608Please respect copyright.PENANA5TuwPDU45j
連綿的霪雨,不停不歇的下著。608Please respect copyright.PENANAhWNP0IzVR5
608Please respect copyright.PENANATUfDOAsVZW
『嘩啦——』608Please respect copyright.PENANAMp40pCw7wF
608Please respect copyright.PENANASizSLMaaxc
「這都下多久了......」608Please respect copyright.PENANAqsxQ08ROb1
608Please respect copyright.PENANAT3KKhmiG6V
意識模糊的睜著眼,望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。608Please respect copyright.PENANA3jOFV1Bpav
608Please respect copyright.PENANAbyrIQDzdnV
枕頭上一片濕溽,是淚水?還是雨水?伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤,將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的,眼淚。608Please respect copyright.PENANAue1qt341nw
608Please respect copyright.PENANAPLq4ipcgjr
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床,只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡,無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。608Please respect copyright.PENANAWRDcQqL5vK
608Please respect copyright.PENANAtnnHWCYaEM
能夠一直這樣就好,不要醒來就好。608Please respect copyright.PENANAcVpxVK33Zl
608Please respect copyright.PENANARJJ4kTFfJR
『鈴——鈴——』608Please respect copyright.PENANAazgcxJ5PBC
608Please respect copyright.PENANA6wuA57MoRa
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒,是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家,盡管家人反對,但最後仍然坳不過我,讓我住進了他家。608Please respect copyright.PENANA2Owz7YQ5aP
608Please respect copyright.PENANAPsFnfAXf6u
一路上,我們都沉默不語,他也沒有一字半句。608Please respect copyright.PENANAfgj10XM4Ts
608Please respect copyright.PENANAMm3IGcxHhA
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路,那間A曾經去過的餐廳,以及A曾經去過的鞋店,都在。608Please respect copyright.PENANAKPbxJsBw7b
608Please respect copyright.PENANA0KOJ32Ye4e
「怎麼了?」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。608Please respect copyright.PENANA0jsVPWADIT
608Please respect copyright.PENANAzBCnHBFHTn
「......不,沒什麼」我別過頭,敷衍的給了他一句話。608Please respect copyright.PENANAPYA5hfPn07
608Please respect copyright.PENANAJFYkuHPOEd
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在,這個在我最難受時,毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。608Please respect copyright.PENANAFb2fo58MGR
608Please respect copyright.PENANAs7pcnBntOx
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了,我們交往,甚至做愛。608Please respect copyright.PENANARTriBKa3WZ
608Please respect copyright.PENANA92PgHfbqbg
離去時,我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌,燈光依舊炫麗,但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡,是因為雨水沖刷,還是我的錯覺?608Please respect copyright.PENANAAtqNgMSsjG
608Please respect copyright.PENANAmnyKtH23bC
到了他家,忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡,雖然,學校的報告一樣都沒寫。608Please respect copyright.PENANAABlk8CoKAr
608Please respect copyright.PENANAtC0otVexyJ
依舊是惡夢,那些還沒放下還沒看開的,一切。608Please respect copyright.PENANAaQymrnPmET
608Please respect copyright.PENANAKtTKU2G92t
某天,一邊刷牙洗臉,一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒,彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後,從前的自己回來了。608Please respect copyright.PENANAnQT3nejRVR
608Please respect copyright.PENANA14p31elpPE
從前的我,站在現在的鏡前,這浴室,這房子,此處悲傷與歡喜的交界,明明是他家,但我卻看見了她的身影,然後開始做惡夢。608Please respect copyright.PENANAIB7ZjQOtqt
608Please respect copyright.PENANA9C9yvoO3iI
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎?開始恐懼,拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......608Please respect copyright.PENANAL4dul05h2r
608Please respect copyright.PENANANMQT7s3UAJ
「你在做什麼?!」他抱住了我,從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。608Please respect copyright.PENANAzClee5LkNt
608Please respect copyright.PENANAK70HH9MWBA
紅?我流血了?滿地的碎片,是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上,還殘留著我的血液。608Please respect copyright.PENANAUJx5dZZ1by
608Please respect copyright.PENANANWOj2OoXD5
「還會痛嗎?」608Please respect copyright.PENANAgS8gYx4uPQ
608Please respect copyright.PENANAG82JIHkRrS
「不會了,謝謝。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA0aZ6hFGbQq
608Please respect copyright.PENANAVlmvjZKWyp
他細心的替我包扎,也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後,我們一起到了陽台,外面下著雨,小小的、細微的雨絲。608Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wsk5l3frt
608Please respect copyright.PENANAo16iNrF9Sx
這時候我想起了過去,也曾經與A在陽台,也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳,嬌嗔的說著,討厭雨天,希望能放晴。608Please respect copyright.PENANAlC9Y9bhx7F
608Please respect copyright.PENANA6vxMxJ1A65
那次是我的生日,沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此,我們還是用了火柴來取代那些,點了火光,許了三個願望:608Please respect copyright.PENANAUUKTt2lLO7
608Please respect copyright.PENANA8xry3QNczM
聽說,第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現,但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊,不管說什麼都會實現。』608Please respect copyright.PENANAnqMRscoY1c
608Please respect copyright.PENANAJq1yGJ2xjA
『我的第一個願望是,希望每天都是晴天。』608Please respect copyright.PENANA46HVhQr21T
608Please respect copyright.PENANA6MgVH9adXz
我一直以為,妳會陪伴在我身邊,直到一切的願望都實現。608Please respect copyright.PENANAYwHAmqGuhE
608Please respect copyright.PENANAN6fpV6fpwq
『第二個願望是,希望每個晴天,我都能陪在妳身邊。』608Please respect copyright.PENANAY79PaAlD6J
608Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6MNHEU29k
當時的我真的以為,我能夠給妳完整的幸福。608Please respect copyright.PENANAXIz8EOnvzm
608Please respect copyright.PENANAUScmCyPJhk
『第三個願望是,能夠給妳幸福。』
608Please respect copyright.PENANAS4JQoH2Sos
恍惚之間,我回到了現實。608Please respect copyright.PENANAO3lp5ZTFW4
608Please respect copyright.PENANAr2H0oGWRqz
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭,脫口而出。608Please respect copyright.PENANAzts8Kjcis2
608Please respect copyright.PENANAAkcciGDXdk
「白癡嗎?一直是晴天,那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸,望著遠方,語氣冷沉,卻帶了點譏諷。608Please respect copyright.PENANAXrAvEekUKr
608Please respect copyright.PENANAbqWpIamHuI
「也是。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAXQDArkpfWF
608Please respect copyright.PENANAdiVZsQkbXS
我只是在逃避。608Please respect copyright.PENANAnkNYDbHUwu
608Please respect copyright.PENANAqlo3jsXhq9
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話608Please respect copyright.PENANAFNMwkSIPe7
608Please respect copyright.PENANAdCo0MUYV4Z
我對她說:『我愛妳,一定會給你幸福的。』608Please respect copyright.PENANAMnJVfsFLkq
608Please respect copyright.PENANA6X3vJAg4bW
她對我說:『對不起,我要的幸福,你給不了。』608Please respect copyright.PENANAjM8aych85r
608Please respect copyright.PENANApJYP2Oi1GA
從那之後,我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
608Please respect copyright.PENANA0a70V4HMIZ
夜晚,仍是下著雨,外頭黑壓壓的一片,烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫,似乎對我叫囂著。608Please respect copyright.PENANA35DuNZ7TZT
608Please respect copyright.PENANAxcJy16HDTE
我衝出了家門,正確來說,是他的家門。608Please respect copyright.PENANAfMLSV3Hejm
608Please respect copyright.PENANAjCHcXYDFCK
發了瘋似地,彷佛聽不見任何聲音,看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我,逃不開,離不去。608Please respect copyright.PENANAu5GXGT6gy0
608Please respect copyright.PENANAv1n2ybxk0g
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到,我發現自己跪在地上,眼裡的刺痛,分不清是淚水或是雨水。608Please respect copyright.PENANA2JJFblFsiG
608Please respect copyright.PENANAN8UCeVlyKg
A離開之後,我的世界開始下雨,傾盆大雨,那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。608Please respect copyright.PENANALsjW0umkn2
608Please respect copyright.PENANAWNSWD8jSS2
「別走!」
608Please respect copyright.PENANA4mgZ6C1rIv
總會想著,妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我?
總會想著,沒有我的晴天,妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著?608Please respect copyright.PENANAYAI1MMCS0l
608Please respect copyright.PENANAxSrXUzZh6m
「不要管我,你回去吧!」
總覺得,不需要再說出任何承諾。608Please respect copyright.PENANAxOyFH4RHh6
總覺得,這個世界已經沒有晴天。608Please respect copyright.PENANAf8r0JOVru7
608Please respect copyright.PENANA1kbRGCiyou
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來,但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。608Please respect copyright.PENANAFWh8XZ73K3
608Please respect copyright.PENANA0J5OCxEhYR
「反正,許過的願望,從不會實現。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAbCsdNVHX6I
608Please respect copyright.PENANAm1NTq8aQGq
雨水模糊了視線,令我看不清前方的景色,只依稀看見,背著光的他,眼裡閃著灼亮,不知為何,緊緊的瞅著我。608Please respect copyright.PENANAwEGs9ynjgh
608Please respect copyright.PENANAfUIsyvgxzj
「過來!」他對我喊著。608Please respect copyright.PENANAz0zTz5vGXA
608Please respect copyright.PENANAPV5TP7xWJo
「不。」我退後了一步。608Please respect copyright.PENANAWFvxB93Qfd
608Please respect copyright.PENANAwr3U9Lpr7G
他低吼著叫了我的名字,通常他只會在真正發怒時,口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我,我不斷地後退,直到他抓住我手臂的剎那,才忽然發現,眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫,但卻又無比的溫暖。608Please respect copyright.PENANA5iVEN3AtHg
608Please respect copyright.PENANADgPVy4c532
就像一道光線,逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。608Please respect copyright.PENANAWUg30JxzkQ
608Please respect copyright.PENANA0DOqFXbyj7
我又退了幾步,抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。608Please respect copyright.PENANAiHlhfDePBJ
608Please respect copyright.PENANAUMJ9LQeaAw
「我......」608Please respect copyright.PENANAx7fAk20agH
608Please respect copyright.PENANAmjoCAJIXrV
「不要靠近我!」608Please respect copyright.PENANAhtNEiBldCe
608Please respect copyright.PENANAwqQVuAQyQw
我一直知道,他很溫柔,很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......608Please respect copyright.PENANAwyuT1gqMWw
608Please respect copyright.PENANALHXITgYWCF
但是,我卻無法相信自己。608Please respect copyright.PENANAvpmfiFJhYg
608Please respect copyright.PENANAsoiFDvRTlp
「結束吧,我們結束吧!我許的願望終究沒有實現!我給不起任何人幸福!我沒有辦法——」608Please respect copyright.PENANAcuYIuKtCWj
608Please respect copyright.PENANAGDDvXieh6U
「你是傻子嗎!」608Please respect copyright.PENANAvh2RgvZNqU
608Please respect copyright.PENANAeFS4of1JIG
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰,在我眯起眼的同時,跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著,緊緊的錮著,無法呼吸,無法思考,然、後......608Please respect copyright.PENANAPHQ1F8FxvA
608Please respect copyright.PENANAGOer1b5GDF
「你給不了,沒關係,我給的起就行了!」608Please respect copyright.PENANAvhxtZzLrfu
608Please respect copyright.PENANAqjCCiMmujD
你打破了我築起的高牆,毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光,刺透我的一切。608Please respect copyright.PENANAmHs0wjnMJM
608Please respect copyright.PENANAKDQU8hsggw
像烈日的太陽一般。608Please respect copyright.PENANAvqodIjOWL7
608Please respect copyright.PENANA985NL70IKj
一直都相信著,只要許下願望,就一定能實現。608Please respect copyright.PENANAIJeg6XGoIZ
608Please respect copyright.PENANAxDdfeTjf9w
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物,明明知道一切都是假的,卻又想去相信。608Please respect copyright.PENANAOXbr1op1Is
608Please respect copyright.PENANARun8RRIW7t
「我們回家,好嗎。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAQTLFNH4fB3
608Please respect copyright.PENANAsfQ6ILudue
即使如此,你仍然滿懷著耐心,待在我身邊。608Please respect copyright.PENANAOo2mLGZb69
608Please respect copyright.PENANAtWpenMfDKn
就算下著大雨,就算仍然待在黑暗之中,就算,依舊沒有放晴。608Please respect copyright.PENANAY3SfJOR20c
608Please respect copyright.PENANA0m6b9cOyPj
我衝上前,雖然無法完全拋棄過去,但是……608Please respect copyright.PENANAEpigDCpu4G
608Please respect copyright.PENANAYz8ctqm3vN
我相信,未來的我一定會很感激妳,選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。608Please respect copyright.PENANAKASFPAnZhz
608Please respect copyright.PENANAX3kB04EbGg
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單,就是受被前女友甩了,遇到了攻,但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
ns 172.70.127.128da2