今天一整天都在昏睡128Please respect copyright.PENANASscdkaOKWI
原本沒打算要發日記128Please respect copyright.PENANAlbVBp2nklX
但突然冒出一個念頭128Please respect copyright.PENANA0EeLbdxaux
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡128Please respect copyright.PENANAs5Mbud5QYA
跟 看到未來128Please respect copyright.PENANAgRabXaEVuD
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?128Please respect copyright.PENANAXX0fjB4eQR
能等到結婚生子128Please respect copyright.PENANAne9SnyEIvA
有我的孩子128Please respect copyright.PENANAszOaL0u7Xj
我自己的孩子128Please respect copyright.PENANAidcPdI1OFg
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛128Please respect copyright.PENANAfJseWIrlHF
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...128Please respect copyright.PENANA1fPiaah6Ok
128Please respect copyright.PENANAJWXOkyYPl5
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現128Please respect copyright.PENANAc4IgqFSxLY
我會變成什麼樣子?128Please respect copyright.PENANAMpMQGVrXQs
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚128Please respect copyright.PENANAH6AhDwFNzx
沒有愛的人128Please respect copyright.PENANAGMscKYZTKg
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了128Please respect copyright.PENANAwxRRfWuP8c
好像是在逃避什麼128Please respect copyright.PENANA57jNK0wsvz
又像在渴求什麼128Please respect copyright.PENANADSFaL6FIIw
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑128Please respect copyright.PENANAMssb9dv7c5
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法128Please respect copyright.PENANAtDAjBDl6PI
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱128Please respect copyright.PENANAdI7QWGEqnz
請容許我幼稚下去吧128Please respect copyright.PENANAYdlvzLPvnj
這禮拜學校出了不少事128Please respect copyright.PENANAUrgPXh4uRE
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了128Please respect copyright.PENANA1gJh4K8uVs
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚128Please respect copyright.PENANA4PMPqsMneR
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過128Please respect copyright.PENANAABgjUm7fdi
所以不清楚128Please respect copyright.PENANAj7MW0W1BUt
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎128Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2Q0pva7rO
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界128Please respect copyright.PENANAnH35OWlQcX
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂128Please respect copyright.PENANA27ReXFZPFS
大概是這種想法吧128Please respect copyright.PENANA0i78L0sggA
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊128Please respect copyright.PENANA3T9h2GwIwX
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡128Please respect copyright.PENANA97nWl6G71h
會選在大家都看得到的地方128Please respect copyright.PENANACdplkb3kmo
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎128Please respect copyright.PENANAirui4w9drp
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨128Please respect copyright.PENANAo2zpTPNs7o
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧128Please respect copyright.PENANAtolPz3QvTL
我也是128Please respect copyright.PENANAdx1Uy7OvPW