沒有我的晴天 - 陰影（BL腐向）

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　　連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LxEvF8MYm
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　　『嘩啦——』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo4VbuVkS5
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　　「這都下多久了......」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXrhS7p5Vf
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　　意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioy2E6neXz
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　　枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPneKOIRcvs
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　　尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y7NCz6DuK
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　　能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDDmoYkPsk
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　　『鈴——鈴——』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWfAuEUAx9
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　　終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Doj3kc8SK
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　　一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtmpQBSDQO
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　　車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77wIy7vwPj
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　　「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oLjpJEBV2
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　　「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNpKpwxRcI
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　　我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqbje4ByL4
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　　我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNxMPqb2v2
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　　離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMuBInl59E
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　　到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOzyRId61u
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　　依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYkdGmXQiE
　　

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　　某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB27v4XCmuA
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　　從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0baD9OGJc
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　　是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHIe1v1Kl0
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　　「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnOrSviaTZ
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　　紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3MINYHsLv
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　　「還會痛嗎？」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9SitsREa9
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　　「不會了，謝謝。」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdCB0n5EQQ
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　　他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlkt9wG8Vc
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　　這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozuEzuEKct
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　　那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E9zb5VGSq
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　　聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7aCkLi8JB
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　　『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa24ezyF4X7
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　　我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqM4axEXVa
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　　『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1usp9VlU6
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　　當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9MrQCjzjz
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　　『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』

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　　恍惚之間，我回到了現實。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuCV2DDPTD
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　　「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd7QvBPyqw
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　　「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51o375u5Qr
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　　「也是。」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3lSKLbiVB
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　　我只是在逃避。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegfnLVsTpG
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　　因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVvpsmbYpi
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　　我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbp6gHCd2O
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　　她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ytcX8Jwtc
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　　從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。

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　　夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIfN91iDzD
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　　我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvC0FauytV
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　　發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipRvLBSCDG
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　　不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZF7kDdqDS
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　　A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O1GuHAOs8
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　　「別走！」

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　　總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？

　　總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhPCTe626V
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　　「不要管我，你回去吧！」

　　總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvC8EdCI5g
　　總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KulcZ3796
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　　就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJLLWo53nZ
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　　「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsOxeGAyVY
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　　雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWNqwJYSbB
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　　「過來！」他對我喊著。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGenIAu5O3
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　　「不。」我退後了一步。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoxnvhVd1e
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　　他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kQ3XJG6Co
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　　就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCH9XFerBw
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　　我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA74Aet5kAX
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　　「我......」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PgM5QtXYx
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　　「不要靠近我！」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5AHxxruF7
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　　我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzORKjgyym
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　　但是，我卻無法相信自己。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcV7LJEG92
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　　「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsHatKyWFX
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　　「你是傻子嗎！」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEekr8uCTbB
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　　一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5IsAldKsd
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　　「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpFSGuwMd1
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　　你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4lDd6aUsJ
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　　像烈日的太陽一般。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1xluWGt2Y
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　　一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mhu1jFDjk
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　　就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuSXBRYQla
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　　「我們回家，好嗎。」704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzcroHtJmR
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　　即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUrgQ0pg9N
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　　就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJQcmynJ2p
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　　我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6OqxG6X6x
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　　我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。704Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYr7K7LHxN
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