經過漫長嘅旅程,我終於踏上呢片陌生嘅土地。181Please respect copyright.PENANAnlhJHftzdS
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我用細個儲落嘅錢搵咗個地方暫住,瞓醒之後就漫無目的咁喺條街度周圍行,有時就會亂咁上一架巴士,坐到總站就落車,繼續漫無目的地遊走。181Please respect copyright.PENANAAxtWRtk14M
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我諗如果紫悅喺度嘅話,一定會笑我,話喺茫茫人海裏面搵一個人等於大海撈針,但我覺得咁樣嘅生活其實都唔錯,每一刻都優哉悠哉,一啲煩惱都冇,比起以往困喺大屋嘅日子實在要好太多。當然,嚟搵高田帆呢個諗法冇一秒被我放棄過,亦都係我置身喺呢片土地嘅最大原因。181Please respect copyright.PENANAUG0g8AaONV
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雖然只係過咗兩日,我已經深深領會到紫悅喺我臨上機前所講嘅——混濁嘅空氣無處不在,每呼吸一下都好似將多餘嘅雜質吸到體內一樣,對於呢一點我仍然唔係好慣。181Please respect copyright.PENANAaHx2ggks7g
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一架大貨車喺眼前揚塵而去,我禁不住掩著口鼻:「咳咳、咳咳…。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAwAW0BvGtuX
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咳咗一陣之後,突然有隻手輕拍我膊頭:「冇事吖嘛?」181Please respect copyright.PENANALXa61pyC4k
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一個拎住拐杖嘅婆婆企咗喺我眼前,我搖頭:「冇、冇事,唔該你呀。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAXs0s7B2URg
181Please respect copyright.PENANAePXtZijIe4
話音未落,個婆婆突然面容痛苦,我趕快問:「婆婆你點呀?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6QmIl8xeH
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佢一邊揉住後背:「冇事,只係背痛發作,係呢妹妹,你可唔可以幫我拎一拎袋橙,順便送我去附近公園休息呀?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAY0tLYyIwga
181Please respect copyright.PENANAvjLyycU6T8
「冇問題!」我一手接過婆婆手上嘅兩袋橙。181Please respect copyright.PENANAWJkhGUm9so
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一邊行嘅時候,婆婆滿臉笑容咁問我:「睇你咁生面口,喺外地嚟架?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAfthEf4fIkV
181Please respect copyright.PENANAt8NPLc8HDl
我點頭:「我以前從來都未嚟過呢度。」181Please respect copyright.PENANADDaXkdVP29
181Please respect copyright.PENANAE68VoO0AIb
「你係嚟旅行?要唔要婆婆介紹附近有咩景點呀?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAQCfHlbPxAG
181Please respect copyright.PENANArMvLybk4oY
「比起旅行,我嚟係有更加緊要嘅嘢要做。」我眼望前方。181Please respect copyright.PENANA0mamChKpjH
181Please respect copyright.PENANAW6vkzJ3P4b
「緊要嘅嘢?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAQnVtGzKD8U
181Please respect copyright.PENANAbCQnyLNkAg
「嗯,嚟搵一個人。」我對婆婆笑說。181Please respect copyright.PENANA8RU7b9Sus4
181Please respect copyright.PENANA2g11p5RYuM
「呵呵,對我嚟講最緊要嘅嘢就係每日同孫仔孫女玩…。」婆婆笑得好開心咁講。睇嚟同佢傾咗一陣計,佢暫時忘記咗身體嘅痛楚,所以我都鬆一口氣咁笑。181Please respect copyright.PENANAcIjIHU5USw
181Please respect copyright.PENANADeBU1pKoMr
但下一秒,婆婆突然掩住胸口位置,繼而不支倒地。我從來冇遇到過呢種情況,所以花咗啲時間先搵到送婆婆去醫院嘅方法,去到醫院之後婆婆嘅家人都好快嚟咗。181Please respect copyright.PENANAi4ot3MN5U2
181Please respect copyright.PENANA8jK2R6JYXK
喺醫院外面,伯伯同我講婆婆要即時做個大手術,但因為身上冇錢,所以希望我可以幫佢地俾住先:「我一定會還返俾你…!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAWlGYaSWcNR
181Please respect copyright.PENANAtbHnN1nMJY
「但係…」我身上嘅錢本身都唔多,根本唔知夠唔夠幫到婆婆。181Please respect copyright.PENANAoup8PFKPrD
181Please respect copyright.PENANAt33HxjoluV
伯伯突然舉起三隻手指:「一係咁,你墊住咁多俾我地先就夠架喇,求吓你。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAxY7FeWhYl5
181Please respect copyright.PENANAgAEltcdJU6
「吓…?」我對伯伯所講嘅銀碼完全冇概念,不過如果可以幫到婆婆嘅話都想儘量幫,於是我將身上所有嘅錢拎出嚟,「你睇吓呢度夠唔夠?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAs7SrR5Ruv8
181Please respect copyright.PENANAmyE972wiss
伯伯見到之後,表情變得好開心:「夠、夠!」181Please respect copyright.PENANA83YHCMt3QA
181Please respect copyright.PENANAZmGzpFJFno
「咁你快啲去啦。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAjdExZxaezE
181Please respect copyright.PENANAIg3Haay7FH
我繼續喺醫院外面等,等伯伯返嚟同我講婆婆而家情況點,但企到太陽落山,到黑夜降臨依然見唔到伯伯。181Please respect copyright.PENANA8tz78flJug
181Please respect copyright.PENANAWuUFrAnt21
去到凌晨嗰陣,我去問護士知唔知做緊心臟手術嗰個婆婆情況點,得到嘅答案係唔清楚,不過今日冇人被安排做心臟手術。181Please respect copyright.PENANAgWA6EyNy9y
181Please respect copyright.PENANA5KAjJtVGVV
「咁晏晝同我一齊嗰對公公婆婆…?」181Please respect copyright.PENANArsuRitQ5UF
181Please respect copyright.PENANA6fOEOUPAJm
「個婆婆冇咩事,休息咗一陣就同個伯伯走咗啦,簡直係浪費救護車資源…。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAxWuumIq58V
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到咗呢個時候我先至後知後覺,但已經咩都做唔到。181Please respect copyright.PENANAIKicmULxAV
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「咁我以後點算…。」181Please respect copyright.PENANALI2uMKO9vZ
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所餘無幾之後,好快連住嘅地方都冇埋,身上值錢嘅嘢可能得返電話同手錶,我根本唔知自己仲可以去邊。181Please respect copyright.PENANA7LnTSDkn93
181Please respect copyright.PENANAveiCEQeGkf
紫悅喺我臨走前講過如果遇到有咩事一定要打俾佢,無論佢喺天涯海角都會即刻趕嚟;只不過每次我想按下撥出嘅時候,我都會提醒自己嚟咗呢個地方只不過係短短幾日,如果咁短時間就要向紫悅求救,咁我之前下嘅決心又有咩意義。181Please respect copyright.PENANA6GuO4lNiNV
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仲有,我嚟嘅目的仲未達成,如果輕易放棄嘅話,同嗰個被困住喺大屋嘅自己根本冇分別。181Please respect copyright.PENANA6b10ZEkQwJ
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每當諗到呢度,我都會收起部電話,然後再諗其他解決方法。181Please respect copyright.PENANAJ15a4Jivkv
181Please respect copyright.PENANAFUaiZFR6hK
冇錢嘅話,大不了我就瞓街。181Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ68UVAH9j
181Please respect copyright.PENANAmX201PFRxH
我拖住疲累嘅身軀走到去一個公園,然後瞓咗喺一張長櫈上面,為咗忘記兩日冇食嘢所累積嘅飢餓感,我淨係想快啲瞓著。181Please respect copyright.PENANAKUNtFfc5xI
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或者瞓喺長櫈同以前瞓喺房間地板嘅感覺有啲相似,好快我嘅意識就開始飄走。181Please respect copyright.PENANAMb95bisX4h
181Please respect copyright.PENANAMsAJXeXdw3
入睡嘅前一秒,耳邊隱約傳來其他露宿者嘅收音機聲:「提提大家,而家正懸掛八號風球,冇咩必要記得唔好出街留喺屋企喇…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAGBddERrX3J
181Please respect copyright.PENANAyWTcbznyvx
時間唔知過咗幾耐,我感覺到有一對手喺我腰間遊走。181Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1H8ZfrOJv
181Please respect copyright.PENANAsHjJDh4Wv1
我即時清醒過來,見到嘅係一個陌生大叔。我想反抗嘅時候,佢塞咗幾張紙幣俾我:「我俾錢你,你幫我解決吓。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAdnjrlClOWx
181Please respect copyright.PENANAdoNJRBqGIt
我咩都冇講,淨係推開佢,然後跑出公園。181Please respect copyright.PENANAUlTd4MIHiI
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「喂…!!」佢喺後面叫住我,我以為出咗公園就冇事,但佢依舊對我窮追不捨。明明而家唔係好夜,但街上居然一個人都冇——我先記起原來掛緊八號風球。181Please respect copyright.PENANAvtssbuNHKj
181Please respect copyright.PENANAnQMuepaoVZ
嗰個人一直跟喺我後面,眼見同佢嘅距離愈縮愈短,我內心首次出現驚恐嘅感覺。我索性咩都唔理,趁住轉彎嘅時候,用餘下嘅氣力跑入一個飄散住陣陣異味嘅地方,然後匿埋喺最埋面嘅角落。181Please respect copyright.PENANAW0tUMpsPPb
181Please respect copyright.PENANAx89zI7V2uc
我唔敢再望外面嘅情況,過咗一陣只係聽到嗰個人大叫:「嘩老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿…」然後係一陣腳步聲遠去。181Please respect copyright.PENANA8fsa6MLjOU
181Please respect copyright.PENANA8nzLvetMv1
聽到外面冇晒動靜,我偷偷地望出去,先知道自己跑咗入垃圾房。再觀察多一陣,確定嗰個人已經走遠,我至鬆一口氣。181Please respect copyright.PENANAKCWdJ6Phs8
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但呢一口氣同時將我一直壓抑嘅情緒鬆綁,眼淚好似缺堤一樣,不停從眼眶裏湧出,我將頭埋喺膝蓋裏面。181Please respect copyright.PENANAMgxyFVuetL
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好攰,好想食嘢,好掛住休比,好掛住希洋,仲有卯月。181Please respect copyright.PENANARR7Mi0jemw
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結果,我都係嗰個咩都要依靠其他人先做到,懦弱到連自己都覺得嫌惡嘅自己。181Please respect copyright.PENANA1HvS7J3BXU
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直到眼淚流乾,我連思考之後應該點做嘅氣力都再擠唔出,只係感覺到一陣頭昏腦漲,彷彿下一秒就會成為一具冇呼吸嘅屍體。181Please respect copyright.PENANAF91jpXrVh9
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如果我真係死喺呢度,唔知紫悅會唔會搵到我。又或者,到時我會連同呢度啲垃圾一齊被帶到唔知邊度處理,咁樣同我隔住幾千公里遠嘅媽媽應該都會好開心。啲人話一個人臨死前,諗嘅嘢都會愈來愈奇怪,意識逐漸喪失嘅我開始明白。181Please respect copyright.PENANAadlRUEufSU
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就喺呢個時候,一袋垃圾由外面飛咗入嚟,打中咗我,緊接天空傳來震耳欲聾嘅雷聲。因為咁,我嘅意識亦被一下子帶返現實。181Please respect copyright.PENANAwgxGuhhp1Y
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我揉著被打中嘅痛處:「痛…邊個咁大力掉垃圾呀…」然後慢慢起身,爬出垃圾堆外。181Please respect copyright.PENANAH14uAYDOtg
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「嘩!有人嘅?」頭先掉垃圾嗰個人講,聽落係一把有啲熟悉嘅男仔聲。181Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4GHHmlc7v
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「對唔住,頭先唔小心掟中你…。」嗰把聲繼續講。181Please respect copyright.PENANA1QEvOZjIEr
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胸口開始響起強烈鼓動,我緩緩抬頭,去確認心裏面嘅猜想——181Please respect copyright.PENANAcHLbVZM8a6
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依舊係一頭剛過耳嘅短髮,有點顯得寬鬆嘅卡通汗衫,仲有嗰張我一輩子都唔會忘記嘅臉孔。181Please respect copyright.PENANAXC3WDh5g6H
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「…你冇嘢吖嘛?」眼前嘅男仔帶點慌張,向我踏前兩步。181Please respect copyright.PENANA7MR9U7etFr
181Please respect copyright.PENANAQfu6Cli8Ll
要喺茫茫人海裏面搵到一個人,除非呢個世界有奇蹟。181Please respect copyright.PENANAXgQ7E7i7Da
181Please respect copyright.PENANAIDzKTbpqUg
我一直將紫悅嘅說話記喺心入面,因為即使表面唔相信,但我內心深處依然覺得要喺咁大嘅地方裏面搵到高田帆,或者真係冇咩可能。181Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q7eatHwhA
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但係望住呢個相隔十二年冇見面嘅男仔,我想同紫悅講,奇蹟正喺我眼前發生。181Please respect copyright.PENANA3JpCTfx4R8
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【全劇終】《我喺街執咗個失憶嘅女仔返屋企》
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