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原本沒打算要發日記194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLjtqTzBMk
但突然冒出一個念頭194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4I8Po0sRb
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCY888fkLX
跟 看到未來194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkiHJlFQ4A
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpT1I014FZ
能等到結婚生子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlwvb5l9Ya
有我的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEjclsY4kI
我自己的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChR34Lv8TL
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkOTQkZ85a
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0vL7X67ZO
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRI8bzp4yKA
我會變成什麼樣子？194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLKM2zs8OV
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRHnqjktFC
沒有愛的人194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9apWGlww7t
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhujwzNAQPV
好像是在逃避什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNoPYqzpvM
又像在渴求什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAjnInDvFS
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EUL5gl6DI
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zK3TpptDD
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrydO85nQM9
請容許我幼稚下去吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoQJjmNlAT
這禮拜學校出了不少事194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQLuA6rxLq
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxJwPyubM7
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PPy2tXmX6
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcizG6jOwy
所以不清楚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpm7Ys0Del
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmEB4RhWXa
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6iKL2a2Ck
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX34k4PUhTd
大概是這種想法吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAJOsjFMSt
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yIgVKK3r9
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaIAh3f1hD
會選在大家都看得到的地方194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSgrZcL4Jx
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgPPuNl4Fu
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB430RELI0j
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KNYGg8n6j
我也是194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSyuRBcSkQ
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