今天一整天都在昏睡167Please respect copyright.PENANAwIrMdh9HMG
原本沒打算要發日記167Please respect copyright.PENANAapC7OpYFbS
但突然冒出一個念頭167Please respect copyright.PENANAW67dBpqOZf
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡167Please respect copyright.PENANATgdSGfcmsK
跟 看到未來167Please respect copyright.PENANACkBrJxt5I2
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?167Please respect copyright.PENANAzn3TH78K20
能等到結婚生子167Please respect copyright.PENANABMj3QTsoRg
有我的孩子167Please respect copyright.PENANAULHXQtHAOn
我自己的孩子167Please respect copyright.PENANA1H3juLfEvs
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛167Please respect copyright.PENANAbF9YMVtZUA
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...167Please respect copyright.PENANAewLUx4MwMu
167Please respect copyright.PENANAel8TibS0M2
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現167Please respect copyright.PENANAoyh5rmwNtR
我會變成什麼樣子?167Please respect copyright.PENANADv8G45quud
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚167Please respect copyright.PENANAsj2lEFvhIy
沒有愛的人167Please respect copyright.PENANA7jEzM0BX5f
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了167Please respect copyright.PENANA7lC9gufn0Q
好像是在逃避什麼167Please respect copyright.PENANAxmWUG9ocLA
又像在渴求什麼167Please respect copyright.PENANAoELwn76y9Q
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑167Please respect copyright.PENANAIorFau67do
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法167Please respect copyright.PENANA0TTx6OqVBt
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱167Please respect copyright.PENANAqEpGf9aoKI
請容許我幼稚下去吧167Please respect copyright.PENANAUiDeTnerq2
這禮拜學校出了不少事167Please respect copyright.PENANAQWKJS70Tu3
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了167Please respect copyright.PENANAi05JSzsVGv
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚167Please respect copyright.PENANAm1hZuWEzYX
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過167Please respect copyright.PENANAYP8uTK1pMu
所以不清楚167Please respect copyright.PENANA75NzAsKJm9
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎167Please respect copyright.PENANA99785SweFc
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界167Please respect copyright.PENANASSbWQAKqmz
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂167Please respect copyright.PENANAkF6XUpCGy4
大概是這種想法吧167Please respect copyright.PENANAhSEYEqxt5d
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊167Please respect copyright.PENANAbxkg1L8uKj
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡167Please respect copyright.PENANAiMf8C9qd7G
會選在大家都看得到的地方167Please respect copyright.PENANAqV56Y0E1Ya
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎167Please respect copyright.PENANAAILunj06gM
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨167Please respect copyright.PENANAwfcYXuiC7H
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧167Please respect copyright.PENANA70brV1WBrq
我也是167Please respect copyright.PENANAJxb4Y7Bd6B