《我喺街執咗個失憶嘅女仔返屋企》 - 繁星祭篇：最初的畫

「點解冇相嘅？」我指住眼前立喺地上嘅淺灰色長方體問。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLQq4LYSbE
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墓碑略顯新簇，上面只係刻咗寥寥可數嘅幾個字，仲有一個日期。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKNsD93MsV
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「因為我地冇見過佢，唔知佢點嘅樣吖嘛。」阿爸阿媽咁樣同我講。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9saPEINNnm
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我望一眼墓碑上嘅字：「唔知佢係點嘅樣…咁咪好快唔記得囉？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZbhtDC8Xs
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阿媽摸吓我頭髮：「唔會，只要你心裏面愛佢，就唔會唔記得。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RXlv6LQe3
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「雖然係咁…。」我細細聲講。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSRoYa7eyf
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我偷偷地數吓自己有啲咩係一定要記住：每個禮拜嗰集動畫劇情、每隻陀螺嘅屬性同特徵、每日喺學校學嘅單字、每次去公園都會一齊玩嘅朋友…。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h8oVQxSpF
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咁數落去，話唔埋有一日我會完全忘記呢個冇出世嘅阿妹都未定。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs9NGYm6RA
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只係想像一吓，已經一萬個不願意。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOFrDHOoxL
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返到屋企，阿爸阿媽忙住同唔知邊個開視像會議。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuQ145ntTV
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佢地俾咗啲顏色筆同畫紙我坐喺地下度玩。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3b4HDGjU6
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坐喺地下，一直諗住頭先個地方——灰濛濛一片，令人唔舒服，可能有啲顏色會好啲，咁阿妹都會住得開心啲。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUmF6d5gf3
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我拎起其中一支筆，開始合埋眼想像。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxVHN6eecx
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隔離屋有對讀緊中學嘅兄妹，個阿哥就成日話個阿妹除咗多嘢講，就係多嘢講，同埋蠢，佢話：「阿妹呢樣嘢，唔係好嘢。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlropcStAIs
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不過我諗，或者唔係所有阿妹都係咁，至少我會教佢做功課，令佢唔好變蠢，如果我有阿妹嘅話。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeuLBZgB22
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所以，佢最多都係多嘢講；大概仲會鍾意周圍走，跌到損手爛腳都唔知。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK3aTdJ4a5
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因為咁，佢應該唔會好似學校其他女仔咁鍾意留好長嘅頭髮。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRumywJ52HC
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然後對眼，應該會同我同阿爸阿媽相似。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCTCpuqLW2
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我愈諗愈高興，開始喺紙上動筆。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi54ILdpsAw
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一番功夫之後，我喺畫紙上完成最後潤飾，然後放低顏色筆。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGAYac30YA
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「…咁樣就唔會唔記得你喇。」我望住畫中嘅女孩講。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGASriOAfx
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不過，成幅畫只係得一個人，或者佢會覺得好悶。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa8Bl6Wu9C
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呢個時候，我不經意瞥向櫃上嘅相架，係不久前阿爸阿媽幫我影嘅，慶祝我首次養寵物，只係而家睇返，依然覺得好傷心。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkwYgYz44v
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「…龍貓。」甚至連改名都未嚟得切，就已經整唔見咗嘅龍貓。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkijcI6LYhS
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我唔想唔記得。我想好似記住阿妹一樣，一直記住龍貓。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDGzgsB5QH
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所以，我執返起支顏色筆，喺紙上面開始畫。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpvX2Ksq5R
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冇幾耐，阿爸阿媽開完會，我都差唔多畫完。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ny4GtIswp
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佢地見到我喺度畫畫，表情有啲驚訝：「帆帆你畫得好靚呀，你畫緊咩呀？」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIfayuaEhl
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我將幅畫俾佢地睇：「係阿妹同埋龍貓。」681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfJuIZlyPP
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阿爸阿媽冇講乜嘢，淨係笑住摸吓我個頭。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwfU1bjmER
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「以後每一日我都帶住呢幅畫，咁就唔會唔記得佢地！」我笑逐顏開。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwnNQOd4E6
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——呢一個就係我開始畫畫嘅契機。681Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTd2EPFWaI
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