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　　和小卷道別後，愛里關上公寓的舊大門。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeROW3VPQ42
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　　回頭往電梯的方向，她突然覺得這段路很不一樣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowfUeOPc9g
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　　平時，愛里的一天幾乎都在教會裡度過，直到樓下的商場打烊後，才會由黎恩牧師或其他人陪同回家，然後就是洗澡、就寢，接著，又準備迎接下個再度重複的一整天。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wBnWVSN7O
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　　而今天回來的時間顯然有點早得過頭了，早到她甚至都認為，或許能夠再偷偷地溜出去一下？那麼，最好是趁著小卷還沒有走遠之前吧？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIf6w3DS5D
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　　......總有一天可以的。她一邊想著，一邊進了電梯。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYG7qzeblW
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　　數字漸漸往上，愛里習慣性地躲到了一旁角落，過去來說，因為這棟樓裡所有的住戶都知道她的狀況，所以萬一在某樓層碰面了，他們也會選擇退讓，而不進到這狹窄的鐵箱子裡，好讓愛里能夠不用再額外承受到任何的侵擾。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qJ6BGLdMx
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　　但主要還是因為，大部分的人都被她突然的失控給驚嚇過。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc1aw8ptFe
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　　她想了想，開始覺得有點抱歉。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8V1FPMZ8h
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　　沒多久就到了她的樓層，於是電梯門打開，但在一段時間的沉默過去後，卻又只是默默地關上。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy0EJr1sxj
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　　不曉得從何時開始，愛里一直注視著鏡子裡的自己，讓這狹小的空間從那世界裡脫離。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qJ3M9MWen
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　　小卷替她紮上的髮辮依然完好無恙。她輕輕抬起了手臂，順著兩頰旁的波浪瀏海向上輕觸，又順撫著往後紮起的辮子，到了結點，便又畫了個弧，讓指尖停在髮尾處，稍稍繞了幾回。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YBcimr36d
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　　愛里側過了臉，露出後方的貝殼髮髻，古銅色的流蘇正隨著海流而飄盪。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE9TEfmZQ6
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　　她感覺到自己彷彿又置身於海裡。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxiDyZ9CTh
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　　「愛里。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D8z49jZJp
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　　她盯著老舊、有著殘膠、甚至還裂了一道的鏡子看，鏡面從原本的平整之中開始出現了變化，變得柔軟，彷彿水波盪漾。水流漸漸在她身後匯聚成一個女性的人影，在恍惚的透明輪廓中，穿著長弋的祭袍，而神情上，既有欣慰、卻又憐憫。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCfiE7aXxj
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　　「愛里，這是妳的樣子，是妳美麗的樣子。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX1RCouKQf
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　　水流塑造出的手臂從愛里身後向前環抱住了她，這不單單只是幻覺，她的校服上甚至被稍稍壓下了痕跡，而她的身體能確實感受到那股溫暖的冰冷。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAgDXj2REL
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　　「大海治癒了妳，使妳重獲新生，愛里，從今以後，再也沒有人能夠傷害妳。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wOjSu5VgS
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　　「......從今以後？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD4YDjK1ds
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　　「妳屬於大海，在大海裡，沒有人能被允許傷害妳。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7eewhg0EA
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　　「他們......那些惡火......那些火會找到我......」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDHpeyLZzA
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　　「為什麼？為什麼火要傷害妳？」低語在她的身旁迴盪。「愛里，會傷害妳的，一直都是他們。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt4c3mzShU
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　　「他們？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlraPai5U4i
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　　叮一聲，電梯門突然打了開來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8kLlGOhgF
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　　外頭偶然的婦人見到站在正中央的女學生背影，被嚇得驚呼出聲。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPkDYecUHW
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　　她看清楚是愛里，便趕緊向後退去，而這一聲打擾也驅散了愛里的幻覺。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwpzuBDy7G
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　　她轉過身來，眼神迷茫。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2uYefNqDf
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　　婦人不敢說話，於是他們倆互相盯著彼此。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfFHWaOurS
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　　直到電梯門再度闔上。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVmLsqs8XO
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　　許久後，愛里才再次伸手按下樓層按鈕。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplVnhn4jG8
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　　今天回來的時間，或許對誰來說都真的太早了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScZBL33XIF
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　　「......姐姐？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq7wMwEirR
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　　一如往常，愛里自己找出了鑰匙，插入、轉動、推開，但這時客廳的燈卻是亮的。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8UiigvHK2
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　　客廳不應該是亮的，如果是平常的時間點回來的話，只有姐姐的房門底下會透出光線。而就算是今天的現在，姐姐也根本就不應該出現在家裡。她的工作總是早出、總是晚歸。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GyGjKRG7W
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　　「妳又闖了什麼貨？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91FLQiHhKD
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　　愛里一時愣停。她還來不及將大門給闔上，這莫名其妙的質問就令她不知所措地愣在原地。她不明白這句話的意思，更不能理解，為什麼對方注視而來的眼神，是帶有著那麼多的厭惡與不耐。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpmMYCbc1V
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　　「......我沒做什麼。」愛里嘗試替自己澄清，但身體竟然怯懦了起來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBPunhDpVe
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　　「媽媽特地要我回來，確定妳真的有好好地回到家裡。」姐姐吐了一口比懟怒還要更沉的氣。「妳的手機呢？為什麼可以不接電話？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVJfmirIHS
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　　手機？這一提醒才令她想了起來，到底是丟在廁所裡了？還是跟著她一起從天台上跳下了？愛里停下往書包裡探伸的動作，畢竟可以確定的是，手機已經弄丟了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjPuKX3yLg
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　　她懦弱的身子又更畏縮了起來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQP1Cykx7L
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　　「教會的人呢？」姐姐的目光往她身後一眺，望向半開的門扇後方。「為什麼他們沒有送妳上來？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZU7qMsv89
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　　早從很久以前，那些說好要陪她進家門的人，都只應付到公寓大門而已了，很久了......但當然地，姐姐沒有理由會知道這些，因為她從沒關心過自己。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaW6nOGsI4
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　　「所以呢？是誰帶妳回來的？學校的老師嗎？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqMFhdJwD0
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　　誰帶妳回來的？愛里的腦海裡浮現了剛才在樓下時，小卷與明旭向她揮手道別的畫面。然後，她思考了自己與他們之間的關係。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaKBFLjwd0
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　　「......朋友。」她的嘴角不小心劃了一抹弧。「我跟朋友一起回來的。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEyS2o1mNU
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　　「為什麼要說謊？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7ax1UMPR8
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　　愛里抬頭看著對方。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkILj08sqh
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　　「到底是誰帶妳回來的？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqlj591Ycx
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　　「是朋友。」愛裡又重複了一次，但這回卻明顯心虛了不少。「真的......是朋友。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rpeZ1NZIa
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　　而姐姐只是盯著她看，當然地，不用猜測，都能感受到那股惱怒。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NUBGOs78p
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　　但這問題，說到底也的確對她不太重要。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu9orE2vLW
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　　「妳那頭髮是怎麼回事？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6zCZcMfI3
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　　她發現到了另外一個從感覺上說更有可能惹來麻煩的變化。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAovEJuSGV3
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　　而聞聲，愛里趕緊伸手向後，用她那細瘦的手掌，將髮髻上的貝殼給遮了起來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUC9Q5pSOe
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　　「把門關上。」對方突然放冷了語調。「妳已經給鄰居造成太多困擾了，把門關上。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrJqM3vY9l
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　　愛里蓋著髮髻的那手完全不敢放開，於是只好將另手上拎著的提袋放下，把小卷送給她的妝髮工具擱下後，才慢慢地伸向門把，卻怎樣也無法止住寒顫。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds8ONqIIz8
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　　「現在，解釋。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetRLfR88ds
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　　「我不知道......要解釋什麼......」愛里趕緊閉上嘴，她發現自己說的話正在顫抖。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjltsdZ4TP
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　　「當然是解釋妳說謊的理由啊！」姐姐對著她大吼，彷彿關上門的那一剎那等於宣判了愛里的罪刑。「妳把這個家搞成這樣子還不夠嗎？為什麼妳總是在說謊？為什麼總是要騙人！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSGHAvztyA
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　　愛里完全不能理解這些話是為了什麼而說？又為什麼要說給她聽？她不能理解，一個字也問不出口。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCrvcVeMRg
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　　「我受夠妳了。」姐姐從沙發上起身，走到玄關前，直面對著愛里。「現在回答我，這些是誰給妳的？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9eFpHa9VS
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　　她指著地上的提袋。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAWilKZ9zR
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　　愛里著急地在腦中摸索著正確答案......但是為什麼？答案難道不就是事實嗎？「......是朋友，真的是朋－－」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tvu0lcluJ
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　　一陣毒辣甩上她的耳光。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJmfkC9Tww
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　　她感到暈眩，搖晃著雙腿，無力地跪坐在地。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNvpbysHJL
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　　然後，姐姐伸手抽走了她的髮髻。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvEgzmN6yo
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　　「－－不、不要！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24sSeKLGce
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　　就像有人抽走了支柱，她的心靈應聲崩塌。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLFDvS5AsZ
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　　愛里一慌，想伸手搶回，卻又被甩了一掌。她的眼睛，好痛。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbECTFl1b2f
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　　「再回答我，誰幫妳綁的頭髮？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswryxQ5RoV
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　　愛里哭了出來，就像一般的孩子一樣。沒有過去那些年受烈火折磨的虐心吶喊，只是像個肝腸寸斷的女孩，哭得悲痛欲絕。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ0EqhWhei
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　　姐姐等不到她的回答，於是逕自跳過了下一題。她伸手抓住愛里的頭髮，狠狠地拔起。「回答我，妳是不是又打給媽媽，說又有火在燒妳了？」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRQzk8Cg2Y
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　　愛里那虛弱的兩手握住姐姐的手腕，她很痛、卻什麼也阻止不了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WQrhg6YmH
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　　「......是、」發現自己無法點頭，她只好勉強著自己從哭得失控的喉嚨中擠出一個哀求。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZElEQGoi3k
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD0uaHW4ez
　　「是？是？妳竟然說是！」伴隨著撞上臉的大吼，姐姐直接把她用力一扯，另手從反方向大力甩來。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRKTebRVVF
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cnFCncwSa
　　愛里撞在牆上、倒在鞋堆裡。但她感受到的，只有天旋地轉的疼痛。是火辣的、卻比受惡火紋身還要難受。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu4tPLAzoK
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXNrM9yhBB
　　「為什麼要說謊？妳到底為什麼要說謊！為什麼要騙大家？為什麼要一天到晚大哭大鬧著說自己被火燒？根本就沒有人相信妳！為什麼還要繼續？為什麼還要一直說謊！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0vfAfweMk
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2BudHFMVQ
　　姐姐彎下腰，對著愛里耳邊咆哮。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEGs0MewYE
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgPm3fp6ki
　　「爸媽離婚是因為妳！這個家會變成這樣是因為妳！我會變成這樣，全部都是因為妳！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5d3jxmXK2
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pFQUQ88X4
　　愛里蜷起了身子，就像一直以來躲避著惡火一樣的姿勢。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cho5Andhy
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRPMbYDgBF
　　「告訴我啊？嗯？為什麼？為什麼我非得要照顧妳呢？全世界都知道我有一個瘋子妹妹，所以每次妳又惹事的時候，我就一定要出現嗎？啊？為什麼啊？為什麼我不能夠不管妳呢？為什麼我就必須得要照顧妳啊！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMqKtpDqJw
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqqlBtAsmt
　　姐姐歇斯底里的一下笑、一下吼。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnVjuW6BT7
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBhfguKQqF
　　「我的工作怎麼辦？我的朋友怎麼辦？我連未婚夫都沒了？這不是很奇怪嗎？明明沒用的人是妳，明明妳才是騙子，明明你才是該受到懲罰的那個人吧？喂！我很認真的啊！我很努力了！都這麼努力了！我明明什麼都沒有做錯，為什麼失去一切的人竟然會是我啊！妳說啊？妳把我的一切，全部都還給我啊！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEgPCPa5zr
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmm1qe1AaK
　　愛里睜開了眼，她看見姐姐笑著、卻哭著。她想道歉，她知道自己錯了，但她沒有力氣說出口。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaOMjtTz8v
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd8Sf2lcc9
　　「如果沒有妳，不就好了嗎？對吧？如果妳真有像妳所說的那麼痛苦，那怎麼不乾脆去死一死就好了呢？少了妳，大家多快樂啊？少了妳，我不就輕鬆了嗎？喂？我說的沒錯吧？妳這個沒心沒肺的人，一直、一直不斷地說謊、騙人，到底為什麼可以這麼可惡啊？妳到底怎麼忍心把我害成這副慘樣啊！」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi3qMIEegj
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqbrWkgWVO
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczU5RxzIoi
　　愛里任憑眼淚不斷流落，不管對她說這段話的人是誰，她都希望能夠親手殺死對方。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAwKuXfpiz
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPs55xPFlL
　　連她自己都努力了這麼久，獨自一人在熾熱的烈火中不斷掙扎著，就只因為還想要活下去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0HF1cCnxv
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZezzEwSko
　　她是想要活下去的啊。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXc7DFGygY
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRfVwfIsbJ
　　為什麼有人可以這麼輕易地要她去死？要她放棄？要她消失在這世界上？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3X3To91Io
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1AOvXq03i
　　那她前面所受的折磨，那場綿延不絕的大火，奪走了她的身體、她的靈魂、使她這一生全被燒毀殆盡的大火，不就得逞了嗎？她一直以來所承受的痛苦不就全部都失去意義了嗎？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc58vgjItBs
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf2j13hpJs
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyDGDvF9Qw
　　「愛里，傷害妳的，一直都是他們。」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwN7D4yc5B
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKccAnDrXL
　　一瞬間，整個世界變得寂靜無比。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflzkXoBsgx
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42uOVQdZNs
　　低語如暗潮湧流，從遙遠的那端劃了一道流星般的軌跡，在愛里的周圍盤旋、保護著她，然後，進入她的靈魂。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZCqqlD8qI
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcGzpdfSvt
　　「不，不要，我不要－－」89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NykzxLgDZ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwJUIBCBOI
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq1hAM5J05
　　她伸手抓住姐姐的頭髮，往自己身處的地面上用力一扯，接著單腳一跨，在尖叫聲中，立場瞬間反了過來，現在換成是她壓在姐姐身上，並發狂似地想從對方手中要搶奪走髮髻。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzp5wGoPZZ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxBdR66OzM
　　浪潮在沖刷她的身體，為她提供助力的同時，也治癒了身上的痛楚和疲憊，然而最重要的，海浪帶走了她的懦弱。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU2pCC447E
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W5fac6u2i
　　她的力量變得無法想像地強大，搶下了髮髻，反手握緊，在另手的壓制下，將尖針直接插進了那前一刻還咒視著她的眼窩裡。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtzfInOcOg
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8LzV0lugs
　　然後，她又拔了出來、再刺下去。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6ewm9nLOm
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTdn8KoREP
　　又拔、再刺。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OsNdjZXxp
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaVnxZIQlE
　　再刺、89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlkrO4Ca9y
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　　刺、89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOtMHcR7DI
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFVr8cFd4l
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQsSjZfMOu
　　無論是尖叫，還是哭喊，只要從這間房裡傳出去的，沒有人會當作一回事。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteJVCMXHhP
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2CE18DjzS
　　如同一直以來，從沒任何人循著愛里所發出的求救訊息而找到她一樣。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO903IDMzf
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ450c2ovo9x
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVyEAEIanc
　　她好累，真的累得再也動不了了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eZ6A8QG8z
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy5K3ki0Ji
　　但仍握緊了髮髻，因為那是她的寶貝，雖然已經染紅一片。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcYP5KqOHI
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kbQd8LhTZ
　　這間和姐姐相依為命的房裡，染紅了一片。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0shaUpc9zv
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHD85yuLvs
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPToVhSTIB
　　姐姐掙扎了很久。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfABNXn3lc
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC2Rp2SWSh
　　她起先是雙眼都失去了視覺，接著在愈發狠勁的捅刺下，兩顆珠子都被搗成能從眼皮縫下掉落出來的碎塊狀。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVt8PnkhLQ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LVaJy9upI
　　後來，愛里嫌她吵，就開始摧毀她的頸子，畢竟在那惡毒的喉嚨裡，講出了絕對不可以被原諒的話。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVyssYEkuw
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cBhBOOm18
　　後來、又後來，許久後，直到整個頭部模糊成一片，姐姐才終於沒了動靜。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98AevIeKAR
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSaiPsbSYZ
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ31fGh573j
　　愛里看著自己手裡，小卷送她的髮髻也壞了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ97QUXTxC
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqsTyRf0Yt
　　她好心疼，所以哭了。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpyXzoDusO
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXMuQahj6Y
　　眼淚滾滾落下，就像個迷路的孩子，希望能藉由哭聲，好讓人能夠找到她。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H1vNtqWGg
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRVaSNORIY
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCcNygk6JD
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPutjcnUnE
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlak6mJQvm
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89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Suo4bALkb
　　愛里將飾冠從百褶裙的口袋中拿出來後，就把染血的校服全數脫下，留在血泊中的姐姐身上。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPQmFKo46O
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg5FEdAQ75
　　她走進浴室，沖了好久、好久的冷水澡，血腥味卻和身心靈的疲倦感一樣，怎麼樣也沖不走。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXf6cqpYEAS
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQFwyEAbxF
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaV4wAXXhB
　　回到了自己的房間，她站在全身鏡前，雙手還各自緊握著折損的髮髻、和無暇的飾冠，飾冠上的寶石在昏暗的房裡如燭火般點亮著她。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpzJG31sXr
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NbwO3P3tG
　　看著自己身上的火紋、看著自己因濕漉而塌陷的頭髮。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLSjSrpWvC
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhz5jKDPGS
　　看來，今天也如往常一樣，什麼也都沒有被改變。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98gkkEAzRq
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoayyqcYexb
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6VryYC2aK
　　愛里坐上了床，曲起腿、抱緊膝蓋，任水珠仍不斷地從身體上流落，就這麼放空了自己，感受著時間的流逝。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ1XwbSJK3
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d7Rkm6A52
　　在不被允許拉開的窗簾外頭，夜色漸深、街燈漸明，城市喧鬧的聲響越來越高亢、又越來越消沉。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuftVK9mZR
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhtbmp29z0
　　直到最後，終於慢慢地成了一片寧靜。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY2ec9wInK
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWhGDoNIwR
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQcBXXaEow
　　百貨公司打了烊，差不多是平時自己回到家的時間。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkjEXJhbQY
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g5BxVqB0F
　　她從膝蓋中將頭給抬起，然後發現了一件事。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl74PXDwOn0
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih8WWc1GUF
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　　這間房，好空盪。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXREizVnnWW
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　　為什麼呢？89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP8B41Di1M
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJNOTq9Pay
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　　衣櫃裡只有校服和睡衣，書架上只有教會的手冊和磚塊般的經文，書桌上則空無一物，她只對自己的這張床舖感到熟悉，一塊枕頭、一張被子，年年月月陪同著她，一起承受大火肆虐的小床。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzd39cUx5m
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcAXo1owEr
　　往房間的角落一看，有一個粉色的後背包，她已經忘記裡面還裝有什麼，那已經是太久遠以前的事。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnCCSjAqR2
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7DNCPy6ai
　　空盪盪的一片，無止盡的黑暗，只有手上寶石的光芒，彷彿深海裡誘人的迷濛粼粼。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGzd4PAWCT
89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapHDJ81U7i
　　愛里只是一直、一直地注視著。89Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUukku3mwco
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