沒有我的晴天 - 陰影（BL腐向）

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　　連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOUKx5Q8yP
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　　『嘩啦——』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXOIL45DKO
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　　「這都下多久了......」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCLYsRzfH2
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　　意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFbgHD3OWe
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　　枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYPiDskF2l
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　　尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPN4048mcs
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　　能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Uq4lxOiWu
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　　『鈴——鈴——』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHkwQB7buy
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　　終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4VinWkR7i
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　　一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHQ5QRGOeF
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　　車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2b71p3T5n
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　　「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWocO9kFuiz
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　　「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPesWkVmpY4
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　　我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDO9sjj5GU
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　　我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrhBwJR8Qh
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　　離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H2EBEmCQM
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　　到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa09crXIE8U
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　　依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qv28l7Fyb
　　

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　　某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4i1t7PxG0
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　　從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydbSu3Hih2
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　　是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qohlJJ2ju
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　　「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEslI55cJvh
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　　紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjhNIJyt2o
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　　「還會痛嗎？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW5UsI0IFU
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　　「不會了，謝謝。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCmwG18YG4
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　　他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ6KGY1VtF
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　　這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIzeYTW7rC
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　　那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRylBB7MVW
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　　聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS6lVZZcEh
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　　『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V8l7mUgkw
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　　我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx3X7250f8
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　　『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1p64oKAfr
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　　當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFfAQJ8T9C
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　　『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』

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　　恍惚之間，我回到了現實。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR7dAX4rN4
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　　「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjkf1GqUgJ
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　　「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBPlh2H7gz
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　　「也是。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPzYNpcHUN
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　　我只是在逃避。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyH0Xn0qjP
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　　因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjpXjZpboU
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　　我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaIRHF8B1y
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　　她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHjqRn7jdy
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　　從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。

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　　夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxWQafQ5x6
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　　我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9zeC39a8u
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　　發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xG96UXVwq
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　　不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzwbUxySqg
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　　A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QAhnDLl7N
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　　「別走！」

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　　總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？

　　總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9ONU9swnX
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　　「不要管我，你回去吧！」

　　總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnITggodLTr
　　總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBrsgMIuSl
　　820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs2GzTnWuJ
　　就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mph7VqPpH
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　　「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLVjfh8ET7
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　　雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM8jnH8RUG
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　　「過來！」他對我喊著。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoZPyzwVVx
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　　「不。」我退後了一步。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFfyAt4Ve5
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　　他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Ji7qOzg5
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　　就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdAOPjz93X
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　　我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRCFMRuZHU
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　　「我......」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6iMteICAE
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　　「不要靠近我！」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsA5gWw4FF
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　　我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXnyDSjJrE
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　　但是，我卻無法相信自己。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9SVlKynuF
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　　「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06r3eyHODf
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　　「你是傻子嗎！」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs5D3F6Sft
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　　一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAInABxS9sM
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　　「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKflJlnKY3s
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　　你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvx7gxWTor
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　　像烈日的太陽一般。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKwvNXCicL
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　　一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8MDAh8g7K
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　　就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJc1EgVNjp
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　　「我們回家，好嗎。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4aztaRVU4
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　　即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBb5gJDJ3J
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　　就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi0XIxYp0x
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　　我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2dySqMqbg
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　　我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisvhCyC1xM
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