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連綿的霪雨,不停不歇的下著。610Please respect copyright.PENANAhcYIhkc6OJ
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『嘩啦——』610Please respect copyright.PENANA8Hlqj512sf
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「這都下多久了......」610Please respect copyright.PENANAzRJkOyKcVO
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意識模糊的睜著眼,望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。610Please respect copyright.PENANARj9PmZqCwl
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枕頭上一片濕溽,是淚水?還是雨水?伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤,將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的,眼淚。610Please respect copyright.PENANAmCC2ghn94Y
610Please respect copyright.PENANAqgOu4fOn6Z
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床,只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡,無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。610Please respect copyright.PENANAtxNQUlgryt
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能夠一直這樣就好,不要醒來就好。610Please respect copyright.PENANAaVVnoBQnIL
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『鈴——鈴——』610Please respect copyright.PENANACpuUOEk3PG
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒,是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家,盡管家人反對,但最後仍然坳不過我,讓我住進了他家。610Please respect copyright.PENANAu6A1MyUMXE
610Please respect copyright.PENANA9AtWzHDIKy
一路上,我們都沉默不語,他也沒有一字半句。610Please respect copyright.PENANAq7KyHHavHX
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車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路,那間A曾經去過的餐廳,以及A曾經去過的鞋店,都在。610Please respect copyright.PENANA3okcJOCMos
610Please respect copyright.PENANA2ovyKa6Uk0
「怎麼了?」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。610Please respect copyright.PENANArm9BnMBeVh
610Please respect copyright.PENANAJGKmFHccFl
「......不,沒什麼」我別過頭,敷衍的給了他一句話。610Please respect copyright.PENANAJUN7YmvR5g
610Please respect copyright.PENANAKNTruYeScD
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在,這個在我最難受時,毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。610Please respect copyright.PENANAnj1eCSd6Ct
610Please respect copyright.PENANA8ihznTLLZ6
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了,我們交往,甚至做愛。610Please respect copyright.PENANAxOBh2R0QVj
610Please respect copyright.PENANA0j0OquDGhP
離去時,我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌,燈光依舊炫麗,但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡,是因為雨水沖刷,還是我的錯覺?610Please respect copyright.PENANA60NiNTGFvH
610Please respect copyright.PENANAr4g7P1n57X
到了他家,忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡,雖然,學校的報告一樣都沒寫。610Please respect copyright.PENANA9WEWptXg44
610Please respect copyright.PENANAimLztCCOU1
依舊是惡夢,那些還沒放下還沒看開的,一切。610Please respect copyright.PENANAbfwYCBc1h4
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某天,一邊刷牙洗臉,一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒,彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後,從前的自己回來了。610Please respect copyright.PENANAditQttDWjx
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從前的我,站在現在的鏡前,這浴室,這房子,此處悲傷與歡喜的交界,明明是他家,但我卻看見了她的身影,然後開始做惡夢。610Please respect copyright.PENANALTvS8zJ1N2
610Please respect copyright.PENANAhgkiYVJaPF
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎?開始恐懼,拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......610Please respect copyright.PENANARPOSxHfhLx
610Please respect copyright.PENANA0JHXaIpXJG
「你在做什麼?!」他抱住了我,從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。610Please respect copyright.PENANAIYKiM21Jnm
610Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5rGwaZsg0
紅?我流血了?滿地的碎片,是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上,還殘留著我的血液。610Please respect copyright.PENANARfojUbD1Ee
610Please respect copyright.PENANAM2cvCQ4IT1
「還會痛嗎?」610Please respect copyright.PENANAaWCO87KwDt
610Please respect copyright.PENANAdvsuPEhGrM
「不會了,謝謝。」610Please respect copyright.PENANAPLUyZktZw3
610Please respect copyright.PENANA26Zdr4s4Bo
他細心的替我包扎,也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後,我們一起到了陽台,外面下著雨,小小的、細微的雨絲。610Please respect copyright.PENANAWXrSwf0PWJ
610Please respect copyright.PENANAq6Dega4NMv
這時候我想起了過去,也曾經與A在陽台,也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳,嬌嗔的說著,討厭雨天,希望能放晴。610Please respect copyright.PENANAZYvySPkJUA
610Please respect copyright.PENANAEq0nxnHq0M
那次是我的生日,沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此,我們還是用了火柴來取代那些,點了火光,許了三個願望:610Please respect copyright.PENANAJb2P5KTX2i
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聽說,第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現,但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊,不管說什麼都會實現。』610Please respect copyright.PENANAHDejuZWU21
610Please respect copyright.PENANAB0r1fqQrOj
『我的第一個願望是,希望每天都是晴天。』610Please respect copyright.PENANAalpBjULh0L
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我一直以為,妳會陪伴在我身邊,直到一切的願望都實現。610Please respect copyright.PENANAwvdNsnB5Ht
610Please respect copyright.PENANAj2tE9uNUr7
『第二個願望是,希望每個晴天,我都能陪在妳身邊。』610Please respect copyright.PENANAuklGC2XraO
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當時的我真的以為,我能夠給妳完整的幸福。610Please respect copyright.PENANArxEydnV7Ss
610Please respect copyright.PENANAe628CIePKg
『第三個願望是,能夠給妳幸福。』
610Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Wrp8kKGd
恍惚之間,我回到了現實。610Please respect copyright.PENANAixxVAUPA3p
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「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭,脫口而出。610Please respect copyright.PENANAylaLehn3ZV
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「白癡嗎?一直是晴天,那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸,望著遠方,語氣冷沉,卻帶了點譏諷。610Please respect copyright.PENANAe7xhNBiwA8
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「也是。」610Please respect copyright.PENANAkXiVpWBP0p
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我只是在逃避。610Please respect copyright.PENANAPInWpnO5NN
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話610Please respect copyright.PENANAtXRDT12ILC
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我對她說:『我愛妳,一定會給你幸福的。』610Please respect copyright.PENANAduGTxza7Qc
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她對我說:『對不起,我要的幸福,你給不了。』610Please respect copyright.PENANA1lvyfAEhV9
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從那之後,我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚,仍是下著雨,外頭黑壓壓的一片,烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫,似乎對我叫囂著。610Please respect copyright.PENANADAI5TFy8ll
610Please respect copyright.PENANAX2wVM0XA0P
我衝出了家門,正確來說,是他的家門。610Please respect copyright.PENANA6sm3tbQgJF
610Please respect copyright.PENANABbwUZq628l
發了瘋似地,彷佛聽不見任何聲音,看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我,逃不開,離不去。610Please respect copyright.PENANASYArq3pkTA
610Please respect copyright.PENANAwnaIEPQTmG
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到,我發現自己跪在地上,眼裡的刺痛,分不清是淚水或是雨水。610Please respect copyright.PENANAyzH9eh6X0M
610Please respect copyright.PENANATCTtMDnOAi
A離開之後,我的世界開始下雨,傾盆大雨,那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。610Please respect copyright.PENANA4bHsqMBPaa
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「別走!」
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總會想著,妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我?
總會想著,沒有我的晴天,妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著?610Please respect copyright.PENANA5lX0aqjevJ
610Please respect copyright.PENANAqb0ACAHBbP
「不要管我,你回去吧!」
總覺得,不需要再說出任何承諾。610Please respect copyright.PENANA4x0q5wNdFr
總覺得,這個世界已經沒有晴天。610Please respect copyright.PENANATpYQtg4zR1
610Please respect copyright.PENANAvUwtHzmdgh
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來,但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。610Please respect copyright.PENANA7vTgf0wMe6
610Please respect copyright.PENANANqAcjqFVxV
「反正,許過的願望,從不會實現。」610Please respect copyright.PENANA0h0CShRYn4
610Please respect copyright.PENANAb43gLegYeQ
雨水模糊了視線,令我看不清前方的景色,只依稀看見,背著光的他,眼裡閃著灼亮,不知為何,緊緊的瞅著我。610Please respect copyright.PENANAQJsBFIZhSI
610Please respect copyright.PENANAI3q1Q64EkY
「過來!」他對我喊著。610Please respect copyright.PENANADYiCXbsDGQ
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「不。」我退後了一步。610Please respect copyright.PENANAp7rF2URx1G
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他低吼著叫了我的名字,通常他只會在真正發怒時,口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我,我不斷地後退,直到他抓住我手臂的剎那,才忽然發現,眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫,但卻又無比的溫暖。610Please respect copyright.PENANAMbWdqfQdZ1
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就像一道光線,逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。610Please respect copyright.PENANAq5G42JO98Q
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我又退了幾步,抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。610Please respect copyright.PENANAMwlEXbdouE
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「我......」610Please respect copyright.PENANAxOnIipal3m
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「不要靠近我!」610Please respect copyright.PENANA1NxOy3oMo6
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我一直知道,他很溫柔,很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......610Please respect copyright.PENANADOH5a5VPgl
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但是,我卻無法相信自己。610Please respect copyright.PENANAvkZjKBG0X5
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「結束吧,我們結束吧!我許的願望終究沒有實現!我給不起任何人幸福!我沒有辦法——」610Please respect copyright.PENANAUaq8ToHGxW
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「你是傻子嗎!」610Please respect copyright.PENANA6SUMcHE3x7
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰,在我眯起眼的同時,跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著,緊緊的錮著,無法呼吸,無法思考,然、後......610Please respect copyright.PENANAgPuuEiI54t
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「你給不了,沒關係,我給的起就行了!」610Please respect copyright.PENANAHVlQ3vXOGn
610Please respect copyright.PENANAKCWilbcZTM
你打破了我築起的高牆,毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光,刺透我的一切。610Please respect copyright.PENANAcL5AHHOTDK
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像烈日的太陽一般。610Please respect copyright.PENANAT42n0dl2id
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一直都相信著,只要許下願望,就一定能實現。610Please respect copyright.PENANAXB4BDsGSa1
610Please respect copyright.PENANAtp5Ym8mN5g
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物,明明知道一切都是假的,卻又想去相信。610Please respect copyright.PENANAIVMSOSnkkd
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「我們回家,好嗎。」610Please respect copyright.PENANAsGx6snadl7
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即使如此,你仍然滿懷著耐心,待在我身邊。610Please respect copyright.PENANAOb2FfIINGJ
610Please respect copyright.PENANAbGs6imf8nw
就算下著大雨,就算仍然待在黑暗之中,就算,依舊沒有放晴。610Please respect copyright.PENANA2XZ2bORnxw
610Please respect copyright.PENANAyLGEB16NwT
我衝上前,雖然無法完全拋棄過去,但是……610Please respect copyright.PENANACPGEXcnWLe
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我相信,未來的我一定會很感激妳,選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。610Please respect copyright.PENANA2TVgtedeJy
610Please respect copyright.PENANAZUnGOvTGI4
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單,就是受被前女友甩了,遇到了攻,但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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