今天一整天都在昏睡274Please respect copyright.PENANA9b7uKCU08C
原本沒打算要發日記274Please respect copyright.PENANANeAIHXAsA3
但突然冒出一個念頭274Please respect copyright.PENANAjbBvWSxjSF
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡274Please respect copyright.PENANAiBnynGQKTD
跟 看到未來274Please respect copyright.PENANA8WjHtPXg3w
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?274Please respect copyright.PENANAeRlTU2fD8G
能等到結婚生子274Please respect copyright.PENANALnDY53OaIR
有我的孩子274Please respect copyright.PENANATKyL2eG1G3
我自己的孩子274Please respect copyright.PENANAIFbKtXs8cH
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛274Please respect copyright.PENANAIWUt5jJXAg
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...274Please respect copyright.PENANAjmSVsJweKm
274Please respect copyright.PENANA2It0tIM6z1
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現274Please respect copyright.PENANA7jVcuu5HIc
我會變成什麼樣子?274Please respect copyright.PENANAhPk1PhopwE
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚274Please respect copyright.PENANAZKlzhFadRY
沒有愛的人274Please respect copyright.PENANANw41J4y4BN
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了274Please respect copyright.PENANAqM2UjMcGog
好像是在逃避什麼274Please respect copyright.PENANAnh6cARFSWu
又像在渴求什麼274Please respect copyright.PENANAirUp35SzX1
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑274Please respect copyright.PENANAQicEh8Kx2N
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法274Please respect copyright.PENANAGEOfIAuROZ
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱274Please respect copyright.PENANAD9ZgpeuwC5
請容許我幼稚下去吧274Please respect copyright.PENANAtUAVsYuSt0
這禮拜學校出了不少事274Please respect copyright.PENANAULP04I0xjW
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了274Please respect copyright.PENANAOJJiE2uzWz
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚274Please respect copyright.PENANACRZt705yA3
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過274Please respect copyright.PENANA53qOfzGqLd
所以不清楚274Please respect copyright.PENANAZT0l4b5hQI
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎274Please respect copyright.PENANAz47gutzEPu
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界274Please respect copyright.PENANAz9s78ccpDN
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂274Please respect copyright.PENANA05hGFBSTPU
大概是這種想法吧274Please respect copyright.PENANAe2nRHw69Id
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊274Please respect copyright.PENANArolZUBktdK
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡274Please respect copyright.PENANAp3yXrahgcm
會選在大家都看得到的地方274Please respect copyright.PENANAcLufG9slYl
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎274Please respect copyright.PENANABRmcHf7DnF
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨274Please respect copyright.PENANAtI2jRZ3AN9
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧274Please respect copyright.PENANADIRxKO527L
我也是274Please respect copyright.PENANAW5fNLU3hQN


