《我喺街執咗個失憶嘅女仔返屋企》 - 尋找希望（十）

唔知幾時，紫悅捧住塊蛋糕來到我旁邊：「撒仔嘅蛋糕，食嘛？」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS19sqcQxov
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我隨意點頭，然後食咗一啖。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYNeq0gHAI
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「好食嘛？」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIW0S3avJ8
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「嗯。」我想笑住咁講，不過提唔起嘴角。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzCw4YeBQV
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「但你嘅表情話俾我聽，呢個蛋糕睇嚟唔係咁好食。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBTH2mmoJO
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我望向紫悅：「…高田帆俾人打。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn46NvJRT3G
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「高田帆…即係尋日走入你間房個男仔？」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXpiRIGALr
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「嗯，所有嘢都係我錯，如果我冇跟佢走出去嘅話，佢就唔會俾人打。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2JNB3YOrN
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「但我聽卯月講，你今日好開心？」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9iBRk8fDt
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「雖然係，但我唔應該覺得開心。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM8GJO4r6V
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紫悅望咗我一陣，然後講：「吖，我記得高田帆今晚就要走！」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TdLBWs8by
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我被佢嘅說話嚇一跳：「咁快？」 666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Auzc0teRf
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「生意都傾完，冇必要繼續留喺呢個地方。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiads86i4W
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「咁我地以後咪冇得再見…。」我小聲說道。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9lPzmbtpK
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「你講得啱呀，你同佢住嘅地方隔咗咁多公里，你地以後應該唔會再見面。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHszDHHUWa
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雖然我知道，但聽到紫悅咁講，內心依舊一陣無名嘅失落感。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7ZFQegkEz
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「所以，如果你真係覺得開心嘅話，要好好咁傳達俾高田帆知道至得！因為今晚之後，你唔會再有機會。」紫悅講完捉起我隻手就跑。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T0h5LtmRK
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「…等等！」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FMbpzS6Jb
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紫悅帶住我行遍成個宴客廳，但只係見到其他參加派對嘅客人，見唔到高田帆。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vIZwBo4KU
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「估唔到咁快走咗。」紫悅望勻四周之後講。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2ZrEvDpQn
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「算啦，我同佢以後都唔會再見。」雖然我好多謝佢所做嘅一切。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9HBJwgXPH
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我望吓牆上嘅大鐘：「紫悅，我想返房。」 666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HHQ4LHVzA
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「咁我陪你返去。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfR1xDYJ44
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回到冷冰冰嘅房間後，紫悅替我重新將腳鐐繫上。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13SKTbEwDi
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「…對唔住，呢個係太太吩咐。」紫悅一臉歉意講。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhz0iwfQVW
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我垂低頭：「我知道，麻煩你喇紫悅。」666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2YJ4nzjiN
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喀嚓一聲，腳上嗰道熟悉嘅沉重感又返嚟。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfF4CqrRo7
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紫悅離開之後，我到窗旁躺下，凝望外面嘅風景。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxopLou8mk
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遠方嘅燈塔再次映入眼簾。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kp538pPq1
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果然，喺度離遠望就夠。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam2YelXDYg
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頭先同高田帆一齊畫畫嘅時候，我曾經以為自己見到希望。喺剎那平靜之間，我彷彿聽到希洋同我講佢一直以嚟都冇離開過，仍然係有咩事都會陪我一齊面對。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx7BuzZsLS
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但如果呢個希望要用其他人嘅痛苦換返嚟嘅話，就應該由佢幻滅。我唔想再連累任何人，嗰個帶走希洋嘅夜晚已經係我一生都要背負嘅罪孽。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9eO0neX3V
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希望呢個名詞喺我身上只會化作虛無飄渺，就同我個名一樣。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMbirvodWP
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眼前嘅玻璃折射出倒影，淚水一顆一顆從倒影臉上滑下，彷彿對我表達同情。666Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnOA4RLmU7
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然而下一個瞬間，臉上沾滿淚水嘅倒影消失得無影無蹤，取而代之嘅係外面一雙堅實嘅手。