《我喺街執咗個失憶嘅女仔返屋企》 - 繁星祭篇：謊言與初衷

夜晚，我攤喺床上面，目光一直向外，望住窗邊街景彷彿能讓心境平靜落嚟。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuh4thMKIp
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幾日之前，我去咗搵樓下看更陳伯。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77daO9LpM8
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我需要搞清楚，當初佢話見唔到小悠係咩一回事。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpWQx0VvSG
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喺我連番追問之下，陳伯由一開始支支吾吾，到最後選擇和盤托出。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSqHFSzE1Z
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然而，陳伯嘅答案唔單止冇解明到任何嘢，反而衍生出更多疑問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJLKVJ77NW
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頭部因過度思考而開始產生痛感之際，小悠抱住休比衝咗入嚟：「阿帆！休比又學識咗一個新技能！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq5czCHLoq
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我下意識逃避佢嘅眼神，目光放到休比身上。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccseUCzs4Q
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「…咩技能？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMVnFyiTHT
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「休比！」小悠冇直接答我，而係對休比發號施令，休比聽到之後喺小悠嘅掌心連續打咗兩個關斗。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWY7eNus73
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「睇唔睇到呀？」小悠一臉期待望向我。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z0v8wunUU
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「…連續打關斗？」我問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYgczGMbTh
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「嗯！就係連續打關斗！下次可以表演俾紫悅同赤仔睇！！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbnFTy8Rwl
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一聽到紫悅同赤仔（聽聞係紫悅養嘅龍貓），不期然諗到小悠就嚟要走嘅事，呢種想法隨即暴露於臉上。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ552ViCt6
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大概係察覺到我嘅表情突然僵化，小悠忽然沉默不語，我地之間嘅氣氛頓時變得古怪。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeImkk1bsIL
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為咗打破呢個僵局，我伸咗個懶腰，然後走到書枱前：「唉…練吓畫先。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgg5mAv6zoy
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坐低畫咗冇幾耐，小悠坐到書枱旁嘅儲物箱上，一聲不吭望住我畫畫。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGticZbroxj
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「做咩呀？」我一邊畫一邊問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf40momODax
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佢將手肘撐喺書枱上，兩手托腮搖頭：「咁耐以嚟，好似一直冇睇過你畫畫。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CyADAqKqj
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「…有咩好睇。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLjvuq0NYo
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「張廷宇話，芝芝專心做功課個樣係最吸引人架。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBMeel95MK
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「所以呢？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ4PoKCwDQ
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「所以！阿帆專心畫畫嘅樣，一定都會好吸引！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8pCzIZhxG
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我低聲抱怨：「我知我平時個樣一啲都唔吸引…。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdARdyIOnQe
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小悠嘻嘻笑咗兩聲，隨即問道：「你畫緊咩呀？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3QwQDSBWQ
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聽完佢咁問，我終於將目光落喺佢身上，腦裏又浮現出看更陳伯嘅說話。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmUtFRqGzb
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我搖搖頭：「八卦…。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmelHK7umm
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唔知係因為小悠喺旁邊望住嘅關係，抑或係本身太多嘢佔據於腦海中，今晚落嘅每一筆都極不流暢，重覆咗無數次擦完又畫擦完又畫之後，我索性將畫紙捏成一團，掉入旁邊嘅廢紙簍。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhx1FDZ9ra
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「點解呀？明明畫得幾好…」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH5tUl5Mqv
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面對小悠嘅提問，我再度搖頭：「最近硬係畫得唔順手。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GW0CVvgWT
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小悠冇再追問落去，隔咗一陣之後卻話鋒一轉：「係呢，點解你會開始畫畫嘅？我指最初嗰陣。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3x7fxXril
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我會重拾畫畫可以話係因為夕嵐嘅出現；但如果回溯到最初，即係細個嗰陣嘅話——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk17TmGuOJE
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諗到呢度，我企起身。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79xRKAFG0j
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「？」小悠一臉疑惑。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqUrhjirbO
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「我去睇吓搵唔搵得返，我以前畫嘅畫。」講完之後我開始摷書櫃。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9vIWgmr0O
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「…你以前畫嘅畫？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrxAcJ6puT
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「嗯，上次咪同你講過我有個冇出世嘅阿妹嘅？我會開始畫畫係因為我想用畫畫呢個方式去記住佢…搵到喇！」喺書櫃底層摷到一疊畫，但逐張揭過後發現只係一幅幅動漫仿畫。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSHU6ARojv
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「睇嚟應該掉晒。」我無奈笑道。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjlUVqc9dW
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「啲畫係咪對你好重要架？」小悠忽然問咗呢個問題。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTxq3mCsCj
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我諗咗一陣，然後點頭：「…不過，唔見晒都冇辦法，只不過諗住搵返出嚟，時刻提醒自己最初鍾意畫畫嘅心情，就算畫到氣餒，都唔好咁易放棄。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwafL4jvIA
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「對阿帆好重要嘅畫…」小悠低語咗一句。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze9SizqR9Y
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「算啦，已經過咗去。」我伸個懶腰。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYOLCrz4PP
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「你一定可以搵返你嘅畫，只要你相信。」望住小悠嗰一雙彷彿映照出遠方嘅瞳孔，有一瞬間我信佢講嘅嘢會成真。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCf3EVbm4Z
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所以我推佢額頭，希望藉此轉換氣氛：「我啲畫呢，而家應該喺晒堆填區嘞，即係你本來要去嘅地方。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0MX7Q3HiU
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「唔緊要！」小悠輕輕抬頭，「咁等我代替你啲畫，叫你唔好放棄！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qoeDwhY2e
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我笑：「你都就走，點代？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Mi4g7IdD
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「我會帶埋部電話走，到你畫到想放棄嘅時候，我就會轟炸到你冇得放棄…！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYYbuhznWx
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「你去嗰個地方聽都聽未過，分分鐘連電話用唔到…。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEFqKuyVKH
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「咁我就寄信返嚟…！」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHgboPm3MG
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「諗落嗰個地方可能窮到連紙都冇，兼且啲人要食樹皮為生…」我乘機笑佢。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rpn7S3UMe
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一聽到要食樹皮，小悠嚇到臉容扭曲，我忍唔住笑得更大聲。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS0fNHdC9f
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我為我地又恢復到平常嘅吵鬧而鬆一口氣。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ehWcFHRBU
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距離繁星祭仲有5日。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtllbJvxZM
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看更陳伯同我講，嗰一日佢話見唔到小悠，其實係小悠指使下所講嘅謊言，儘管背後原因我諗唔明，但經過十個月以來嘅相處，我知道自己根本冇辦法對小悠起疑心。