今天一整天都在昏睡149Please respect copyright.PENANAozGZK3hNdZ
原本沒打算要發日記149Please respect copyright.PENANA3IR8YVseE0
但突然冒出一個念頭149Please respect copyright.PENANAvLF03XL8JW
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡149Please respect copyright.PENANAn2CbZ6W8yP
跟 看到未來149Please respect copyright.PENANAK95mTU98YT
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?149Please respect copyright.PENANAgZnzLhZtqb
能等到結婚生子149Please respect copyright.PENANAeKmO0Tb2WR
有我的孩子149Please respect copyright.PENANAJhOCTkYhWH
我自己的孩子149Please respect copyright.PENANAaj0sJPzfoc
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛149Please respect copyright.PENANATuEbch4EAo
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...149Please respect copyright.PENANAV3yBh7cOg1
149Please respect copyright.PENANA8B8SP5xmaR
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現149Please respect copyright.PENANATGP4S7P9st
我會變成什麼樣子?149Please respect copyright.PENANAFfgvFtCUeE
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚149Please respect copyright.PENANADNw2slZahI
沒有愛的人149Please respect copyright.PENANAdpIDBGFTSJ
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了149Please respect copyright.PENANAIR0jzNCEgc
好像是在逃避什麼149Please respect copyright.PENANA3bjhX6dfcx
又像在渴求什麼149Please respect copyright.PENANAv3GYiRJ7fr
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑149Please respect copyright.PENANAAbXJnAdA7m
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法149Please respect copyright.PENANAdUvk6Nt70v
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱149Please respect copyright.PENANA9rNIgOL2v3
請容許我幼稚下去吧149Please respect copyright.PENANAuIhFfSx5cj
這禮拜學校出了不少事149Please respect copyright.PENANAX1GWPymP1P
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了149Please respect copyright.PENANAEnIcMGBIlI
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚149Please respect copyright.PENANABXP0N3nsYT
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過149Please respect copyright.PENANAm6p9rfK7Ew
所以不清楚149Please respect copyright.PENANAEF7pniHrF4
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎149Please respect copyright.PENANA263zj7e3ig
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界149Please respect copyright.PENANApKRMU5KXmV
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂149Please respect copyright.PENANA1LkH39IRJN
大概是這種想法吧149Please respect copyright.PENANAyMcov9BaZc
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊149Please respect copyright.PENANAhUzyT6Ah22
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡149Please respect copyright.PENANAnUlE6b767I
會選在大家都看得到的地方149Please respect copyright.PENANAzIhQnEKDyl
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎149Please respect copyright.PENANACLOiXhP0JL
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨149Please respect copyright.PENANAjovLSkTUPn
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧149Please respect copyright.PENANAkInBlGG2gG
我也是149Please respect copyright.PENANAITVbdubtBg