今天一整天都在昏睡192Please respect copyright.PENANAbFyppMkzOC
原本沒打算要發日記192Please respect copyright.PENANAhStHx34T2U
但突然冒出一個念頭192Please respect copyright.PENANAc1C0royONg
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡192Please respect copyright.PENANAJpI3spzbdy
跟 看到未來192Please respect copyright.PENANApgZ3gtAI3S
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?192Please respect copyright.PENANAZKm2aPYC2h
能等到結婚生子192Please respect copyright.PENANAIXZBkCIv77
有我的孩子192Please respect copyright.PENANAiNoq8usHKF
我自己的孩子192Please respect copyright.PENANAdTWyuS6JLz
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛192Please respect copyright.PENANA1PkrcCNJdf
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...192Please respect copyright.PENANA2tvQbJzg39
192Please respect copyright.PENANASVuk1jzo4y
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現192Please respect copyright.PENANAVC87QtlCzR
我會變成什麼樣子?192Please respect copyright.PENANAyTnGvwwklb
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚192Please respect copyright.PENANA6SR3LYa4Qc
沒有愛的人192Please respect copyright.PENANAP0FxHsqvRb
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了192Please respect copyright.PENANAa5TOXYzK96
好像是在逃避什麼192Please respect copyright.PENANAZeqxm6CAq7
又像在渴求什麼192Please respect copyright.PENANA07ijyP3LLG
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑192Please respect copyright.PENANApRNuljH0KL
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法192Please respect copyright.PENANAVNnYZMQgoo
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱192Please respect copyright.PENANAV9pcfp5GLT
請容許我幼稚下去吧192Please respect copyright.PENANAD3k93ovG0B
這禮拜學校出了不少事192Please respect copyright.PENANAhDQBFjI0Lm
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了192Please respect copyright.PENANAsKby14MYI4
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚192Please respect copyright.PENANAM0sBkQyZ3X
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過192Please respect copyright.PENANAAgqzPpJZUU
所以不清楚192Please respect copyright.PENANArEyRSTeAiK
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎192Please respect copyright.PENANA9E5Eo2qCCr
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界192Please respect copyright.PENANAjm1G7z14QN
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂192Please respect copyright.PENANAT9ySms5cN9
大概是這種想法吧192Please respect copyright.PENANA19psPurOJu
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊192Please respect copyright.PENANAjZQRasWZ4G
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡192Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ukv61NG6y
會選在大家都看得到的地方192Please respect copyright.PENANA4OEv3wwNxE
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎192Please respect copyright.PENANAhXUevwE9S7
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨192Please respect copyright.PENANAnDvGVphZHj
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧192Please respect copyright.PENANAjaHC9RN3pY
我也是192Please respect copyright.PENANAa8R3N7Lhvl