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也許有一天不得不承認,之所以一直逃避面對他人的示好,全是因為自己的自卑。243Please respect copyright.PENANAF26JjPCyhj
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「這個戒指是?」友注意到我右手中指的銀戒指,開玩笑問道:「你被求婚了!?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAi95ACc0zay
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這問話差點沒讓剛入口中的茶噴灑出來,我吞了口水,一口否定道:「胡扯!這是某某給的聖誕禮物啦!我哪來異性朋友跟我求婚,而且求婚哪是戴這指......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAl9EoeXT2FQ
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我強裝淡定澄清,講到後面越來越小聲,對於到底戒指戴哪一指才具有特殊意義實在是搞不清楚。243Please respect copyright.PENANAaWeeHDge5w
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友人"喔"的一聲拉長尾音,一臉笑嘻嘻,用著調侃的語氣半諷刺說道:「你是有異性朋友啊!只是你都約不成,能怎麼辦?」243Please respect copyright.PENANABnpq4i9Itq
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「那些事早知道不跟你說了。」我嘀咕著,對此感到萬分無奈。243Please respect copyright.PENANAvsoJdR1TT2
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這異性話題也沒有延續很久,中學就認識的朋友反倒問起這戒指的事情,道:「所以你就輕易收下了?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAk7n0P4YanB
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我低頭吸著杯中彈性十足嚼起來可口的珍珠,同時耳聞這些話時,不經有些彆扭,不得不微微抬起頭,露出一臉不解道:「嗯?怎麼了嗎?好朋友送的禮物有什麼理由不收?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAssFwyZqDdm
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「......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAqo4QtozSE6
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而正在這時,茶訪的餐點送到,介入我倆之間送餐,徹底打斷了原先的話題。243Please respect copyright.PENANAGaKhNRpjC2
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看著所點的褐色炸物及金黃薯條紛紛被輕放到檯面上,這陣陣香氣飄來還真是振奮食慾,讓人不自覺口水直流。243Please respect copyright.PENANAvXGzeujU7Y
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直到店員走遠,我夾起眼前第一根薯條時繼續問道:「某某一定有跟你說吧!我這次是真的太忙,完全沒準備禮物,而且我們四個已經好幾年沒再交換聖誕禮物了!都認識這麼久了!我也沒想到他那天聖誕見面會帶東西來,他應該不會真的很介意吧?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAuGWbdgcnIg
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我莫名有些擔憂自己的粗神經會不會造成某某不開心,但那天真的是臨時起意說要見面,完全是下了班就接到電話,晚餐吃沒兩口就出門會面了。243Please respect copyright.PENANAstY0IgspdU
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「他是沒跟我說這麼多......不過我們幾個之間哪會在乎這些,別想太多。」友沉穩回著,也開始拿起筷子享受美食。243Please respect copyright.PENANASt1RWBLQFA
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當胡思亂想立刻被打消時,心中的大石也立馬消失的無影無蹤,我無聲的彈指說道:「對嘛!我們幾個間哪會在乎這些,這次他送,下次我定會送到她心坎裡!」243Please respect copyright.PENANAxRC6Vo6mgT
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這舉動逗笑著眼前友人,邊笑邊道:「你大拇指還真的彈不出半點響音,明明教過你很多次。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAjAPXm6haCl
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「就讓我做做樣子,手指彈太大力真的無法,實在太痛。」243Please respect copyright.PENANANNLs5z0NxP
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「那你彈吉他,手指怎麼不痛了?」243Please respect copyright.PENANALudVUN57Tg
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「這哪能是一樣的!?」243Please respect copyright.PENANASUUtFPjcSG
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歡笑聲久久未能停息,直到友的下句話將問題再度搬上檯面。243Please respect copyright.PENANAxVCYAH9SMB
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「我覺得某某應該不是介意你沒送這事,而是想看收到禮物後,你的反應。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAZzR8TBTbUm
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「我的反應?」我回想起昨夜的點滴,回應著:「當然是很高興啊!?而且我又很喜歡銀飾品,九二五銀的戒指完全是我的菜!」243Please respect copyright.PENANABkWFx8PdvK
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我一臉陶醉在九二五銀的戒指上,雖然這枚戒指稍大了些,左手戴都有些偏大,但右手卻是合指的,索性就戴在右手中指上。243Please respect copyright.PENANAP8JO7SchPh
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「某某說這是他買情侶對戒,但她只喜歡女生款,所以就想說要找一天送給有緣人!我手上這是男生款,哈哈說到底我就是那有緣人啦!要不是昨天第一個見到他,這枚戒指可能就不是在我手上了!」243Please respect copyright.PENANATpGJAWZ5oo
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我強烈感受到自己的運氣很好!一副自信滿滿說出上述那些話。243Please respect copyright.PENANAAwzQCqmLqN
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友人有些聽不明白,反問道:「怎麼說?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAuOJvmLiD9k
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我開始細細轉述某某昨日的說詞,「某某不是在群組約見面嗎?然後我那時剛好下班,接到電話後就約老地方見,原以為荼荼也會來,但最後只有我倆。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAjAeHGEnZC8
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「我知道昨天只有你們倆約成,畢竟我昨天晚班,荼荼正常都忙著上班約會,聖誕節根本沒時間。所以某某有說什麼嗎?」243Please respect copyright.PENANA3cMH8Wecpm
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「他是說大家很久沒見,還說準備了禮物要給他昨天下班後第一個碰到的朋友。」243Please respect copyright.PENANASolbcsujUX
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友人似乎從話中聽說了端倪,看穿什麼的他嚴肅說道:「原來如此......我大概知道某某在意什麼了......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANA6NLawXEemg
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這段話讓我露出茫然,詫異問道:「什麼意思?你剛剛不是才說他不在意嗎?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAKRc3aScTPo
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「......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAP1R6GTICxR
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這回友人有些遲疑,或者說是被我忽然激動的話語給震攝住,我沒有等他回答,繼續猜想道:「所以她果真很介意我忘了禮物這件事?還特地跟你說?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAPjSFDXeLss
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由此可見,某某和眼前這友人,在昨天與我見過以後,私下還有了交流,我個人並不是會介意那種誰跟誰比較好,但如果有心結或有想抱怨的話,我都希望是當面跟,與其彆彆扭扭在那猜測心思,直白告訴我攤牌直說,在我看來對彼此都比較好。243Please respect copyright.PENANA3vFPPiy8dq
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畢竟我這腦相當遲鈍,如果想要對等交換禮物,直說就好,但如果事後在說我白收禮物這種話,真的會火冒三丈。243Please respect copyright.PENANA9gHCDFwmOX
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友人長嘆了口氣,平靜道:「你先冷靜些。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAEUli0QxNoc
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他看我沒反應,便繼續說道:「首先!我可沒說某某說你的壞話。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAZu2nmmMNtN
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「要不然他到底在意什麼?還跟你說?」我完全沒跟上友人的思緒,似乎一開始就直接以為是這麼回事了。243Please respect copyright.PENANAEQI4N98wV3
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友人像是哄小孩一樣,耐心解釋道:「我會覺得他在意什麼,一部分只是我的推測!」243Please respect copyright.PENANARy8HlIDZBA
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「推測?你又在玩什麼偵探遊戲?」243Please respect copyright.PENANA9YylbPTayT
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我想好禮好氣的回答,但事實上我已經將情緒反應出來,心情整個超差,對於賣關子的友人實在讓我有些煩躁,讓我打從心底認為自己實在摸不透眼前有些古靈精怪的他,完全是朋友中最難看透的一個。243Please respect copyright.PENANAqNdZGGCLTL
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「這不是遊戲!是你跟他的事!」友人拉高音量,貌似對於我前一句拿偵探遊戲的事情來說給激怒,他雙手握拳敲了下桌面,這讓我稍稍收斂了些,將不滿情緒壓到最低。243Please respect copyright.PENANAwZE4nCTnX0
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「抱歉......剛剛是我太著急了,我以為你們在私下說我的不是,你也知道,前不久我才遇到類似的問題,所以就。」243Please respect copyright.PENANALefCGoPe4S
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我深知自己最近有些敏感,但沒有人應該平白無故接受我的脾氣,為此我對友人感到很抱歉。243Please respect copyright.PENANAlMNoHAD2k4
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「我知道你氣得點!但我們和你那些同事不一樣!某某也絕對不會在背後衝康(台語:陰、暗算)你,這點我希望你永遠別懷疑。」243Please respect copyright.PENANARE0J2k5Odr
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「對不起。」我明白此事是自己先錯在先,凡事做錯就道歉絕不拖延,我低下頭誠懇表示,希望友人能因此消氣些。243Please respect copyright.PENANAURyP7xgErp
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我都快不敢抬頭看了,直到二十秒過去,氣氛才緩和些。243Please respect copyright.PENANAU7k4BLVI0o
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友人莞爾一笑道:「你就是有話直說,認錯倒也是最快的!」243Please respect copyright.PENANAL6Sl0uGppj
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「畢竟這次真的是我錯了,不該無緣無故對你發脾氣,還亂猜你們在說什麼。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAYSliF9slc2
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對此,友人若有所思道:「你會好奇也是正常,畢竟是我突然說那些讓你不明所以的話,你當然聽不懂......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAVTiLAnS20Q
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「我確實不懂!你又不是不知道,我反應遲鈍、常常沒帶腦出門,會不會得罪了人還沒自覺都不知道!」243Please respect copyright.PENANA916JlBJG09
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「你倒是有自知之明呢!」243Please respect copyright.PENANAwoOfgoam3d
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友人憋笑隱忍,毫無顧忌我的顏面,我習慣了這笑點極低的傢伙,回道:「只要你好好解釋清楚剛剛的話,要怎麼說我隨你!」243Please respect copyright.PENANARXHdOKQLRT
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「你還真的是打算打破砂鍋問到底......這性子真的是急不可耐啊。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAdFRmmsT72y
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「你又不是第一天認識我,就是因為如此種種!一直以來我才希望你們對我能有話直說,雖然這有些強人所難,但......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAHU2fZzTWMZ
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見我又要暢所欲言說一大串前,友人右手向前制止我說下去。243Please respect copyright.PENANAyy37qKqpQq
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「我會跟你說......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANA0OPlNugsn7
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「真的!?」243Please respect copyright.PENANA68PjAg1aY1
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「只是有些事我不知道我有沒有資格說......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANASuNfE7QN73
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「什麼意思?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAV5s0hIMN0y
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「或者說我該不該擅自介入,替某某代言。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAVeJPD40OLo
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「......。」243Please respect copyright.PENANARzYqbEM3Qs
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話語到此陷入僵局,說到了這份上,即使我在傻也不會聽不出來,此話背後的重要性。243Please respect copyright.PENANAHg2LOxX1fF
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友人有難言之隱,而我有選擇聽與不聽的權利。243Please respect copyright.PENANAO82qq8gYcp
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「在告訴你我的猜測前,我必須先提前告訴你。」243Please respect copyright.PENANAlFP9SzOerp
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我整顆心臟不受控制地瘋狂跳舞著,忐忑不安問道:「什麼?」。243Please respect copyright.PENANARu781fv06h
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「這些話你可能會難以接受,甚至會萌生排斥感,你與某某的關係甚至我們之間的關係,很可能一夕間幻滅,就算如此,你還是想知道嗎?」243Please respect copyright.PENANAi9Ggne53iK
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他讓我做選擇,但也把可能發生的後果說得清楚明白。243Please respect copyright.PENANAmHpUbBBI0S
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我有想過如果他不說,某某會告訴我嗎?243Please respect copyright.PENANAiAt9WQoCxV
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我甚至能猜測到友人埋藏的秘密,只是一直以來我都沒正視這個問題。243Please respect copyright.PENANAjg8kQJluDY
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我很好奇自己的懷疑是否正是友人覺察到並且隱瞞的事一樣,即使害怕再也回不到從前,但這一刻的衝動超乎理智,讓我脫口而出:「即使如此,我還是想知道。」
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