至下定了決心,等到回來,她想試試看,想跟他說,她喜歡他,要他不能再對其他人好。124Please respect copyright.PENANA76ZGMAYE4q
「在你眼裡,我是個什麼呢?」她喃喃自語,反覆握緊拳頭又放鬆,直到指甲在掌心刺出一點點的血珠,淚水不爭氣的滑落,她把外套蓋過頭,不想吵到別人,也不想被打擾,她多想現在就這樣消失,就不用去面對她最疼痛的部分。124Please respect copyright.PENANAtivodTSkTs
飛機沒有如她期望的墜毀,世界還是如往常般平靜,父母依舊忙得沒空來接她,她發了封報平安的信件給一些人,包括父母還有玲及燦,以及關心她的朋友,除了秋雨勝外。124Please respect copyright.PENANAqbSgJ7WroW
對話顯示了幾通未接來電,他詢問她是否平安搭上飛機?是否已抵達台灣?看到訊息趕緊回他,他在等她了,等著接她回台北,就在出關的地方。124Please respect copyright.PENANALjxFb1ViMC
她不想見到他。124Please respect copyright.PENANAFyT77GpwKu
下機後,她混在一旁為數眾多的旅行團中,她瞥見他了,他正焦急地探頭探腦,一邊打著電話,低頭一看果然手機顯示了他的來電,一時之間越想越氣,既然有了女朋友,還來找她幹嘛,她惡狠狠地將手機關機,待離開他的視線範圍,便頭也不回地往計程車衝。124Please respect copyright.PENANA06KlxmqbgE
一路上她嚎啕大哭,司機先生倒是識相地不煩她,也許是以為,又一個年輕女孩剛與短暫的異地豔遇離別吧。124Please respect copyright.PENANA3xaeIn7Oc1
當她恢復理智時,已是靜悄悄的深夜,她環顧著四周的漆黑,虛弱地走到落地窗前拉開簾子讓外頭的光亮透進房間,這是一間既熟悉又陌生的飯店,就在她最好的朋友P租屋處附近,每次去找P時總會路過而看上幾眼,卻是一次也不曾也不須走進去,至於那個不管快樂悲傷都想第一個來這與她分享的P,就在幾個月前在機場由她嚎啕大哭地送去了美國,可受了傷,她卻還是習慣回到這,即使這次,她什麼都不會跟P說。124Please respect copyright.PENANAcxseVOSYsb
一股難以抗拒的孤獨,快要將她撕碎,好不容易凝聚的力氣又在一瞬間消散,她腿軟地在原地又攤下,手顫抖地抓著窗簾的邊緣,痛苦又安靜地凝視城市入睡的樣子。124Please respect copyright.PENANA1nP0idoSWS
那許久不見的惡魔又再度在她耳邊低語。124Please respect copyright.PENANAAx3UTCUQwm
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