今天一整天都在昏睡168Please respect copyright.PENANANpPJ0TeEit
原本沒打算要發日記168Please respect copyright.PENANAs6DCpgAQtU
但突然冒出一個念頭168Please respect copyright.PENANAL86FL7ySK7
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡168Please respect copyright.PENANAUVfT8pd0zb
跟 看到未來168Please respect copyright.PENANAaOtqvy5DhY
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?168Please respect copyright.PENANAwY0sFPNpbN
能等到結婚生子168Please respect copyright.PENANAi1UKQlfxXQ
有我的孩子168Please respect copyright.PENANAwJyUyj234g
我自己的孩子168Please respect copyright.PENANAUENeJyc9Zr
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛168Please respect copyright.PENANA4CG1BtnpmH
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...168Please respect copyright.PENANAqniSB0A8UI
168Please respect copyright.PENANAJfKbqrKD50
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現168Please respect copyright.PENANAWFy4E6HNOh
我會變成什麼樣子?168Please respect copyright.PENANAtvYmYo8nvG
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚168Please respect copyright.PENANA6FuqIXanfI
沒有愛的人168Please respect copyright.PENANAKdMQ7Ga0G1
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了168Please respect copyright.PENANAbWMMtqLEDD
好像是在逃避什麼168Please respect copyright.PENANAYeJ72XlFIk
又像在渴求什麼168Please respect copyright.PENANA1WcVWwJtfE
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑168Please respect copyright.PENANAymctP45907
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法168Please respect copyright.PENANARrAez8GFaH
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱168Please respect copyright.PENANArUmpDNTlat
請容許我幼稚下去吧168Please respect copyright.PENANAPYRqveuKny
這禮拜學校出了不少事168Please respect copyright.PENANASUTG2I3gE9
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了168Please respect copyright.PENANAabpZLMXv0g
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚168Please respect copyright.PENANAixzCeYpTCx
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過168Please respect copyright.PENANA0RVbAXjSAl
所以不清楚168Please respect copyright.PENANAJqbsjfw9if
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎168Please respect copyright.PENANAuTZVityiSU
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界168Please respect copyright.PENANAQZXZwEshwl
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂168Please respect copyright.PENANAOGultoFs7S
大概是這種想法吧168Please respect copyright.PENANAbVpOhGieAq
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊168Please respect copyright.PENANArFV42vlUAO
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡168Please respect copyright.PENANAAAMZQiOy1M
會選在大家都看得到的地方168Please respect copyright.PENANACwzQxvEjD4
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎168Please respect copyright.PENANABxyndPWcBt
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨168Please respect copyright.PENANAwbheuX4GPI
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧168Please respect copyright.PENANAWSVWvPrcQ0
我也是168Please respect copyright.PENANAy6UaT0ftX2