今天一整天都在昏睡126Please respect copyright.PENANAauP5xwJASu
原本沒打算要發日記126Please respect copyright.PENANAzMpptR00jB
但突然冒出一個念頭126Please respect copyright.PENANAnLoYyjkGh6
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡126Please respect copyright.PENANAWDCYAHR3Wx
跟 看到未來126Please respect copyright.PENANAqtG0AKFZAb
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?126Please respect copyright.PENANASAtg32ZpL7
能等到結婚生子126Please respect copyright.PENANA9bQFIVxk8l
有我的孩子126Please respect copyright.PENANACPFdwg6wWM
我自己的孩子126Please respect copyright.PENANA52mu2y9yYA
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛126Please respect copyright.PENANAAmSajlnkaG
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...126Please respect copyright.PENANATyAvObQzle
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現126Please respect copyright.PENANAkE2yUjLpzU
我會變成什麼樣子?126Please respect copyright.PENANAukXKkKMuFd
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚126Please respect copyright.PENANA5dRYGXOWcm
沒有愛的人126Please respect copyright.PENANAGqsHFZQ2c5
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了126Please respect copyright.PENANAuJnQtNGhnx
好像是在逃避什麼126Please respect copyright.PENANAQUh230uw7U
又像在渴求什麼126Please respect copyright.PENANAMSh6f4puug
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑126Please respect copyright.PENANAipMGQcqwbS
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法126Please respect copyright.PENANAZtdEF9PJYJ
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱126Please respect copyright.PENANAtmSlGep8yh
請容許我幼稚下去吧126Please respect copyright.PENANAUUwYyaSCXA
這禮拜學校出了不少事126Please respect copyright.PENANAoHPVx9eZVj
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了126Please respect copyright.PENANAzSdecqlA2s
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚126Please respect copyright.PENANAa33EzHe1Pm
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過126Please respect copyright.PENANAxGQke2MI7H
所以不清楚126Please respect copyright.PENANAAwrdc77kOh
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎126Please respect copyright.PENANASwP9N9SDzL
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界126Please respect copyright.PENANAKuJ3e56mf5
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂126Please respect copyright.PENANAZcNPmC8MWS
大概是這種想法吧126Please respect copyright.PENANAUhaBPgCh1u
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊126Please respect copyright.PENANAdFuuiD86My
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡126Please respect copyright.PENANAiqXta9Vx6h
會選在大家都看得到的地方126Please respect copyright.PENANAtGKYXuIncE
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎126Please respect copyright.PENANAtcE5YQe0f2
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨126Please respect copyright.PENANAOV7OJltyAt
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧126Please respect copyright.PENANAAyMNqMVD3w
我也是126Please respect copyright.PENANAsp3KZj5wzz