今天一整天都在昏睡107Please respect copyright.PENANAhhNAWkp7k6
原本沒打算要發日記107Please respect copyright.PENANAsMiBicaIMb
但突然冒出一個念頭107Please respect copyright.PENANA9qydwRLYWn
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡107Please respect copyright.PENANAAtOKX7y6Wi
跟 看到未來107Please respect copyright.PENANATyf3tuyF1t
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?107Please respect copyright.PENANATTBIqr63vi
能等到結婚生子107Please respect copyright.PENANAm2TI3ET2WF
有我的孩子107Please respect copyright.PENANARRzuIlp0NJ
我自己的孩子107Please respect copyright.PENANANaSciChzus
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛107Please respect copyright.PENANAHinzohocz1
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...107Please respect copyright.PENANAo6w186XFxs
107Please respect copyright.PENANAf4Hl3vdiDq
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現107Please respect copyright.PENANAKX3Dy7wRf6
我會變成什麼樣子?107Please respect copyright.PENANAcxzOFmON0u
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚107Please respect copyright.PENANAYRzBDmGHfU
沒有愛的人107Please respect copyright.PENANAx1lSdUsr30
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了107Please respect copyright.PENANAp4gNTpjQuU
好像是在逃避什麼107Please respect copyright.PENANAli1P87xyn7
又像在渴求什麼107Please respect copyright.PENANATFsBsuQFDd
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑107Please respect copyright.PENANAepplgfwT0X
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法107Please respect copyright.PENANAbf8XB3WhUO
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱107Please respect copyright.PENANAEhYiyGQNa7
請容許我幼稚下去吧107Please respect copyright.PENANAh6N6uf4uR3
這禮拜學校出了不少事107Please respect copyright.PENANAkwiJXgry2D
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了107Please respect copyright.PENANAOtR8pKWKSa
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚107Please respect copyright.PENANAb4uOhcstx8
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過107Please respect copyright.PENANAMeWhi4wvSe
所以不清楚107Please respect copyright.PENANAT1tjRPWBE8
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎107Please respect copyright.PENANAOZwqUV15Ek
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界107Please respect copyright.PENANAQZz7v1ipsr
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂107Please respect copyright.PENANAbBcgTario8
大概是這種想法吧107Please respect copyright.PENANAfgg2x9cPn7
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊107Please respect copyright.PENANASdly96OyLm
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡107Please respect copyright.PENANAAldMjAsn7P
會選在大家都看得到的地方107Please respect copyright.PENANApWnHuk3qGr
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎107Please respect copyright.PENANAG067NokQCq
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨107Please respect copyright.PENANAjxOrj1Owlk
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧107Please respect copyright.PENANAKVlmziNIPD
我也是107Please respect copyright.PENANAkYLRa8gUYA