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第二日放學，我同小悠去咗家政室。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmL2g35nGA
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入都去影都冇隻，得份食譜放咗喺枱面。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbemnS626M
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「又話芝芝教我地整？人呢？」我問。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGeC8OxDlF
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呢個時候，小悠電話響，佢拎出嚟睇兩睇：「芝芝話佢臨時有事所以嚟唔到教我地喇，不過佢已經準備好材料同食譜，叫我地自己試吓整喎。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBZaVXrfNy
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我感動到差啲流眼淚，芝芝真係一個好老師。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zcAuKefF7
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「屌，咁我返去喇。」我孭書包準備走人。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJW7ujQMTy
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「你唔整嗱？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdSsqGrIOp
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「都冇人教，點整呀？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDjfxeCibv
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小悠拎起枱面份食譜：「你要對我嘅理解力＋自學能力有信心！」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkODwrEk1n
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…呢句野由佢把口講出嚟會唔會太冇說服力。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrCTQ3dfLe
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不過我有啲興趣究竟小悠會整pat乜嘢出嚟，所以決定唔走住：「好，我睇你表演。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto5jG3wUsa
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「放心！好快就有蛋糕食！」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjwellaxJn
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「聽住先啦…」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDRwovTnp6
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之後，我喺側邊讀食譜，小悠就落手落腳做。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeyHeKv9YH
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「跟住呢？」佢一路攪手上盤嘢，一路問。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM51EZRnWz
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「倒入牛奶，攪勻。」我毫無抑揚頓挫地讀出。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkkZrK9Lnf
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小悠將啲奶倒入個碗，然後又係攪攪攪。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4DziesP0F
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不過，佢動作比我想像中俐落好多，暫時未發生令家政室毀滅嘅情況。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazo7YIdtFj
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「加完奶之後呢？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9rP76rVVW
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「你以前可能係識整蛋糕嘅人…」我忽然諗到。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc3uoPgBmp
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每次見到小悠好熱衷又或者專注喺一樣嘢嘅時候，我總會控制唔到咁將嗰樣嘢同小悠嘅過去連結。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dHYjtnW9A
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佢繼續喺度攪：「你唔覺得係『而家』嘅我有整蛋糕嘅天份咩？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlD3dKE6H4
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「邊有人咁樣讚自己架？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASOKOO5FA8
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「我講真架。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VGnjZK07V
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小悠停咗一停，然後講：「我有種感覺，就係可能唔應該再執著過去呢樣嘢，至少比起我地掌握嘅當下，過去只係一樣微不足道嘅野嚟。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi8LdRaTDB
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我擰頭：「每個人嘅『現在』都係由你口中微不足道嘅過去所組成，冇過去就冇當下，而且…」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i7EYMSKEe
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如果冇咗「幫小悠尋找過去」呢個理由，我就會真真正正變成佢口中微不足道嘅「過去」。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84RrT1bqqM
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「而且？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RydNEsMxN
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我別過視線：「冇野。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM7eYrDz4z
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「總之，我應承咗會幫你搵返你嘅記憶就一定會做，即使你認為自己嘅過去一啲都唔重要都好。」最後我講。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSlzoPTMbp
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「或者你講得啱，比起一開始，我愈嚟愈覺得以前嘅野根本冇所謂…因為對而家嘅我嚟講，同阿帆過嘅每一日先係最重要。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDtJCO4Mm0
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聽完佢咁講，我感覺到塊面好熱，於是即刻擰咩面，好彩小悠應該見唔到。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkuauYSCBG
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「仲有同阿妹、芝芝、同埋張廷宇過嘅每一日都好重要！」佢若無其事咁舉起手指開始數。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d3fl3tjEg
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「…真係服咗你。」我嘆一口氣。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnWGDxAzyA
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「下個步驟呢？」呢個時候佢催我。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fOOp6CLpo
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我回過神，繼續讀食譜：「之後加麵粉呀，唔好咁大力攪。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyBRgkmyme
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「OK！」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNAsMl4r8N
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我一直注視住小悠嘅側面，佢認認真真整蛋糕個樣，同平時白白痴痴嘅佢有啲唔同。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyv7S1Vj8l
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意思唔係話外貌上有咩改變，775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCBDwu6LAd
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而係成個人散發嘅氛圍，好似變咗另一個人咁。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkZJScONjB
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到察覺到嗰陣，我先發現自己原來望咗佢好耐。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpfGubCPhV
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我即刻望向第二度。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtlX9rIA5c
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最後我地用咗成粒鐘，整咗個稱得上好成功嘅蛋糕出嚟。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0UgFFf1JX
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所以我信心都大增，連小悠都整到，冇理由我整唔到掛？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUDNwpvEYA
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尤其是我帶住對阿妹嘅感情！真係諗唔到失敗嘅理由。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dsvQ92SjL
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於是我暗中決定，聽日放學之後開始練兵，務求整一個完美嘅生日蛋糕俾阿妹。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2il1q4lfE
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