今天一整天都在昏睡297Please respect copyright.PENANAekZMDoUgfM
原本沒打算要發日記297Please respect copyright.PENANAQqMH9c6cCZ
但突然冒出一個念頭297Please respect copyright.PENANAef5uEV6aKT
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡297Please respect copyright.PENANAcSvX0K6yx6
跟 看到未來297Please respect copyright.PENANAyol98cMkbP
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANA2JgqqlBqJT
能等到結婚生子297Please respect copyright.PENANAWeuqI0WwVA
有我的孩子297Please respect copyright.PENANAkzWSlbU0gv
我自己的孩子297Please respect copyright.PENANASW9OavUJsx
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛297Please respect copyright.PENANAmdUGijZaKs
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...297Please respect copyright.PENANAas0nJEX1RQ
297Please respect copyright.PENANALFaxnwY44i
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現297Please respect copyright.PENANAEw90OoYDNn
我會變成什麼樣子?297Please respect copyright.PENANA7nFoQLyIcM
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚297Please respect copyright.PENANA4iFwg7x16E
沒有愛的人297Please respect copyright.PENANAQtZ7P9lPzd
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了297Please respect copyright.PENANAPZApOKEdoZ
好像是在逃避什麼297Please respect copyright.PENANA9zhc1m2qpg
又像在渴求什麼297Please respect copyright.PENANAXx66wQ63R3
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑297Please respect copyright.PENANAjTG7QLJ3kn
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法297Please respect copyright.PENANAmrHZfJAhdd
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱297Please respect copyright.PENANAPEPUPrDiWi
請容許我幼稚下去吧297Please respect copyright.PENANAuaubWrMuXe
這禮拜學校出了不少事297Please respect copyright.PENANA5KkDKZkwRe
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了297Please respect copyright.PENANAkSnZ2OPs1l
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚297Please respect copyright.PENANAT5vaXV3jRW
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過297Please respect copyright.PENANAJXikMKStvq
所以不清楚297Please respect copyright.PENANAcuAERf8aV9
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎297Please respect copyright.PENANARmXhOTWomB
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界297Please respect copyright.PENANAByYArXqBMR
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂297Please respect copyright.PENANAEw5BfkA907
大概是這種想法吧297Please respect copyright.PENANAxWXgNF3fqz
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊297Please respect copyright.PENANAPfk7unJWyD
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡297Please respect copyright.PENANAoiFscU9if7
會選在大家都看得到的地方297Please respect copyright.PENANAQWDVWteXdP
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎297Please respect copyright.PENANAt4to4LYY9N
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨297Please respect copyright.PENANApegCbC4FOJ
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧297Please respect copyright.PENANAS8174Tpvkn
我也是297Please respect copyright.PENANA6gK8la3t4U


