今天一整天都在昏睡195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3IFn72SEE
原本沒打算要發日記195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJkSALKIUn
但突然冒出一個念頭195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jJOELEYSD
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8rcqp57fe
跟 看到未來195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZhJDoo7SB
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGjgGEAJZv
能等到結婚生子195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIdzCyFXWn
有我的孩子195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDyscAAPPp
我自己的孩子195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0hLAWzROM
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzVPK2AvSL
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYTddN2HQq
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt91BHFlN1
我會變成什麼樣子？195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz37njOVk4
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3NQ4m2TlM
沒有愛的人195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwxIqziBTy
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLZ4zaZEBk
好像是在逃避什麼195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWURePW1YXD
又像在渴求什麼195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fEnxVpEPi
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0kY3nYIdu
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYArlhKJmi
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG5PahPtOo
請容許我幼稚下去吧195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZroAItjM0K
這禮拜學校出了不少事195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf226YfHedz
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6teAIXvqU
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ620YfUMmxR
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhTJOKoZcO
所以不清楚195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr2fzNL0AT
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe02Gxm0W2
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vmBnozZG7
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFWgn3HZ6i
大概是這種想法吧195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqfpFAS3U8
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9doiiG3cC
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKtnpBCqcP
會選在大家都看得到的地方195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEsA9cukCr
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tfSogM2Dr
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ1VRwlhHw
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86Q1XvKvvh
我也是195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYcSnJ4d9z
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