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稍微不耐的口吻,的確,我從來沒有拖稿過,然而編輯還是必須再三確認,這就像是高中時期的老師一樣煩人。8964 copyright protection32PENANAJkGrDByzBd 維尼
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喔?不太一樣,我可以很有耐心,甚至是溫柔體貼,也可以冷漠無情,甚至殘忍至極。8964 copyright protection32PENANAocrlbOW8mu 維尼
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我終究是活成了她的理想。8964 copyright protection32PENANAzYslCzZsPe 維尼
十年前傳倫高中最著名的「寫作機器」江烈榮,在外界眼裡,或許是為了學校的榮譽、或許是出自個人的理想,但其實堂堂最強學生作家,就只是一個老師的傀儡,任她擺佈、操控、引誘。8964 copyright protection32PENANAe0xhGe5qno 維尼
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其實我早知道,或者早就該發覺,她起初會搭理我,純粹是因為我像是一個她最想成為的樣子。8964 copyright protection32PENANA4ilqYS9fW9 維尼
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我是怎麼發現的呢?8964 copyright protection32PENANAFz3ys430yh 維尼
每次得獎,她簡直比我還開心,至少原先的嚴厲,都逐漸轉為滿意。8964 copyright protection32PENANA5g0RcFsk1W 維尼
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反倒是我,從未因獎狀、獎品、獎盃、獎金笑過,對我而言,最好的獎勵僅是她喜悅的笑容。8964 copyright protection32PENANArrFWfrHCVu 維尼
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一路走來,或許天賦就是這麼好玩的東西,本來沒有和文學沾上半點關係的人,如今成了這個世代最有展望的匿名作家。8964 copyright protection32PENANATQQguCqcC6 維尼
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到站了,我趕緊按下車鈴,到下一個路口時下車。8964 copyright protection32PENANAKKz6BCSNu1 維尼
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陽光燦爛,說不出和十年前有什麼差別,但是我卻無法再像從前一樣欣賞這般好天氣,或許,心態變了。8964 copyright protection32PENANAMSMQ26IRp8 維尼
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現世殘忍,當最後一絲天真被剝奪走後,我也成了一個殘忍的人。8964 copyright protection32PENANAFgX2FAh1FV 維尼
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如果說,這不是偶遇,她會覺得驚喜還是害怕?8964 copyright protection32PENANAVOlMqbMPE4 維尼
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我來了,蘇登夢。8964 copyright protection32PENANAKukBATpszl 維尼
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陳雨生:我帶爾楷去公園玩,要順便去接妳沒?8964 copyright protection32PENANA1uk8bIyOJO 維尼
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我:不用,你們好好玩吧8964 copyright protection32PENANAQqgpVpuzSL 維尼
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回完訊息後,我抬眼看公車還剩多久抵擋,在這艷陽高照天氣,我打著陽傘等待公車。8964 copyright protection32PENANAVtHA27lmRo 維尼
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忽然瞥見,那個背影,我不可能會忘記。8964 copyright protection32PENANARUjfSVrVsT 維尼
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她的肩撐著深藍色上衣,卡其色長褲以及黑色帆布鞋,鴨舌帽轉動,她回首和我四目相接。8964 copyright protection32PENANAict0hTnUOS 維尼
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「老師!」她的口吻又驚又喜。8964 copyright protection32PENANAaZTTbyvY7e 維尼
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這就像是一個巧合。8964 copyright protection32PENANAKgfvbI37w2 維尼
「妳怎麼會在這裡?」她一步一步走向我,神色自若。8964 copyright protection32PENANAXhi4xARXRm 維尼
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「江烈榮?」8964 copyright protection32PENANAu6VLv2ChD8 維尼
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「嘿。」8964 copyright protection32PENANAlPYnrtpzqA 維尼
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「我在等公車啊。」我不由得感到驚喜,終於又見到她了。8964 copyright protection32PENANAtfMCB67kv8 維尼
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「妳要搭哪一班,我跟妳走。」8964 copyright protection32PENANAk8sHgsldx1 維尼
綻放的燦爛笑容,讓我產生了一種錯覺,時間是否能淡化傷痕,她是否痊癒了。8964 copyright protection32PENANAYDKHVtiDTK 維尼
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殊不知,那就是個陷阱。8964 copyright protection32PENANAmTPr1rPj5u 維尼
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「車來了。」我看著準備進站的公車。8964 copyright protection32PENANAhF5YrfM4c6 維尼
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她真的陪我上車,一時有些錯愕,或許她也有要去的地方,而我還想和她聊更多。8964 copyright protection32PENANAAOQX19okek 維尼
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「那妳現在在幹嘛?」8964 copyright protection32PENANAchWYssUnxE 維尼
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「寫寫文,當作家。」8964 copyright protection32PENANAJ6g085K6Gn 維尼
她忽然俯低身子湊近我耳邊。8964 copyright protection32PENANAx2tHvHka4r 維尼
「WF就是我。」吐出的氣息那麼溫熱,十年來,再次真切地感受到她的存在。8964 copyright protection32PENANASeH3TyTk9Q 維尼
「老師妳知道嗎?」她拉開一點距離,黑眸直視著我,我不禁微微一愣。8964 copyright protection32PENANA86unhq4lD5 維尼
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「嗯,我知道。」8964 copyright protection32PENANAMhGc5pfRJy 維尼
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直到公車到站,我們的話題還沒有結束,她像過去一樣嘰嘰喳喳個不停,又跟著我下車。8964 copyright protection32PENANA3NVHiEFiKm 維尼
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「所以妳是要去哪?」8964 copyright protection32PENANAK3Cec7hnns 維尼
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「妳家。」她歪著頭,天真無邪的模樣,我沒有多想,亦或者不願多想。8964 copyright protection32PENANAn9eIPtNod3 維尼
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就這樣把她帶回家。8964 copyright protection32PENANA48uVVtqqaN 維尼
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她站在客廳中央,仰首似乎看著那幅有陳雨生的全家福,她的表情意外地平靜,像是早就知道一切似的。我也不再懼怕她知曉一切。8964 copyright protection32PENANA7PDIOZm4Ry 維尼
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「妳先在這邊待著。」我囑咐江烈榮後,走進房間。8964 copyright protection32PENANAkMvVc5OZ3h 維尼
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拿起在書櫃上那本「黑白青春」後,想要轉身走離,江烈榮卻好像一直跟著我一樣的,出現在我的背後。8964 copyright protection32PENANASRf8P0EZVN 維尼
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「欸?妳可以簽名嗎?」我想著她恰好看到,順道索取了簽名。8964 copyright protection32PENANAArH2AAHnaF 維尼
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「好啊。」她逕自從書桌拿起奇異筆,我總覺得有些怪異,她拿起書,揮了幾筆後放下。8964 copyright protection32PENANA4vR1bVzFov 維尼
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「青春,迫切,渴望。」她喃喃低語道出書封的文字。8964 copyright protection32PENANATzEs03UAtZ 維尼
「哼,妳覺得我想要什麼?」8964 copyright protection32PENANAtD00Wwtpg7 維尼
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莫名的、無以名狀的氣氛、沉黑的雙眸,令人感到怪異卻無法抽離。8964 copyright protection32PENANAhCJ6Penw4Q 維尼
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「炎曉暄?」我說了一個名字,那是她十年前的女友,我還來不及離開書櫃前,江烈榮朝我步步逼近,我感覺我的聲音在顫抖,而她的手觸及我的腰側。8964 copyright protection32PENANA1bjkUxOQi2 維尼
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我後方是書櫃,前方是她,她的手困住了我,我感覺我掙脫不了,朦朧間,她掛著淺笑。8964 copyright protection32PENANAJY0CuCMMDA 維尼
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「不,是妳。」8964 copyright protection32PENANAvSbt2LcvRW 維尼
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該說是不可置信,還是意料之內?8964 copyright protection32PENANAvvvAEBUTID 維尼
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那魅惑的鼻音貼近脖頸,驅使著我放鬆,她放肆的手游移,褪去了我的衣裳,一發不可收拾的交纏,她吻了我,緊緊的擁住,似乎再也不想放開。8964 copyright protection32PENANAxOiYdBzAaU 維尼
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我鬆開了唇,退後、再退後,忽然我覺得很冷,明明身子感受著她的熾熱,可是我覺得還不夠。8964 copyright protection32PENANAPREEcILgaR 維尼
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「別……」她艱澀地哼出一個拒絕,我的雙腳牢牢把她囚禁在角落,我伸出手掌擦過浸染她的唾液的嘴角,拖曳至整個臉蛋的搶掠,卻沒有回覆她的恐懼。8964 copyright protection32PENANAhgLldXHRV0 維尼
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看著她迷離的雙眸,我想我並不會道德崇高到覺得我真是個人渣,我仍然覺得她很美、美得那麼驚心動魄。8964 copyright protection32PENANAjX4bIN2ruT 維尼
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一次又一次的強吻,伴隨而來的是強暴,說真的,我沒有做過,可是看著她逐漸裸露的身體,我就像是被生物本能驅使一般,發情。8964 copyright protection32PENANATSwmZjeWBN 維尼
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完事後,我忽然覺得身子發冷,冷到發顫,我漠然凝視著黏膩的指端,說不上來的厭棄。8964 copyright protection32PENANArKVh9sea3w 維尼
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我在厭棄什麼呢?8964 copyright protection32PENANA2E9UWOLpi0 維尼
我,還是她?8964 copyright protection32PENANA2HF7VK0SeN 維尼
是我的魯莽?還是她的順從?8964 copyright protection32PENANAyQ1Mxo7Rzd 維尼
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我冷笑一聲,隨後逕自走進浴室。8964 copyright protection32PENANAzvBHNwGAEH 維尼
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看著鏡子裡,那衣衫完整的禽獸,我癲狂得笑了幾聲。8964 copyright protection32PENANACx2sENDWw0 維尼
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『江烈榮,妳到底愛誰?』8964 copyright protection32PENANAD7c3zQ3tcK 維尼
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十年前、十年後,不停歇的自問,該由誰來回答?8964 copyright protection32PENANAFfLGGXtJsQ 維尼
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地板冷冷的,牆邊涼涼的,我頹靡蜷縮在牆角,身上衣物殘破不堪,不復單純的女孩坐在我臥室的床上,神情冷漠凝視著指端的黏膩,出自於親暱的碰觸。8964 copyright protection32PENANAjmQpPKWS7P 維尼
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她的觸感彷彿還停留在肉體,相較而言,她比我清醒太多,不像我沉淪在她懷裡呻吟,她一直都很冷靜。8964 copyright protection32PENANA1l47gFIcX7 維尼
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冷靜到令人恐懼,究竟是故意還是衝動?是算計還是巧合?8964 copyright protection32PENANAJI5cyakYa5 維尼
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從什麼時候開始,妳決定要這麼做?是再次出現在我面前時、還是陪著我走過回家的路、還是笑著說想來我家、或者是出現在我的身後、亦或者手撫上我的軀體。8964 copyright protection32PENANAmL5tp0zwFG 維尼
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還是打從十七歲的妳離開了我那刻?8964 copyright protection32PENANAJPRBwTKLMq 維尼
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這一切,令人感到細思極恐。8964 copyright protection32PENANAEihUe47CCa 維尼
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綻放的笑容依舊燦爛,且帶著深不可測的寓意,然而這就是妳的目的?8964 copyright protection32PENANAIX87WRUlHQ 維尼
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我蹲坐著靜靜聆聽,行走的聲響、浴室傳來的水聲、以及熟稔的音調喃喃低語。8964 copyright protection32PENANAssx4GlZO4T 維尼
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想到多年前師生相處的點滴,我勾起了嘴角,場面看起來格外弔詭。8964 copyright protection32PENANAGKDYOPF8Z1 維尼
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