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琴絡的日常生活
ISSUE #40
Author: 夢琴絡
Published:
Apr 15, 2023
琴絡的日常生活
Author: 夢琴絡
Published:
Apr 15, 2023
ISSUE #40
23年 4/15
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2023年 4月15日

請原諒我如此懦弱

找不到隱蔽藏身之處

動脈與靜脈交纏的脖頸

倘若噴薄的血脈被截斷

我想時間也會永遠停止在這裡

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滴噠

當所有人渴望你冷靜

是勸是罵是關心

理智告戒不可以

耳邊煩雜的氣息

多麼痛苦侵蝕我的身心

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總要學會該長大

總要學會忍耐與放下

還是那麼脆弱愛逃避

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滴答

或許一切就該這樣結束

……

我想我還是沒辦法戒斷自殘吧

或許我真的該滾蛋了

不要給別人添麻煩才好

不要再管事

不要再做任何事

還有就是……

不要再喜歡他了。

或許是我不配

是我自己自作孽

我覺得好累

我想我遲早會成為那個被提起的舊人

永遠在害怕被放棄中掙扎與痛苦卻還要逼自己該堅強成長

自殘真的好舒服

久違的……

感受脖頸之處的動作，他們在掙扎，頭腦要爆開了，嘴唇也開始麻痺，耳朵與眼睛全部被大家讓你冷靜的聲音給淹沒。

或許我真的就是那麼不冷靜吧。

在對付影……還有昔日的朋友時，早就預料到了現在的結局。

所有人都不認同你反對你的結局。

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好

累。

我為什麼要把自己搞得那麼辛苦那麼累

路過人間，我想回去了。

愛國的人，真的會自我折磨。

想看每個夜晚的星星與月亮

但我好累。

不只是身，還有心。

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琴絡的日常生活
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Last updated: Apr 15, 2023
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