743Please respect copyright.PENANAYb3Wcdzxic
連綿的霪雨,不停不歇的下著。743Please respect copyright.PENANA22cxNK6JOC
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWRjtTPt5kv
『嘩啦——』743Please respect copyright.PENANAm9ouDtEjRH
743Please respect copyright.PENANAxyltHwgytM
「這都下多久了......」743Please respect copyright.PENANAfw3HZ0nP43
743Please respect copyright.PENANAubagSq1Y5F
意識模糊的睜著眼,望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。743Please respect copyright.PENANAtfVSNTsMT0
743Please respect copyright.PENANAH6EoJd5LFd
枕頭上一片濕溽,是淚水?還是雨水?伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤,將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的,眼淚。743Please respect copyright.PENANAukNgWKDPW4
743Please respect copyright.PENANARq8InhJDh9
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床,只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡,無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。743Please respect copyright.PENANACrDp88TEcE
743Please respect copyright.PENANArGcxlDDiRU
能夠一直這樣就好,不要醒來就好。743Please respect copyright.PENANA9rHw7ltIz6
743Please respect copyright.PENANARDQphVMQOc
『鈴——鈴——』743Please respect copyright.PENANAUnnQ11bg40
743Please respect copyright.PENANAFniqM2hUcb
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒,是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家,盡管家人反對,但最後仍然坳不過我,讓我住進了他家。743Please respect copyright.PENANAW0pAWRZk6Q
743Please respect copyright.PENANAzKfVNKtvaC
一路上,我們都沉默不語,他也沒有一字半句。743Please respect copyright.PENANALWZh6j1z0k
743Please respect copyright.PENANAU1lQwqbuSU
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路,那間A曾經去過的餐廳,以及A曾經去過的鞋店,都在。743Please respect copyright.PENANAoqP660gGGG
743Please respect copyright.PENANAbCqNPMITWc
「怎麼了?」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。743Please respect copyright.PENANA0ycSbK3Yll
743Please respect copyright.PENANAEzagBbWJSM
「......不,沒什麼」我別過頭,敷衍的給了他一句話。743Please respect copyright.PENANAQpdwV6cTsU
743Please respect copyright.PENANAZT14Imh0hN
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在,這個在我最難受時,毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。743Please respect copyright.PENANAMnYxvd46CC
743Please respect copyright.PENANACvTPEU3kbe
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了,我們交往,甚至做愛。743Please respect copyright.PENANAoYDkfpFeC2
743Please respect copyright.PENANApuUfRAtAq5
離去時,我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌,燈光依舊炫麗,但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡,是因為雨水沖刷,還是我的錯覺?743Please respect copyright.PENANAOTDPRh2rKE
743Please respect copyright.PENANAGOJpZ4Oigs
到了他家,忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡,雖然,學校的報告一樣都沒寫。743Please respect copyright.PENANAiJQFVVCw7w
743Please respect copyright.PENANA8yfDCWzipa
依舊是惡夢,那些還沒放下還沒看開的,一切。743Please respect copyright.PENANAbReUu2PEgN
743Please respect copyright.PENANAgOvxrorIa3
某天,一邊刷牙洗臉,一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒,彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後,從前的自己回來了。743Please respect copyright.PENANA4G8tB1OkEm
743Please respect copyright.PENANAtd22fE4lco
從前的我,站在現在的鏡前,這浴室,這房子,此處悲傷與歡喜的交界,明明是他家,但我卻看見了她的身影,然後開始做惡夢。743Please respect copyright.PENANA9ckM89LLeb
743Please respect copyright.PENANA6a4vst1yOu
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎?開始恐懼,拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......743Please respect copyright.PENANAlRUcfVk0WW
743Please respect copyright.PENANAKhjSwcftVb
「你在做什麼?!」他抱住了我,從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。743Please respect copyright.PENANAPifw7iPxrb
743Please respect copyright.PENANA9eL4Kf2JF8
紅?我流血了?滿地的碎片,是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上,還殘留著我的血液。743Please respect copyright.PENANAyxeY7Tm0rT
743Please respect copyright.PENANAkmqRgmPVue
「還會痛嗎?」743Please respect copyright.PENANAkhlc2HySNr
743Please respect copyright.PENANAu1UWiOuPzq
「不會了,謝謝。」743Please respect copyright.PENANALJuNK6YR4X
743Please respect copyright.PENANAAW5EDJ5Khe
他細心的替我包扎,也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後,我們一起到了陽台,外面下著雨,小小的、細微的雨絲。743Please respect copyright.PENANAD3iM6E19Fz
743Please respect copyright.PENANAzuQTyRwsfE
這時候我想起了過去,也曾經與A在陽台,也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳,嬌嗔的說著,討厭雨天,希望能放晴。743Please respect copyright.PENANAEbeVHnd2SR
743Please respect copyright.PENANAbgRf110zIq
那次是我的生日,沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此,我們還是用了火柴來取代那些,點了火光,許了三個願望:743Please respect copyright.PENANALzmKrfY0gC
743Please respect copyright.PENANAg4UvPAMQrK
聽說,第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現,但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊,不管說什麼都會實現。』743Please respect copyright.PENANA6HyJNRvzB4
743Please respect copyright.PENANA69YEYug487
『我的第一個願望是,希望每天都是晴天。』743Please respect copyright.PENANAa78XOXWatZ
743Please respect copyright.PENANA9DSNyHkFS3
我一直以為,妳會陪伴在我身邊,直到一切的願望都實現。743Please respect copyright.PENANAkUh8QBRKDe
743Please respect copyright.PENANAushQtzZtFY
『第二個願望是,希望每個晴天,我都能陪在妳身邊。』743Please respect copyright.PENANAgjOHzvFVAz
743Please respect copyright.PENANAQJNsXmTctR
當時的我真的以為,我能夠給妳完整的幸福。743Please respect copyright.PENANAClaRQoc2Zk
743Please respect copyright.PENANAZDNdxUIPrG
『第三個願望是,能夠給妳幸福。』
743Please respect copyright.PENANAkHP0ieJf4W
恍惚之間,我回到了現實。743Please respect copyright.PENANALaBjS323gU
743Please respect copyright.PENANAXIEyU6sBDQ
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭,脫口而出。743Please respect copyright.PENANAAsIcyhcleC
743Please respect copyright.PENANAnni7nvGe1z
「白癡嗎?一直是晴天,那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸,望著遠方,語氣冷沉,卻帶了點譏諷。743Please respect copyright.PENANAWttlGPXf6f
743Please respect copyright.PENANAVoy3wbfger
「也是。」743Please respect copyright.PENANATUlgDCrMBH
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3RyhiUDWej
我只是在逃避。743Please respect copyright.PENANAvDu2JsWVnX
743Please respect copyright.PENANA1z9nHVdHp8
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話743Please respect copyright.PENANA6mHwNY9hlf
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3jXYFJNUbt
我對她說:『我愛妳,一定會給你幸福的。』743Please respect copyright.PENANAfvNiBcfQLZ
743Please respect copyright.PENANAXqYzGr1kiZ
她對我說:『對不起,我要的幸福,你給不了。』743Please respect copyright.PENANACfhsVSGZlK
743Please respect copyright.PENANAXsoxbB2yT6
從那之後,我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
743Please respect copyright.PENANAJMqY1nCGLD
夜晚,仍是下著雨,外頭黑壓壓的一片,烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫,似乎對我叫囂著。743Please respect copyright.PENANA3FlogVFyVX
743Please respect copyright.PENANAlxagaGTcoQ
我衝出了家門,正確來說,是他的家門。743Please respect copyright.PENANALNaUx5zgy5
743Please respect copyright.PENANAQh5ZuI7uUw
發了瘋似地,彷佛聽不見任何聲音,看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我,逃不開,離不去。743Please respect copyright.PENANAjPjyZe10qa
743Please respect copyright.PENANAmsUPCQK049
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到,我發現自己跪在地上,眼裡的刺痛,分不清是淚水或是雨水。743Please respect copyright.PENANAiV99PGSgFX
743Please respect copyright.PENANAr1WJvpdMId
A離開之後,我的世界開始下雨,傾盆大雨,那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。743Please respect copyright.PENANAkvTaQIOPDY
743Please respect copyright.PENANA2dMo2dF9NR
「別走!」
743Please respect copyright.PENANAqSEodw1R6q
總會想著,妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我?
總會想著,沒有我的晴天,妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著?743Please respect copyright.PENANASM9nmHWzx6
743Please respect copyright.PENANAhr816xz9EN
「不要管我,你回去吧!」
總覺得,不需要再說出任何承諾。743Please respect copyright.PENANA95Pvam5rfQ
總覺得,這個世界已經沒有晴天。743Please respect copyright.PENANAnVgasBREjl
743Please respect copyright.PENANAWGaOOucLUB
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來,但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。743Please respect copyright.PENANAxM88gMdnFC
743Please respect copyright.PENANA5KNphh5qTu
「反正,許過的願望,從不會實現。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAWxWDse1PfM
743Please respect copyright.PENANArfMvtDYChz
雨水模糊了視線,令我看不清前方的景色,只依稀看見,背著光的他,眼裡閃著灼亮,不知為何,緊緊的瞅著我。743Please respect copyright.PENANAOVOWJRjZPx
743Please respect copyright.PENANAXb6H5iPuPm
「過來!」他對我喊著。743Please respect copyright.PENANAOpO4TPFtZF
743Please respect copyright.PENANADcOcfvXrve
「不。」我退後了一步。743Please respect copyright.PENANA7am07shVcr
743Please respect copyright.PENANAHohOTP8Cnw
他低吼著叫了我的名字,通常他只會在真正發怒時,口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我,我不斷地後退,直到他抓住我手臂的剎那,才忽然發現,眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫,但卻又無比的溫暖。743Please respect copyright.PENANAzBAwm0yWTC
743Please respect copyright.PENANAIUK1w8JWot
就像一道光線,逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。743Please respect copyright.PENANA9IImDIU0Yn
743Please respect copyright.PENANAwSlyINpmgB
我又退了幾步,抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。743Please respect copyright.PENANAIJW23GzNzV
743Please respect copyright.PENANA8WqDGtABTQ
「我......」743Please respect copyright.PENANAh0iq0mUbEG
743Please respect copyright.PENANAkQZB93oL1H
「不要靠近我!」743Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9TqbkdqLx
743Please respect copyright.PENANA4gcqJw2x0m
我一直知道,他很溫柔,很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......743Please respect copyright.PENANAlOWFrQX9ki
743Please respect copyright.PENANAiU8mIliGOV
但是,我卻無法相信自己。743Please respect copyright.PENANAfU9XOmrY2f
743Please respect copyright.PENANA8jF5B8icIt
「結束吧,我們結束吧!我許的願望終究沒有實現!我給不起任何人幸福!我沒有辦法——」743Please respect copyright.PENANAkFCQk7uShw
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3nGThKDR1D
「你是傻子嗎!」743Please respect copyright.PENANAYx0kBXapc0
743Please respect copyright.PENANAXA2i9f8hgM
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰,在我眯起眼的同時,跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著,緊緊的錮著,無法呼吸,無法思考,然、後......743Please respect copyright.PENANA5uaiQ4fQO6
743Please respect copyright.PENANAofas0w5xcA
「你給不了,沒關係,我給的起就行了!」743Please respect copyright.PENANASGV3NojqlA
743Please respect copyright.PENANAlfdT9VSfhR
你打破了我築起的高牆,毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光,刺透我的一切。743Please respect copyright.PENANAlxJOKSeUYa
743Please respect copyright.PENANAmKijIqFKhk
像烈日的太陽一般。743Please respect copyright.PENANA2JIoRWfZQp
743Please respect copyright.PENANAbdfVFC19U5
一直都相信著,只要許下願望,就一定能實現。743Please respect copyright.PENANANqzaCw2yr5
743Please respect copyright.PENANA4W1dKpKE85
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物,明明知道一切都是假的,卻又想去相信。743Please respect copyright.PENANAVCDJB7xOJV
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZRKiGSGdl
「我們回家,好嗎。」743Please respect copyright.PENANAJwS8e87Tv6
743Please respect copyright.PENANAaW5C9oAUn1
即使如此,你仍然滿懷著耐心,待在我身邊。743Please respect copyright.PENANAZlwc4P87R2
743Please respect copyright.PENANAqioMK3CNsx
就算下著大雨,就算仍然待在黑暗之中,就算,依舊沒有放晴。743Please respect copyright.PENANA386wfnPqZX
743Please respect copyright.PENANA3r4efhLGqD
我衝上前,雖然無法完全拋棄過去,但是……743Please respect copyright.PENANAioU2nTfGAz
743Please respect copyright.PENANAOeAAthpAdL
我相信,未來的我一定會很感激妳,選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。743Please respect copyright.PENANAMu7x7KqU9W
743Please respect copyright.PENANAObcfAnP0jU
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單,就是受被前女友甩了,遇到了攻,但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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