今天一整天都在昏睡179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTH7aObfVw
原本沒打算要發日記179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAyE5wrSx9
但突然冒出一個念頭179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDZ4yfkspt
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDEUnltK0y
跟 看到未來179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6PmIcGoZw
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vO8r0I9vz
能等到結婚生子179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd5dBJrTAY
有我的孩子179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMQAX8vvrq
我自己的孩子179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62jdfoq5uX
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtRfkTjf06
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWrtQuk69o
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32IvTnnxYl
我會變成什麼樣子？179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUX4O0KJ0a
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6IVWUyMds
沒有愛的人179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xY254C3H4
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGMXV6KRkq
好像是在逃避什麼179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vgKIKklZy
又像在渴求什麼179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdOGTAkwx0
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6kM19I87V
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqHTqc4rhv
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMoI490fr4
請容許我幼稚下去吧179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3JlEam4s4
這禮拜學校出了不少事179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1CKN4ggIQ
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82YhvAEMs3
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5xE9dWYIZ
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7spzQcHJcF
所以不清楚179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6iFMb6RS4
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMqNPRJKYZ
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP4YSKIztV
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0QGyjVVZv
大概是這種想法吧179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e4F6WNf85
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgloI8pya9E
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VhKLtRb0A
會選在大家都看得到的地方179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8BiBpFyLM
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ22FSiK8zQ
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GQoUjsLFl
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrzTf7oKCQ
我也是179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzM3ni7N6l
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