今天一整天都在昏睡113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQzAP2pgAS
原本沒打算要發日記113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWpuuvhzz0
但突然冒出一個念頭113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuqULCxzvn
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnVhSHVWsA
跟 看到未來113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoAE3Ymn9h
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe32lBCJ7y
能等到結婚生子113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0phY4aBKv
有我的孩子113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6kZ01wF0C
我自己的孩子113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWh4UfRkOI
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHytyvoXpgR
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP9NLSEViG
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBvrg2C6YJ
我會變成什麼樣子？113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOcSuItQ6l
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHDfyC0sCL
沒有愛的人113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrSVKVUzPu
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zZrgjcHxu
好像是在逃避什麼113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7sxMGGpkv
又像在渴求什麼113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh8a2UANAs
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKJdU4cY1J
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXahc3pxbRD
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwnXdOaP28
請容許我幼稚下去吧113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWeH2AnEtu
這禮拜學校出了不少事113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOfgQrXIgT
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u8iZdZxFr
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Jcysvps2
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8afbygCV6Z
所以不清楚113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0mHhmwKMK
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEaRkLfgQa
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QowhpBk73
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx05barpx2
大概是這種想法吧113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi6Zenec5K
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTLM1rcocn
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6yEWa6VKL
會選在大家都看得到的地方113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUKZdPTScr
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgamm1DJLmT
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99KQZYl8nJ
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbai5sm7ds
我也是113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7vYe6PWMp
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