今天一整天都在昏睡108Please respect copyright.PENANABGdUGyAxJR
原本沒打算要發日記108Please respect copyright.PENANAt0OCYBSG1a
但突然冒出一個念頭108Please respect copyright.PENANABOBg1axuEd
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡108Please respect copyright.PENANAf90kyZnpBP
跟 看到未來108Please respect copyright.PENANAHIFCuTVsLL
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?108Please respect copyright.PENANAqNYpyBLBrF
能等到結婚生子108Please respect copyright.PENANAbNPjJRq9vi
有我的孩子108Please respect copyright.PENANAUGY8PIWlme
我自己的孩子108Please respect copyright.PENANAGXsbAceZ9W
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛108Please respect copyright.PENANAK1Ki5PdAof
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...108Please respect copyright.PENANAyPXmQgA1gK
108Please respect copyright.PENANADFotfsht6s
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現108Please respect copyright.PENANAMQNEbvPlWn
我會變成什麼樣子?108Please respect copyright.PENANAQpMaStlvus
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚108Please respect copyright.PENANAqt93gVdZF3
沒有愛的人108Please respect copyright.PENANAVJtfJBiE0T
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了108Please respect copyright.PENANA89HyRcyLIE
好像是在逃避什麼108Please respect copyright.PENANAbQocm6ELjJ
又像在渴求什麼108Please respect copyright.PENANAyb4QAKQC2m
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑108Please respect copyright.PENANA8XeS2QhSk2
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法108Please respect copyright.PENANAqL10L4H1tw
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱108Please respect copyright.PENANAYKgLj4yZFZ
請容許我幼稚下去吧108Please respect copyright.PENANArABrjvYF0c
這禮拜學校出了不少事108Please respect copyright.PENANAVb1IleoTol
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了108Please respect copyright.PENANAMd5KaUAHDv
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚108Please respect copyright.PENANACmhknglxMt
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過108Please respect copyright.PENANAu2SDMwGT7h
所以不清楚108Please respect copyright.PENANA8mhceYWEiP
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎108Please respect copyright.PENANATRy7SvsMgs
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界108Please respect copyright.PENANANDpil8yd2K
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂108Please respect copyright.PENANAHNVIndPGQc
大概是這種想法吧108Please respect copyright.PENANA1CacDv17Vt
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊108Please respect copyright.PENANAHbxYcEEseE
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡108Please respect copyright.PENANAfx0d1MjqPu
會選在大家都看得到的地方108Please respect copyright.PENANAXQiqecuXQL
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎108Please respect copyright.PENANAt8XVWfdrtW
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨108Please respect copyright.PENANA0UPMCSdkLQ
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧108Please respect copyright.PENANAPfYiADKnDL
我也是108Please respect copyright.PENANAOA3Xrwx30i