今天一整天都在昏睡115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERr5ZonV1r
原本沒打算要發日記115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L86xZt4dp
但突然冒出一個念頭115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVe3TtsYkd
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8An53GtwP
跟 看到未來115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZSK3OjaHA
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7el6P0E5wc
能等到結婚生子115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXQSOD7s8D
有我的孩子115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzNsCUQYu6
我自己的孩子115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpj3zH3Dpy
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1hrvhrxsP
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46rmU5nswB
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDRvKzQdu9
我會變成什麼樣子？115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t3NmwWKIq
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wPAC4bVGh
沒有愛的人115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwhr8yqk8M
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhONH2L2KJ8
好像是在逃避什麼115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgRZzPzHI9
又像在渴求什麼115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2fTSCXb8F
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x6BqlRjYN
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O61JF2g0n
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlclmSA1FM
請容許我幼稚下去吧115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcshmiv2LG
這禮拜學校出了不少事115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCcxplFkWo
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQRXI0N5GA
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13nqzkAJ3b
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT19X3UqpBJ
所以不清楚115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5vJRx46gT
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ja6PgjszJ
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rPDVyxyxE
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9OrxtQJLG
大概是這種想法吧115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99hpzFnygv
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMniusxPYsQ
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1RsOzn8VG
會選在大家都看得到的地方115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7fvribGzQ
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxirfcXqyKW
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcFQUPDBxH
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy2s03CQWT
我也是115Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJYfSvBkej
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