哲思隨筆 - #9

今天一整天都在昏睡285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbaVnk3DOo
原本沒打算要發日記285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn9dxqCGCu
但突然冒出一個念頭285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CFFrXPSxW
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsdameLE5O
跟看到未來285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSfFinK9PH
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3gM4QmNXU

能等到結婚生子285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYte1USkH21
有我的孩子285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSDmfeUseg
我自己的孩子285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF8C1tWLmL
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJNqG2wkXN
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoohhOQvqHl

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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP2o0QF7Lz
我會變成什麼樣子？285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAAgJ1Dx1I
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnCL2J4y7F
沒有愛的人285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf1mRc1RDx
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSIpbmWQUt
好像是在逃避什麼285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsPZMcYsqr
又像在渴求什麼285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6NGxrKgYZ
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UGsz9rHg4
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfLgoSFKev
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFXeqIz8RT
請容許我幼稚下去吧285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY97dG0HCPF
這禮拜學校出了不少事285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj1QPoFQbv
主修老師說自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUidDkUFr6
因為比起煩惱死亡當前的恐懼更甚285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTbp45dg8C
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35A4K3dYy4
所以不清楚285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYECSl5eJe
但是那些人真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOi4Kya4om
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqJEzogazn
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyUXEUOh0E
大概是這種想法吧285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBwFWfOn6n
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2eG00gzQD
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcZLfLHYE6
會選在大家都看得到的地方285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFibqbt9XlH
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiXQAjQ0vM
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD310naFzsA
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZVTC94SDN
我也是285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV146JzRbgv

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