《我喺街執咗個失憶嘅女仔返屋企》 - 繁星祭篇：離別之日（五）

當下嘅我，冇空間去思考小悠嘅意思，空氣彷彿凝結成不動形態，教人未能弄清眼下嘅狀況…就同聯校宿營嗰次一樣。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXKZe6lbns
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唔同嘅或者係，今次地下舖嘅唔係翹起嘅爛鬼地板，小悠亦都唔係俾爛鬼地板絆倒。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnK8YG90nq
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唇上嘅感覺忽爾間褪去，四周圍嘅燈光陸續亮起——小悠已經快我一步，向禮堂嘅前方跑去。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdAcpFZ8D1
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「係大家！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH5uBRMI6u
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「喂…！」我即刻跟上去，至少要問清楚頭先係咩一回事。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6YEOQK2vO
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追上去之後，眼前出現嘅果然係5E班眾人，佢地手上拎住大大小小嘅東西，大概都係送俾小悠嘅道別禮物。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8X6PK9Ea9
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同預期嘅一樣，禮堂升滿咗漫天嘅氣球，氣球之下，大家各自將準備好嘅說話一一向小悠道出。望住呢個畫面，我知道自己冇出場嘅位置，更加唔好講去問小悠剛才發生嘅事。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yo9Xl8SDW
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我選擇退到一旁，靜待同小悠獨處嘅時機。點知一企，就企咗半粒鐘。期間眾人陸續離開，只係淨返幾個平時同小悠玩得埋嘅女同學，繼續同小悠講著不知名嘅話題。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46NDbRLMEj
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「帆！」小悠回頭，蹦蹦跳跳地走到我跟前。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1c3gj2fCZ
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「嗯？」我從發呆中回過神來。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXjxiHbBFO
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「我而家同大家出去食飯，然後佢地會送我去機場，所以，真係要講拜拜喇。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKzmZ2OQ3x
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面對突如其來嘅最後道別，我有點反應唔到。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZHMONuc2i
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不過諗真啲，又點會係突如其來？畢竟早喺幾個月之前，佢已經同我講咗要走呢件事。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIuqXjVSUu
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「咁你啲行李…」講到一半，我將餘下嘅都吞返落肚——小悠嘅行李今朝已經帶走咗。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyFBciYCeP
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佢冇再一次返我屋企嘅理由。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMHtarMxKx
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「放心！我一早將啲行李放咗喺紫悅度！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEIM0udQMr
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「咁…」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscLCjW6LFG
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如果我將「可唔可以跟埋你地去食飯」問出口，唔難想像小悠身後嘅女同學會用何等鄙視嘅目光投向我；即使佢地天生友善，唔介意同個唔熟嘅男同學（我）一齊食飯，要我加入一個全部都係女仔嘅飯局，本身就令人卻步。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGFKXyGDqz
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而家呢個時間點，更加唔係問佢頭先嗰件事嘅合適時機。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcgznsFo0F
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所以，最後我只可以無奈道出：「你玩得開心啲。」然後諗咗兩秒，「…再見。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ECSgmUJU6
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「嗯！」一聲之後，佢向我耳邊靠近，用一個只有我聽到嘅聲量講：「之前講過嗰份送俾你嘅禮物，我就收埋咗喺呢間學校裏面。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9ztyiuwtT
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小悠為班上每一個人都準備咗一份禮物，上次我問到自己嗰份嘅時候，校工就嚟催我地離開禮堂，結果我冇問落去。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLK4tWeweI
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佢選擇而家提起呢份禮物，其實都提醒咗我，離開咗呢個禮堂之後，我可能有排都唔會再見到小悠，又或者，永遠唔會再見到。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFdcKVet7f
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如果而家唔問，以後都唔會有機會問。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Iu4gSZDtv
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一諗到呢度，嘴巴就擅自發出聲音：「頭先禮堂開燈之前…」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Tskdt3h1
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小悠冇將成句聽完，就回答咗我嘅問題：「你去搵吖。嗰份禮物入面有你要搵嘅答案。」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAwXxiUQ7I
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佢冇俾機會我再講啲乜嘢，轉身就返咗去女同學嘅圈子裏面，同其他人嘻嘻哈哈咁走出咗禮堂。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3mSGLZ4kr
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目送小悠離開之後，我呆站喺原地，直到班主任Miss唔知幾時入咗嚟：657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WBVgbkYLc
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「其他人都走晒喇，你仲唔走？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4JuzuCeID
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「…哦，知道。」雙腳依然緊貼原地。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVJILgKCjQ
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「仲唔走？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bxLJSHEEG
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「…冇嘢喇搣時，我仲有地方要去！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1U48SFiKb
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——小悠選擇將想要傳達嘅訊息收喺佢所講嘅禮物裏面，一定有佢原因，我根本冇需要諗太多，既然佢話答案喺嗰度，我就即管去搵。