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　　和小卷道別後，愛里關上公寓的舊大門。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOdJryaVwA
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　　回頭往電梯的方向，她突然覺得這段路很不一樣。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMvceIyAcv
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　　平時，愛里的一天幾乎都在教會裡度過，直到樓下的商場打烊後，才會由黎恩牧師或其他人陪同回家，然後就是洗澡、就寢，接著，又準備迎接下個再度重複的一整天。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJhghCabmf
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　　而今天回來的時間顯然有點早得過頭了，早到她甚至都認為，或許能夠再偷偷地溜出去一下？那麼，最好是趁著小卷還沒有走遠之前吧？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡablvnHbO8I
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　　......總有一天可以的。她一邊想著，一邊進了電梯。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMfePd3Cjv
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　　數字漸漸往上，愛里習慣性地躲到了一旁角落，過去來說，因為這棟樓裡所有的住戶都知道她的狀況，所以萬一在某樓層碰面了，他們也會選擇退讓，而不進到這狹窄的鐵箱子裡，好讓愛里能夠不用再額外承受到任何的侵擾。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou0SUN1esm
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　　但主要還是因為，大部分的人都被她突然的失控給驚嚇過。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjYO95QpK1
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　　她想了想，開始覺得有點抱歉。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFXPMXexyb
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　　沒多久就到了她的樓層，於是電梯門打開，但在一段時間的沉默過去後，卻又只是默默地關上。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3NogIDrj9
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　　不曉得從何時開始，愛里一直注視著鏡子裡的自己，讓這狹小的空間從那世界裡脫離。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8d8JPwtAq
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　　小卷替她紮上的髮辮依然完好無恙。她輕輕抬起了手臂，順著兩頰旁的波浪瀏海向上輕觸，又順撫著往後紮起的辮子，到了結點，便又畫了個弧，讓指尖停在髮尾處，稍稍繞了幾回。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdGIqpdBnd
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　　愛里側過了臉，露出後方的貝殼髮髻，古銅色的流蘇正隨著海流而飄盪。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ6S1T6ZaA
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　　她感覺到自己彷彿又置身於海裡。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3EaRYjuub
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　　「愛里。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk2uaKvYG1
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　　她盯著老舊、有著殘膠、甚至還裂了一道的鏡子看，鏡面從原本的平整之中開始出現了變化，變得柔軟，彷彿水波盪漾。水流漸漸在她身後匯聚成一個女性的人影，在恍惚的透明輪廓中，穿著長弋的祭袍，而神情上，既有欣慰、卻又憐憫。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5eMq0d4f6
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　　「愛里，這是妳的樣子，是妳美麗的樣子。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCITtzOJaGJ
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　　水流塑造出的手臂從愛里身後向前環抱住了她，這不單單只是幻覺，她的校服上甚至被稍稍壓下了痕跡，而她的身體能確實感受到那股溫暖的冰冷。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3tCXauHit
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　　「大海治癒了妳，使妳重獲新生，愛里，從今以後，再也沒有人能夠傷害妳。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiVNRnZmUL
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　　「......從今以後？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBpctu3Y6w
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　　「妳屬於大海，在大海裡，沒有人能被允許傷害妳。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHrh9B1FDJ
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　　「他們......那些惡火......那些火會找到我......」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAkUh6w5Pd
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　　「為什麼？為什麼火要傷害妳？」低語在她的身旁迴盪。「愛里，會傷害妳的，一直都是他們。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQqwa9IAsv
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　　「他們？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkg7VOJhOz
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　　叮一聲，電梯門突然打了開來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FQY7qnIAF
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　　外頭偶然的婦人見到站在正中央的女學生背影，被嚇得驚呼出聲。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzqRRBB6Fh
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　　她看清楚是愛里，便趕緊向後退去，而這一聲打擾也驅散了愛里的幻覺。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nReQxKqSH
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　　她轉過身來，眼神迷茫。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3krgG6NIrH
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　　婦人不敢說話，於是他們倆互相盯著彼此。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHfRX3l0zI
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　　直到電梯門再度闔上。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECkzYateAK
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　　許久後，愛里才再次伸手按下樓層按鈕。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU4y2RsRmy
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　　今天回來的時間，或許對誰來說都真的太早了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJoqZVvQaI
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　　「......姐姐？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaAVreo5PW
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　　一如往常，愛里自己找出了鑰匙，插入、轉動、推開，但這時客廳的燈卻是亮的。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss5TPGH4mm
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　　客廳不應該是亮的，如果是平常的時間點回來的話，只有姐姐的房門底下會透出光線。而就算是今天的現在，姐姐也根本就不應該出現在家裡。她的工作總是早出、總是晚歸。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVplBHCi7d5
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　　「妳又闖了什麼貨？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wNHSrJhbq
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　　愛里一時愣停。她還來不及將大門給闔上，這莫名其妙的質問就令她不知所措地愣在原地。她不明白這句話的意思，更不能理解，為什麼對方注視而來的眼神，是帶有著那麼多的厭惡與不耐。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34EgbhCKfZ
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　　「......我沒做什麼。」愛里嘗試替自己澄清，但身體竟然怯懦了起來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGHlQVeTD5
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　　「媽媽特地要我回來，確定妳真的有好好地回到家裡。」姐姐吐了一口比懟怒還要更沉的氣。「妳的手機呢？為什麼可以不接電話？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyVyykw0F0
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　　手機？這一提醒才令她想了起來，到底是丟在廁所裡了？還是跟著她一起從天台上跳下了？愛里停下往書包裡探伸的動作，畢竟可以確定的是，手機已經弄丟了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhh4Vb9Utr
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　　她懦弱的身子又更畏縮了起來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8YUBLNGpt
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　　「教會的人呢？」姐姐的目光往她身後一眺，望向半開的門扇後方。「為什麼他們沒有送妳上來？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkHDOTvzhn
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　　早從很久以前，那些說好要陪她進家門的人，都只應付到公寓大門而已了，很久了......但當然地，姐姐沒有理由會知道這些，因為她從沒關心過自己。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG9tPI7ScE
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　　「所以呢？是誰帶妳回來的？學校的老師嗎？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUmI5ty3y5
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　　誰帶妳回來的？愛里的腦海裡浮現了剛才在樓下時，小卷與明旭向她揮手道別的畫面。然後，她思考了自己與他們之間的關係。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZthn8tCpYF
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　　「......朋友。」她的嘴角不小心劃了一抹弧。「我跟朋友一起回來的。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4X0gEbeaW
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　　「為什麼要說謊？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmIBGdOctD
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　　愛里抬頭看著對方。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD6ToSLE93
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　　「到底是誰帶妳回來的？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZeZ9H6PCE
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　　「是朋友。」愛裡又重複了一次，但這回卻明顯心虛了不少。「真的......是朋友。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7asVmvRbJM
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　　而姐姐只是盯著她看，當然地，不用猜測，都能感受到那股惱怒。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoksa0v8BS
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　　但這問題，說到底也的確對她不太重要。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxuJqtcsJO
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　　「妳那頭髮是怎麼回事？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD36j2JTdka
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　　她發現到了另外一個從感覺上說更有可能惹來麻煩的變化。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwc2FryVjB
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　　而聞聲，愛里趕緊伸手向後，用她那細瘦的手掌，將髮髻上的貝殼給遮了起來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT7N6mLFDG
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　　「把門關上。」對方突然放冷了語調。「妳已經給鄰居造成太多困擾了，把門關上。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDUFFppAIZ
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　　愛里蓋著髮髻的那手完全不敢放開，於是只好將另手上拎著的提袋放下，把小卷送給她的妝髮工具擱下後，才慢慢地伸向門把，卻怎樣也無法止住寒顫。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S33gYwIfG
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　　「現在，解釋。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQy7Skykwy
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　　「我不知道......要解釋什麼......」愛里趕緊閉上嘴，她發現自己說的話正在顫抖。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHO5veSYTa
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　　「當然是解釋妳說謊的理由啊！」姐姐對著她大吼，彷彿關上門的那一剎那等於宣判了愛里的罪刑。「妳把這個家搞成這樣子還不夠嗎？為什麼妳總是在說謊？為什麼總是要騙人！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcOgcPywhE
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　　愛里完全不能理解這些話是為了什麼而說？又為什麼要說給她聽？她不能理解，一個字也問不出口。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgbckEuGQt
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　　「我受夠妳了。」姐姐從沙發上起身，走到玄關前，直面對著愛里。「現在回答我，這些是誰給妳的？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD68EQTHi0
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　　她指著地上的提袋。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxVXOYdGK0
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　　愛里著急地在腦中摸索著正確答案......但是為什麼？答案難道不就是事實嗎？「......是朋友，真的是朋－－」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD798Ripcw
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　　一陣毒辣甩上她的耳光。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqcWRVOcDX
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　　她感到暈眩，搖晃著雙腿，無力地跪坐在地。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnts8m3qwg
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　　然後，姐姐伸手抽走了她的髮髻。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF88EQDgVz0
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　　「－－不、不要！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbGcZfiGxf
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　　就像有人抽走了支柱，她的心靈應聲崩塌。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFQwGFwl5l
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　　愛里一慌，想伸手搶回，卻又被甩了一掌。她的眼睛，好痛。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPeKVmQEVt
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　　「再回答我，誰幫妳綁的頭髮？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVea0nLCsjI
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　　愛里哭了出來，就像一般的孩子一樣。沒有過去那些年受烈火折磨的虐心吶喊，只是像個肝腸寸斷的女孩，哭得悲痛欲絕。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsovlr3loyK
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　　姐姐等不到她的回答，於是逕自跳過了下一題。她伸手抓住愛里的頭髮，狠狠地拔起。「回答我，妳是不是又打給媽媽，說又有火在燒妳了？」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMzlENWFfb
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　　愛里那虛弱的兩手握住姐姐的手腕，她很痛、卻什麼也阻止不了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL9YY6Iy49
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　　「......是、」發現自己無法點頭，她只好勉強著自己從哭得失控的喉嚨中擠出一個哀求。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO0ZNHPzlh
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWERIrFh6I
　　「是？是？妳竟然說是！」伴隨著撞上臉的大吼，姐姐直接把她用力一扯，另手從反方向大力甩來。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS6e8F9w8M
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaskB2TUNu
　　愛里撞在牆上、倒在鞋堆裡。但她感受到的，只有天旋地轉的疼痛。是火辣的、卻比受惡火紋身還要難受。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30YHstJlRE
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rItqVHSM2
　　「為什麼要說謊？妳到底為什麼要說謊！為什麼要騙大家？為什麼要一天到晚大哭大鬧著說自己被火燒？根本就沒有人相信妳！為什麼還要繼續？為什麼還要一直說謊！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjhSuXEJxS
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqjsdY2dX8
　　姐姐彎下腰，對著愛里耳邊咆哮。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKXpuPtjBy
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxNcEopHnS
　　「爸媽離婚是因為妳！這個家會變成這樣是因為妳！我會變成這樣，全部都是因為妳！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAGq9UTm6r
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPefixeS9t
　　愛里蜷起了身子，就像一直以來躲避著惡火一樣的姿勢。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DJBGqt5y9
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYBExH5X7X
　　「告訴我啊？嗯？為什麼？為什麼我非得要照顧妳呢？全世界都知道我有一個瘋子妹妹，所以每次妳又惹事的時候，我就一定要出現嗎？啊？為什麼啊？為什麼我不能夠不管妳呢？為什麼我就必須得要照顧妳啊！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3lYlrqPss
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GD3MHcwvk
　　姐姐歇斯底里的一下笑、一下吼。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVwd2fOBpd
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gDFn3ygbb
　　「我的工作怎麼辦？我的朋友怎麼辦？我連未婚夫都沒了？這不是很奇怪嗎？明明沒用的人是妳，明明妳才是騙子，明明你才是該受到懲罰的那個人吧？喂！我很認真的啊！我很努力了！都這麼努力了！我明明什麼都沒有做錯，為什麼失去一切的人竟然會是我啊！妳說啊？妳把我的一切，全部都還給我啊！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu6iGCBp8O
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN2VYCJ9s3
　　愛里睜開了眼，她看見姐姐笑著、卻哭著。她想道歉，她知道自己錯了，但她沒有力氣說出口。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtpdnJWr5K
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlePNdJX5rR
　　「如果沒有妳，不就好了嗎？對吧？如果妳真有像妳所說的那麼痛苦，那怎麼不乾脆去死一死就好了呢？少了妳，大家多快樂啊？少了妳，我不就輕鬆了嗎？喂？我說的沒錯吧？妳這個沒心沒肺的人，一直、一直不斷地說謊、騙人，到底為什麼可以這麼可惡啊？妳到底怎麼忍心把我害成這副慘樣啊！」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NoUV3aNwk
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9gqNwanvj
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbybY48hh45
　　愛里任憑眼淚不斷流落，不管對她說這段話的人是誰，她都希望能夠親手殺死對方。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QN3YHBGvq
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80iCPb1sHK
　　連她自己都努力了這麼久，獨自一人在熾熱的烈火中不斷掙扎著，就只因為還想要活下去。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah7v5kuvEI
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm3OrsXpHf
　　她是想要活下去的啊。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18NozU0IOO
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NVDpNDbvd
　　為什麼有人可以這麼輕易地要她去死？要她放棄？要她消失在這世界上？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVIGTegiew
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4jp2IQkS1
　　那她前面所受的折磨，那場綿延不絕的大火，奪走了她的身體、她的靈魂、使她這一生全被燒毀殆盡的大火，不就得逞了嗎？她一直以來所承受的痛苦不就全部都失去意義了嗎？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLwzTWOn5n
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBzPNJCBYJ
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtm3lcSbvc
　　「愛里，傷害妳的，一直都是他們。」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1vIkczyMf
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzahdhcDDQ
　　一瞬間，整個世界變得寂靜無比。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsKyMDHxcK
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xsVNqPpTc
　　低語如暗潮湧流，從遙遠的那端劃了一道流星般的軌跡，在愛里的周圍盤旋、保護著她，然後，進入她的靈魂。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlMDcLGhND
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdErv3bmLJ
　　「不，不要，我不要－－」91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3PlEqOfBu
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mo3dYkQ6H
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqzaEfBIaY
　　她伸手抓住姐姐的頭髮，往自己身處的地面上用力一扯，接著單腳一跨，在尖叫聲中，立場瞬間反了過來，現在換成是她壓在姐姐身上，並發狂似地想從對方手中要搶奪走髮髻。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1Dis4kOTb
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyHVEJggSi
　　浪潮在沖刷她的身體，為她提供助力的同時，也治癒了身上的痛楚和疲憊，然而最重要的，海浪帶走了她的懦弱。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhQOrF050M
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzCTFLZ8kp
　　她的力量變得無法想像地強大，搶下了髮髻，反手握緊，在另手的壓制下，將尖針直接插進了那前一刻還咒視著她的眼窩裡。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx8HXnz9P5
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52MNK8w5yL
　　然後，她又拔了出來、再刺下去。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqSwslJ2xG
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFFhgzIxla
　　又拔、再刺。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIljm3N7vY
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKehsUS3CxX
　　再刺、91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5nSGHvL1v
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CHcRkJ2Vk
　　刺、91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MAjpVRzD9
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcOXTvfio3
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb8ho4Uqf1
　　無論是尖叫，還是哭喊，只要從這間房裡傳出去的，沒有人會當作一回事。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakcIOmw5DI
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjR6bRHZl9
　　如同一直以來，從沒任何人循著愛里所發出的求救訊息而找到她一樣。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpBysVdMWC
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMahtpw8jJ
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54qnIyC1SJ
　　她好累，真的累得再也動不了了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5jsm2YT5H
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO3fIKIQwf
　　但仍握緊了髮髻，因為那是她的寶貝，雖然已經染紅一片。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtchWjSoOMz
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f9ChbwFhf
　　這間和姐姐相依為命的房裡，染紅了一片。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxHRpvmjpi
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRTRzFMdF3
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZI8jn6a08
　　姐姐掙扎了很久。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxL4G93kBR
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8bAbktRik
　　她起先是雙眼都失去了視覺，接著在愈發狠勁的捅刺下，兩顆珠子都被搗成能從眼皮縫下掉落出來的碎塊狀。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimuPGN6puJ
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7upTaHKKsq
　　後來，愛里嫌她吵，就開始摧毀她的頸子，畢竟在那惡毒的喉嚨裡，講出了絕對不可以被原諒的話。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUJBt6dJfi
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBFclLTP5u
　　後來、又後來，許久後，直到整個頭部模糊成一片，姐姐才終於沒了動靜。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYiyCYgicU
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0S7hD4Np3
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuyN5TSbXj
　　愛里看著自己手裡，小卷送她的髮髻也壞了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJBu1gU1tx
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI4lV6NHYt
　　她好心疼，所以哭了。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR44fKYRA8l
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApq2U1ytu4
　　眼淚滾滾落下，就像個迷路的孩子，希望能藉由哭聲，好讓人能夠找到她。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuUWrykj94
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClqmXvdghC
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83srOxnR6k
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrwL9mzIT9
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91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KSNEVrTYc
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK3h3sFKpu
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx8w2AERmc
　　愛里將飾冠從百褶裙的口袋中拿出來後，就把染血的校服全數脫下，留在血泊中的姐姐身上。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimZmy8o4jN
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKQHTrGAk4
　　她走進浴室，沖了好久、好久的冷水澡，血腥味卻和身心靈的疲倦感一樣，怎麼樣也沖不走。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT5OAGzhtF
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV4GXlx9tS
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYynVrNkJnj
　　回到了自己的房間，她站在全身鏡前，雙手還各自緊握著折損的髮髻、和無暇的飾冠，飾冠上的寶石在昏暗的房裡如燭火般點亮著她。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37vptmKFqU
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa3RTvMVUX
　　看著自己身上的火紋、看著自己因濕漉而塌陷的頭髮。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQXKBagKPu
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznpnwEopVK
　　看來，今天也如往常一樣，什麼也都沒有被改變。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwCJbjtpH5
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlIBNl2baP
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qV5HZdMU8
　　愛里坐上了床，曲起腿、抱緊膝蓋，任水珠仍不斷地從身體上流落，就這麼放空了自己，感受著時間的流逝。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjBC3PLOpv
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa1ksyYaMc
　　在不被允許拉開的窗簾外頭，夜色漸深、街燈漸明，城市喧鬧的聲響越來越高亢、又越來越消沉。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F7cULvygs
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPQdiBVneC
　　直到最後，終於慢慢地成了一片寧靜。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BRiPXWz0G
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhES75H7UUg
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl8FPWM7mm
　　百貨公司打了烊，差不多是平時自己回到家的時間。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRAdMjNfJ2
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3osZuSBT0R
　　她從膝蓋中將頭給抬起，然後發現了一件事。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhMnS7pDN0
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIGkEFI8eo
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　　這間房，好空盪。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq2mnp3sAa
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW8OtqEFge
　　為什麼呢？91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjP0SaU3Hi
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQddDQroGEj
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8A6Rb40eq
　　衣櫃裡只有校服和睡衣，書架上只有教會的手冊和磚塊般的經文，書桌上則空無一物，她只對自己的這張床舖感到熟悉，一塊枕頭、一張被子，年年月月陪同著她，一起承受大火肆虐的小床。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZuDxLC1we
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Pe5nET8J
　　往房間的角落一看，有一個粉色的後背包，她已經忘記裡面還裝有什麼，那已經是太久遠以前的事。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzKOuZwPGz
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4SI7w4zXM
　　空盪盪的一片，無止盡的黑暗，只有手上寶石的光芒，彷彿深海裡誘人的迷濛粼粼。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtStJc8wMpN
91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwJmMWXemp
　　愛里只是一直、一直地注視著。91Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKrqig7qlX
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