她說過,在愛情裡她一直只能當個旁觀者,而作為一位旁觀者,看著單數幸福成雙數,雙數殘念成單數其實有一定程度的樂趣,那就像看著人生中你無法掌握的部份,誰愛上誰,而誰曾經的相愛到頭來又是多麼無意義。83Please respect copyright.PENANAyKIPy8ZLqs
但當自己遷入其中時,那份幸災樂禍便會將痛苦加倍奉還。83Please respect copyright.PENANA7FsT18ixpJ
開學第一天,她就遇見秋雨勝與他的新女友,恩愛地並肩吃著午餐,她裝作沒注意快步離開,但體內的血管已經揉合成一個傷口,舉手投足都會把洞再撕開一些,彷彿自己的失敗血淋淋地在眼前嘲弄。83Please respect copyright.PENANAYGnAM0el4C
翻來覆去的夜晚,總算等到室友沉睡,她隨手抓了一件外套往宿舍頂樓去,這是她第一次的造訪,期待著看見人生失去的希望,卻只有一片被霧遮掩的星空,靜寂的夜風裡,沒有人捎來關心問候,她把身上的外套拉得更緊一些,擁抱自己。83Please respect copyright.PENANAfDCXa51Rx7
在人們看不見的時候,星星是不是也會偷懶地闔上眼睛?她納悶。83Please respect copyright.PENANAO5G2XfCYA6
也不管地板被風雨侵蝕成怎樣骯髒的狀態,她就地躺下來,望著那團跟自己心情一樣混沌的夜空,她想起所有的失去,覺得糟透了。83Please respect copyright.PENANA5WgCP5raUm
好想,好想就這麼放棄一切…83Please respect copyright.PENANAtfMrVlP2aJ
那天晚上是她第一次傳訊息給迦暉留在字條上的號碼。83Please respect copyright.PENANAknuyNjeeN3
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